I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm wit' you I get the shakes…
My hands quivered as they lingered on her exposed back, I couldn't suppress them anymore, I wanted her so bad it was manifesting in my nervous system. I turned her around and pushed her back slowly down, kissing her all the while.
My body aches when I ain't wit' you I have zero strength…
I lit a cigarette, impatiently waiting for the bus that would take me back to her, my limbs were cold where she would normally warm them and my hands were empty because she was not occupying them.
There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries no lengths…
It was Valentine's day and I sat down to write her a letter telling her how I felt about her, and the only thing I could find to sum it up were only a few short sentences: I love you, Noodle. I want you, I chose you. I will do anything for you, and no matter what happens to us, I will always be here for you to talk to.
Why do that until we get that person that we thinks' gonna be the one and once we get 'em it's never the same, you want them when they don't want you soon as they do, feelings change…
I stirred against her, running a hand down the subtle curves of her body. She swatted my hand away "Not right now." She rolled over.
I was awoken by the feeling of butterfly kisses on my arm, I turned to see Noodle hovering hopefully, I merely shook my head and went back to sleep.
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate, I wasn't looking when I stumbled onto you must've been fate, but so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take? Let's cut to the chase…
She was certainly something special, from the moment she popped out of that Fed-Ex crate, she was mine from the start. If that wasn't fate I don't know what was, I was so lost when me and Noodle first truly saw each other, she had been nineteen and it was early in the morning… she'd made me breakfast and smiled at me and I'd smiled back and just like that: a bond was formed.
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open then I won't be makin' a mistake…
I had been opened to her, she just did it. It wasn't hard, but it wasn't easy, I felt as if layers and layers of skin were being pulled off, revealing raw pink tissue, the emotions I'd forgotten how to use.
Chorus:[we already covered this see chpt 1!]
So after a year and six months, no longer me that you want, but I love you so much it hurts…
I had noticed when her eyes would wander to 2D, how when they hugged it was a few moments longer than usual. They'd snuggle in the most sexual manner. I had been denying it because that would mean my world was committing mutiny and leaving me floating out in space, where I would suffocate. It was a stuffy summer night when she told me.
"I don't love you anymore." She whispered. I had had nothing to say, my mouth hung open and I looked at her, utterly broken. Murdoc Niccals never broke, but he shattered just then the minute those words left her mouth.
Never mistreated you once, drop to my knees and I'm pleadin' I'm tryna stop you from leavin'…
"Noodle," I begged, on my hands and knees. "I'll do anything! Please don't go!" tears mixed with panic and poured out of my eyes just the same. She shook her head.
"I'm sorry Muds I just can't-" her sentence stopped dead as I jumped up and put my hands around her throat.
You won't even listen so fuck it, I'm tryna stop you from breathin', I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeezin'…
Her cried for help were muffled by my hand as I kept her figure pinned to the ground. Her eyes were wide with fear.
"I'm sorry luv." I whisper to her, a smirk on my face, the old Murdoc had surged through, an evil malicious animal who had told her so long ago not to hurt him.
'Til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick, no possible reason I can think of to let you walk up out this house an' let you live…
Her struggling got more and more frail and I took my hand away from her mouth to kiss the lips while they were still warm.
I jerked my now closed fist and a small crack sounds… her eyes are glassy as her head flops unnaturally to the side.
The Murdoc that still loves her surfaces again. I sink to my knees, what have I done! I begin to cry, holding the limp form of the tiny woman that had taught me so much about life.
"I'm sorry." I cry into the body, I put her down to go get something. "I'm coming with you luv." I saw to the body lying on the cold floor.
Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just cave in, 'fore I put that gun to my temple I told you this…
I returned with a pistol I kept in the room for safety purposes, I look down at her dead green eyes, now hard and cold. I didn't even count I just said "good-bye" and pulled the trigger.
I woulda done anything for you, to show you how much I adored you, but it's over now, too late to save our love, just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star…
Russ found them both, Murdoc having time to crawl to Noodle's side and wrap her in his arms where he bled to death quite quickly. They were buried together…
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart is the moon and I'm aiming right at you, right at you
250,000 miles on a clear night in June and I'm so lost without you, without you.