I honestly dont know how good this is ? it was just a little harder to write than it usually is, sigh, anyways, i hope this is the least ok, i really dont like editing on my phone bc of all the bs.. But its all ibreally have atm.. So :T

Laura gasped as she stirred the stuff on the stove, ducking as it had burst into flames, oh, this wouldn't happen if Robert was here, but, she shook her head, wiping her eyes, until her daughter came in the kitchen with her brother behind her.

Tom stared over at his mother who was standing in front of the stove, her back turned towards them, her plumes looking unusually low, "mom, you ok?" he asked, and she nodded, "Hnn? Yeah, i, i'm fine." she answered, and Tom just sat down.

"Where's daddy?" Lola asked, she was so used to seeing her father by the stove in the morning that she was surprised to see her mother cooking instead, not that her mother was a bad cook or anything, it's just, it was different.

"Your father? oh He's.. on a business trip." she answered, and Lola glanced at Tom, before looking at her mother, "When will he be back?" she asked, and Laura just shrugged, "I, is he coming back?" she asked, but Laura didn't answer she just sighed and walked out of the room, telling them to finish getting ready for school.

Lola awed to herself as she watched her mother leave the room, before she turned and flipped the stove off, sighing as she turned to look at her brother who was at the table, already pouring himself a bowl of cereal.

"Where do you think he is?" Lola asked, and Tom just shrugged, "Mom just said that he's on a business trip-" "Don't you think he would have come home last night?" Lola asked, Tom looked at her, "What do you mean, are you saying he didn't come home, or-"

"What did you say to him?" Lola asked, and Tom just scoffed, taking his seat, "I only said what was needed to be said." he answered as he stuck a spoon in his mouth, "You mean, you only said what you wanted to say, you ran him off, didn't you?" Lola questioned, but Tom didn't answer.

"Come on, we have to get ready for school." Lola said as she walked out of the room.

Dear diary, it's me again, Laura.

I just dropped the kids off at their school.

I know I shouldn't be coming to you with this, but I have no one else to come to.

Robert is gone.

I don't know what I'm going to do, he just left a letter, and, that's it, he didn't even come in and tell me, he just, left..

Lauras lip quivered as her pen shook, tears smudging the ink before she started to choke on her tears bringing the book closer, she felt so alone, in this dark room, the one person that she needed, was gone.

How could he leave like that? A letter? It was worse than a text message, one of their kids could have found it, she looked down at the envelope, shaking as she picked it up.

Laura, my beautiful wife, and mother to my children.

I am sorry, please forgive me for what I am about to do,

I can not bring myself to tell you in person, whether you cry, or smile,

It'll hurt me either way.

I have decided that it is best that we, separate ourselves from eachother, even though

It pains me dearly to leave everything I hold dearly.

I will not be coming home tonight, or, tomorrow, I am staying at a hotel for little while until I can

Figure something out, so you don't have to worry, this is for the best, and if you decide that

You wish to divorce us, I won't hold it against you.

Please tell the kids that I love them, and that, daddy is just on a very long business trip, and,

I am so sorry, and I love you.

Yours, Robert.

The paper was stained with new and dry tears from when he wrote this, he hadn't even told her what hotel he was staying at, and he wouldn't answer his phone, and she'd called just about every hotel, motel, and apartment complexes that she could but, he wasn't at any of them. It was like he had completely disappeared.

"WHERE ARE WE GOING?" Savage asked, Spongebob sighed, looking out a train window, "Away from here." he answered, "DO YOU REALISE WHAT YOU'RE DOING?" Savage questioned, but the sponge didn't answer, "DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT RUNNING AWAY WILL SOLVE ANYTHING?" Savage asked as he poked the back of his head.

"Why do you care? This is your fault, we're like this because of you, you just-" "I, I'M SOrry, ok?" his voice lightened a little, "But, FORGET ABOUT WHAT I SAID, OR DID, YOU THINK RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR WIFE AND KIDS WILL HELP?"

"Is she even that anymore, she's probably going to divorce me, and I, I'll never see my kids again." he started to tear up before someone called his attention by asking if they could take the seat next to him, saying that the other seats were full, and well, he couldn't say no.

He turned his head away from the lady who sat down next to him, raising his hand to wipe his eyes, while the woman, she couldn't help but to let her eyes run up his thick arms, aweing as she couldn't get enough, he was just so.

"What's your name?" the girl asked, looking up at his head as he turned his head to her, "huh?" he cocked his brow, "My name?" he asked and she nodded, glancing at his chest for a second, before looking back at his face, he glanced away for a second before looking back, "Uh, Ro, I mean, Spongebob." he answered as he reached to shake her tiny fin.

"Can I just say, you look, really cute." she said as she adjusted her breasts, having Spongebob blush, "Um.. well, thanks?" he said as he scratched the back of his head before he looked back to the window, "Do you like em?" she suddenly asked, having him turn to look at her, "Like who?" he asked before she gestured to her gigantic balloons.

He'd began to stutter, backing up a little until he hit the wall behind him, "Um.. I, I'm." he gripped the arm of the seat behind him, "it's ok, Spongebob, you can look, heh, you can even touch them if you want to."

"I DON'T LIKE THIS WOMAN, SQUAREPANTS." Savage hissed, almost like a warning. Spongebob shook his head, "Uh, thank you ma'am, but no thanks i'm.. I'm not interested in.."

"What you think i'm ugly or somethin?" She pouted, "YES." Savage growled, "it's not that, i'm sure you're a Very nice girl, Shair but, i'm not interested."

"It's because i'm ugly, isn't it?" Spongebob sighed, "N, No, look i, i'm married, with two kids." He said and she smiled.

"Ya know, i was married not too long ago, my ex, but he was kind of a jerk.." She sighed, "Oh, i'm sorry, you probably don't want to hear my sad tale anyway.." she fibbed a guilt-trip looking face, and savage clawed in the recesses of spongebob's mindm

"DON'T ENGAGE IN THIS CONVERSATION ANY FURTHER, SQUAREPANTS. SHE'S A FUCKING LEECH, TRUST ME! THE LOOK SHE'S GIVING REEKS OF A SEX-DEPRIVED LOW LIFE. SHE'LL TOY WITH YOUR EMOTIONS, AND YOU SHOULD KNOW YOU'RE NOT SMART ENOUGH TO KEEP THEM AT BAY..."

Spongebob furrowed his brows at the man in his head, rolling his shoulders from the tense ride in the tiny train compartment. He turned to the woman, "Id listen, though, i'm not sure if i'm a very good listener." he admitted.

"YOU FUCKING MORON!" Savage roared as he slammed his fist against the wall of flesh in the back of his mind, having Spongebob reach up to feel the right side of is head just above his eye, hnn, thinking that he might have ruptured a blood vessel in his eye or something, he'd kick that guys ass if he could.

"Well-" the lady batter her eyelashes, acting as if she was some damsel in distress. "You see,sir, I am very rich, and my husband, or, my EX- husband, he only wanted me for my money. He didn't care about me, or how I looked, under my clothes, but.. I'm very beautiful, you see?" she smiled up at him.

"I think it's important to look beautiful, even naked, and-" she began to run her fin over his hand, and he flinched, quickly putting his hands back into his lap, and let out a nervous chuckle, glancing to the side, 'I have No idea what she is talking about' he whispered to Savage who just rolled his eyes.

The woman sighed, shaking her head, "But he never really appreciated that sort of thing from me, ya know? I think he was kinda.. He wasn't even good, and i've never really did it with.. Another man.. I don't suppose you'd have any idea where I could get it?"

"GO WORK AS A PROSTITUTE, SLUT! IT'S AN ALL YOU CAN EAT COCK BUFFET! YOU'LL GET ALL THE FREE DISEASES YOU WANT AND MORE!" Savage called from the back of Spongebob's head, which it had somehow made the sponge snicker out loud, and the lady perked up.

"Oh, so, you're thinking it too, huh?" She bit her lip, staring up at him with lust filled eyes, which seemed to snap him back into reality, he scooted back a little, "Thinking what? I, i wasn't thinking anything." he said and she just smiled, brushing her wig out of her face, "I can see the way you look at me." she blushed, and he just blinked.

"Y, you have?" Spongebob asked, "No need to be ashamed, I want the same thing too, you're so cute, I wonder." she'd began to feel his arms, "hnn, you must be really strong, I like a man to take me by the hair and fuck me until I-"

"TMI, ma'am." he said as he pulled his arm back, and she just smirked, "You seem so innocent, but, you can't fool me, I know you have a wild side, and i wouldn't mind getting a taste of-" she bit her lip as she climbed over him.

He groaned from her weight on his lap, he was frozen, there was no way that this was happening, "OH IT'S HAPPENING, SQUAREPANTS, I SWEAR, IF SHE KISSES US, I'LL TEAR HER THROAT OUT!" he hissed, but before she could connect their lips, he pushed her off

He was panting, pissed, "Wh, Who the Fuck do you think you are?" he shouted as the woman, turning the heads of other few passengers on the train to listen, "I just met you, You don't even Know me! And you.. Have no idea what the fuck i've been going through these past few weeks!" he continued.

The woman blinked up at him before she smirked, "if you give me the time, we could get-" "I'M MARRIED!" he screeched as he held up his hand and pointed to the shiny ring, "We've been together for nearly 50 years! A, and my wife, is a Million times better then some whore on a train!" he shouted at her, by now he was fuming, steam had seemed to even rise from the pores on his head.

"Fifty years? What, is she dead?" she asked as she stood up and he blinked, tears filled his eyes, he hadn't heard from them in days, she'd stopped calling his phone, hmm maybe she is dead, or worse, maybe she moved on.

He then fell to his hands, crying, "WHAT ARE YOU THINKING, SQUAREPANTS." Savage asked him as he gripped his shoulder, "WH, WHATEVER IT IS, IT'S NOT GONNA WORK, DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID, YOU GOT THAT, I'M SURE THEY'RE FINE, I, I KNOW YOUR WIFE, SHE'S STRONG."

"You don't know Anything about my wife, you fucking monster." Spongebob barked before he pushed past the woman, making her fall back in her seat as he raced to find the exit. He breathed out, staring out the frosted window.

"DON'T DO IT, DON'T DO IT, YOU BIG FUCKER." Savage shook his head as he stepped back, "I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING SPONGE, IT'S NOT WORTH IT." Savage continued to try to talk to him but, once this sponge made up his mind, it was set.

The sponge had reached for the handle, but before he could open it, someone had grabbed him by the shoulder, turning around to see another man, "What are you doing buddy?" the man asked, glancing at where the sponges hand rested.

Spongebob sighed, "I just need some fresh water." he said, and the man shook his head, "Not that way you don't, whatever you plan on doing, lad, it's not worth it."

Spongebob shook his head, looking down at the ground before him, "My life's not worth trying to protect, sir." He said, "I failed, as a husband, as a father, as a man.. I couldn't even protect the the people that I care about, i hurt her." He said as tears filled his eyes.

"She doesn't want to see me again, and i can't bare the thought of her loving someone else, and my kids calling another man their dad." he sighed, looking up at the ceiling.

"You'll kill yourself." The man informed, something that the sponge had already known, "It's better this way, this way i can't hurt them anymore." He said as he flung the door open and the man stepped back, shielding his face from the snow that blew into the cart.

"You're, insane." And Spongebob smiled, "heh, maybe." He said before he finally stepped off the train.

Spongebob grunted as he fell into the snow, rolling a few feet down a hill before he finally stopped to pick himself up, sneezing as a few flakes tickled his nose. Standing up, he turned to watch as the silver train drove away.

"ARE YOU TRYING TO GET YOURSELF KILLED?" Savage questioned as the giant sponge began to make his way further into the snow, his teeth already starting to chatter, he was only in a thin t shirt and shorts.

"YOU'LL FREEZE YOUR FUCKING ASS OFF OUT HERE, EVEN I CAN FEEL THE CHILL, THINK DOING THIS WILL SOLVE YOUR ISSUES, YOU RETARD." Savage growled, "IF YOU THINK I'LL SAVE YOU AGAIN, YOU'RE DEAD WRONG, WHAT YOU'RE DOING, IT FUCKING STUPID, YOU REJECT, TURN YOUR GIANT ASS AROUND! I DON'T FEEL LIKE FREEZING MY ASS OFF."

"Then Leave, h, HI, I don't need you." "YOU NEED ME MORE THEN YOU FUCKING KNOW, WITHOUT ME, YOU'D ALREADY BE DEAD."

"Well than, wh, why don't you just l, let me die, i mean, you don't care about me anyways, so i'm n, I'm not forcing you to stay, y, you wa, wanted me dead anyways, s, so just go, i, i don't need you to help m, me die i can do it, o, on my own." He said as he continued to rub his arms, he was already waist deep in the snow.

"WHAT ABOUT YOUR FAMILY? ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GONNA LEAVE THEM? SOONER OR LATER, THEY'LL FIND YOUR BODY, AND, DO YOU THINK YOUR WIFE AND DAUGHTER COULD HANDLE LOOKING AT YOUR DEAD BODY?" Savage questioned, but Spongebob didn't answer.

"WHAT YOU GONNA START IGNORING ME NOW?" He questioned, but the sponge didn't answer, "PLEASE, TURN AROUND! YOU'LL FIND MORE TROUBLE OUT HERE, YOU'LL GET EATEN, WELL THEN AGAIN, WHAT KIND OF CREATURE WOULD WANT TO FUCK WITH YOU, EH.. JUST TURN AROUND!" Savage kept shouting clawing at the back of his mind.

"TURN A-" Savage silenced himself for a second, "STOP MOVING, FOR A FUCKING SECOND, I HEAR SOMETHING." He said having Spongebob actually stop.

Savage gasped, fear actually showed on his face, looking around and down beneath Spongebob's feet.

"Ok, Robert." Savage calmed his voice, which was an odd thing to hear, "Listen to me VERY carefully, you're standing in a river of ice." He informed having Spongebob look down at his feet.

"It's about to give, any second, listen real careful, i need you to run that way, as Fast as you can." He instructed and Spongebob nodded, "You do NOT want to get caught in this, i get that Death is on your list but this isn't the way to go." He said before Spongebob shushed him.

He stuck his tongue out in concentration as he took one step at a time, biting his lip he was almost there, when, of course, we know we can't let something like this pass.

Spongebob was about to jump for the other side when the ice began to crack beneath him, like a huge egg, he gasped as he tried to run but was taken under, the flowing river beneath the ice had sucked him under and he'd began to flow under the ice.

Pounding at the ice under the surface but it seemed that the ice only got thicker and he was slowly losing breath. While in the back of his mind, Savage himself was hanging onto the top of his head as he tried to get away from the flowing water in his head.

Savage growled as he took over his body and punched through the ice on top and used his tail as a hook to latch onto something outside to pull him out.

Savage gasped as he stood on his knees, completely soaked, he'd even began to shiver, hnn and he thought he was the coldest thing on Earth, but that, that wa just unfair.

He watched as his tail had began to harden and little ice crystals began to form on his horns and pretty much everywhere else on his body before he collapsed, unable to movie he blinked for a second until he watched a group of feet pass his line of vision before he passed out.

To be continued, idk lol i just thought this would be a nice place ta stop. I hope this is.. Ok.. Sorry if you see a bunch of errors, its kinda hard to write on your phone, the keys are just so small n, it takes longer.. Im used to using all of my fingers to type as well.. Buuut ah well better than nothing, right?

ANYWAYS.. the next part is actually just bout done buut i think i might wait to post that one when i have the chapter after that nearly done :T