hey guys!! sorry about not updating in like, five bazillion years but I had a major writer's block and i've been so busy w/ acting but i hope that wont happen anymore.
P.S.-i forgot to put this in the first chapter but i'll say it now.......----I DO NOT OWN ANY OF STEPHENIE MEYER'S CHARACTERS IN HER NOVEL, TWILIGHT. if your stupid enough not to realize that, the........wow. just you like this chapter R&R plzzzz!!!!
The end of Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard was blasting in my ears when I saw Rosalie come through my door. I took off my gigantic electric red skull candy earphones off and rested them around my neck.
"C'mon you lazy ass, we're all being forced to play Monopoly by Alice, and if I have to do it, so do you." She said. She always said the exact thing to make you do something. It was like if you didn't, she'd rip your head in a split second, which was probably the case.
I removed myself from my plush black mushroom chair and made my way to the sitting room where everyone was surrounded by the white square board game planted in the middle of the floor. Everyone had already picked their piece, so I was stuck with the iron. Yay.
Carlisle ended up winning by a landslide. I was so mad because that was the first time he had beat me. I was the master at monopoly......wait! That's why Alice picked this game. Esme must have told her that I was all mopey. So much for talking to her about my problems anymore! Still, it's the thought that counts.
Once we all put the game away, Emmett came over to sit next to me. We were the only ones on the floor. Everyone had gone to do their own thing.
"So little dude, Esme told me you were upset. You want to tell me about it or do I have to force it out of you?" Emmett asked. What, did she tell everyone in the freaking world? I felt like some emo human who was suicidal.
"I don't want to talk about it." I said, lieing for the second time today. I really did need to tell someone, but Emmett might not be the specific one.
"So you're gonna make me force it out of you. I really don't want to cause I'm not in the wrestle mood but don't think that'll stop me." Emmett said. Now I had to tell him or he'd be bugging me the rest of the night.
"Alright, alright I'll tell you. It's just that lately, the whole thing about me not remembering my past is bothering the shit out of me. I don't know how Alice can still be so happy." I said. It felt like a giant weight was removed from my chest.
A long pause from Emmett filled the room until suddenly he boomed a laugh so hard; I felt the sound vibrations through the floor.
"What the hell is so funny?!" I asked, somewhat offended for some reason.
"That's what this whole thing is about? You can't remember being human so you go around being all Mr. Frown Face worrying the shit out of Esme that you might leave? She really cares about you, more than you can imagine. She's even said that you remind her of the son she never had, when your not around."
"Dude, you have to learn that you can't let little things ruin everything else. Just put it behind you and soon, it'll go away as if it never existed. That's how Alice copes. I think you should talk to her about this if you're still upset. She'll give you all the advice. You hear me?" Emmett said, finalizing his little lecture that really hit me hard.
Did Esme really think of me that way? I know that she loved me, but I didn't know she thought of me as a son, like her real, human, son. When Emmett said that, a sudden ember of warmth hit me and just started to grow. I felt so wanted at that moment.
"Chris, are you even freakin' listening to me?" Emmett said, for I failed at answering his question.
"Yea. Thanks Emmett. I feel way better now." I said, realizing that it sounded sarcastic. Emmett didn't notice, for he gave a little smirk.
"Alright, little man. Glad I could help. Just know that you can come to me for anything. Now if you'll excuse me, I have some unfinished…..business with Rosalie." He said with a gigantic smile on his face added with raised eyebrows. I didn't even want to know what the hell he was talking about. Ugh!
A little after he removed himself from the floor and ran off to his and Rosalie's room, I did so myself to my room.
Suddenly, something made me stop dead in my tracks in front of my bedroom door. I heard myself gasp before the black and white picture overtook my vision of the hall.
A little boy with black curly hair like mine was running around inside of what looked like a Chuck E. Cheese's. With a big smile on his face he screamed "Mommy!!!" and ran to a woman. She looked so familiar, like I had seen her before. She picked up the little boy and spun him around in the air as he giggled. When she stopped, she said in a smooth voice, "Happy birthday, honey. I love you."….
Finally, the vision stopped, and I once again saw the hallway with its wooden mahogany floor and the white door to my room in front of me.
What the fuck was that!! It was like I was being possessed.
I walked through my door cautiously awaiting something else fucked up to happen. As I made my way to my mushroom chair and slowly put on my headphones slowly, feeling so weird, I wondered just what the hell that was. I tried to remember everything in this…..vision if you will. The boy had curly black hair and light eyes. Okay. My hair was curly and black, and according to the photos in the articles of my disappearance, I had light green eyes. Was the little boy moi? Then that woman had to be my mother. That's where I saw her, in the articles with the microphones!!! It was me!! That would explain her calling me "honey".
Wait. That means this "vision" was from the past. But, weren't visions of the future, like Alice's? So what, I get visions of the past now, of my past?
I couldn't think of this anymore. It was just too confusing. I'd talk to Carlisle or now my own personal Dr. Phil, Emmett, in the morning. I needed music right now. I blasted Paramore and Three Days Grace the rest of the night while the vision kept replaying in my head the whole night.
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