I was currently at the grocery store. Like always when you have a werewolf for a husband and twin infants. I love my life. I have an amazing husband, a family who is ALWAYS around, twin one year olds, and a proud father and mother. I couldn't ask for more. Well… except for before HE left. He was my everything. And when he left I thought I would never be whole again. I was in the worst state ever. No therapist could help because I couldn't be truthful. They would have put me in the padded room if I had told them the truth. So eventually Jake stepped in. He put the pieces back together and made me almost whole. I will never be the same as I was before THEY left but I like the new me.
The new Me is not afraid of much. Sure, I don't want to have the same thing happen to me that happened to Emily, but I don't shy away from everything, not anymore. My old family broke me. They left me that way and now I am a different person. I will give them a piece of my mind if I ever see them again. But the thing is that I probably never will. HE was always true to his word and he said that it would be like he never existed. I still wish, though, that the others had said goodbye. I guess Alice didn't see me jump off of that cliff. I wonder if she saw me marry Jacob.
