A/N: I'd like feedback as to who you'd like Liv to end up with in this one. I like her with both of them, so it doesn't matter to me. As always, I don't own any of the characters.

Olivia tried calling Trevor back but wasn't able to get him. It took them over a week before they were able to talk. She was on her way back from the shower when the phone rang, so she grabbed it.

"Hello."

"I'm looking for Olivia Benson."

"Trevor?"

"Hey! It's so good to finally hear your voice."

"Yeah, you too. How's school going?"

"Pretty good so far. How about you?"

"Not too bad. What else have you been up to?"

"Not much. I've been studying."

"Yeah, as usual."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"You always have your nose in a book."

"Are you actually studying?"

"Yes."

"Do you think you can come visit me next weekend?"

"I want to but I have my first paper to write."

"Then let me know when we can see each other."

"Yeah. I have to go."

"Ok. I'll talk to you soon."

"Yep."

Olivia hung up the phone and went back to her room.

"I just talked to Trevor."

"And?"

"He asked if I could go see him next weekend."

"What did you say?"

"I said I had my first paper to write."

"I thought it wasn't due for another few weeks."

"I hate waiting for the last minute. It wasn't a total lie."

"You're crazy."

"I'm confused. Trevor has been a part of my life since we were born but I'm intrigued by Hank though."

"Anyone would want to be in your shoes right now. Hell, I wouldn't mind having two men interested in me at once. Hank's friends seem interesting."

"Yeah, they are. Alvin is the quiet one. Fin is the fun one and Ed is pretty awkward at times but he seems like a nice enough guy. They all are."

"I better grab a shower before I'm late."

"I'm meeting Hank for breakfast before class, so I need to get going."

"Ok."

Alex went to go take her shower, while Olivia got ready. When she was ready to go, she left to meet Hank for breakfast.

"Good morning."

"Hey."

"You ok?"

"Yeah. I talked to Trevor this morning. He wants me to come see him next weekend but I told him that I had a paper to write."

"Are we still going to the beach this weekend?"

"Of course we are. I want to spend time with you more than anything. Thank you for including Alex."

"No problem. Al, Fin and Ed are looking forward to going too."

Hank and Olivia had breakfast before they went to class. She met Alex for lunch and then they went to their last classes for the week. They all got done whatever studying they needed to get done that night and then they went to bed early, so they could get an early start in the morning. When the 6 of them arrived at the beach, they found their spot and set everything up. Hank and Olivia had gone for a walk along the shore, while the other 4 threw the Frisbee around. Hank and Olivia had found a secluded area near some rocks and sat down. They were sitting close and Hank leaned in and kissed her.

"As much as I enjoyed that, I don't know that we should have done that. I am so confused about how I feel about you."

"Olivia, I like you. A lot. I know there's someone else but I would really like it if you gave me a chance. I'm sure I'm not as good looking as he is and I'm definitely not as smart as he is but I know how to be loyal and I would never break your heart. You have my word on that. I have never wanted to be with someone as much as I want to be with you right now."

"I do want to be with you too."

"But?"

"I just can't do this right now. I don't want to hurt either of you. I know that no matter which one of you I choose, the other one will get hurt. I just need to know that if I choose him, you and I can always be friends."

"It kind of sounds like you have already made a decision."

"I haven't but I just don't want things to be awkward between us."

"I think we could eventually be friends as hard as it would be. You have come to mean a lot to me and I would rather be friends with you than not have you in my life at all. We will still see each other next year, so we might as well try to get along. Who knows, we could end up working together someday."

"I hope so."

They kissed one more time and then joined the rest of their group. Hank joined the guys and Olivia went off to be by herself. Alex went after her.

"What happened?"

"He kissed me."

"That's good, right?"

"I don't want to hurt him nor do I want to hurt Trevor. Hank told me he wants me. He's the first guy to ever tell me that."

"You know what? If he wants to be with you in that way, I'd go for it. Trevor doesn't have to find out."

"What if I get pregnant? I seriously doubt Hank carries condoms around with him wherever he goes. Who does that?"

"You're not on the pill?"

"I am but it's better to be safe than sorry."

"Condoms aren't fool proof either."

"Yeah, I know."

"Quit worrying so much. Take the blanket and go back over to wherever you two were before. I'm sure if he's still interested, he'll follow you."

"I hope you're right."

"If you both care for each other, don't fight your feelings any longer."

Olivia grabbed the blanket and headed back over to the rocks. She found a spot that was hidden away from everything else and set the blanket up there. Hank had followed her once again.

"Where are you?"

"I'm in here."

Hank found where she was.

"Can I change my mind?"

"Are you sure?"

"Hank, I want to be with you more than anything. Do you have protection?"

"Actually, no. Does that change your mind?"

"No. I'm on the pill."

"Good."

Hank joined her on the blanket and then they started kissing.

"I'm kind of nervous. I've never done this before."

"Me neither."

They continued kissing, removed their swimsuits, covered themselves with the blanket and made love for the first time. Afterward, they were leaning against one of the rocks wrapped in the blanket and each other's arms as they kissed.

"You ok?"

"I'm more than ok. That was amazing."

"You're pretty amazing yourself."

"Alex knows about this but Trevor is never to find out."

"Hey, I get it. Whatever happened here stays between us or us and Alex anyway."

"Thank you."

They kissed again, got dressed and headed back. Alex saw the look on Olivia's face, so she knew it happened. The guys went to go get something for lunch, while Alex and Olivia talked.

"So?"

"Amazing! A part of me feels guilty that my first time wasn't with Trevor but I'm glad it was with Hank."

"Look at it this way, for all you know, he could have been with someone else while you two are apart."

"Oh, I don't doubt it."

"Did Hank tell you he loved you?"

"Actually, no, he didn't and I didn't tell him I loved him either."

"Has Trevor ever told you that he loves you?"

"No." We've been best friends for such a long time but by the time we got to high school, we dated. He took me to Senior Prom. Usually that's supposed to be a special night but he never even tried anything."

"Then don't feel guilty about what happened with Hank. I'm sure Trevor will eventually understand if he does love you."

"Yeah, I hope so."

The guys came back with lunch and then everyone ate. They laid in the sun for a while and then they went into the water. They stayed several hours more and then they headed back to school. When they got back, the guys dropped them off at the dorm and went home. Olivia and Alex went in and saw Trevor waiting in the common room. Olivia's heart dropped into her stomach when she saw Trevor. She was starting to feel very guilty about what had happened earlier that day with Hank.

"I'll leave you two alone."

"Thanks, Alex."

"No problem."

Alex went to the room and then Olivia sat down next to Trevor.

"Where were you?"

"We went to the beach with some friends."

"Olivia, I love you."

"You what?"

"I love you. I have for a long time but I just couldn't admit it until now. I hate that we're so far apart."

"You're the one that had to go to Yale and you'll be there at least 7 maybe 8 years with Law School. I don't want to be a distraction for you. I know how important Law School is to you."

"You're not a distraction."

"Trevor, I know you've more than likely been with someone else. I may not be as smart as you but I'm not a complete idiot."

"What are you talking about? I have not been unfaithful to you but something tells me that you have."

"Technically, we're off again right now. You said we were free to see other people."

"Did you sleep with him?"

Olivia couldn't even look at Trevor.

"You know, I had actually come here intending to ask you to marry me to prove to you how serious I am of us. That was stupid of me. I don't care if I ever see you again."

"You don't mean that."

"Oh, you better believe I do. Goodbye, Olivia. I hope you're happy with yourself for ruining our relationship."

Trevor left and headed back to Yale. Olivia felt bad about everything. She had gotten herself into this mess and she had to fix it.

That won't be the end of them. That's for sure. Reviews are always appreciated.