Once again this is not about Twilight.
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My Daily Struggle
I'm truly sorry for all I've done
For all the pain I've caused,
I never meant to make you sad
Or hurt you like I have.
I know that I am stupid
For all that I have done,
For all the times I made you mad
And all the times you cried.
There are times when I sit alone
And wish my life would end,
There's a vision I get of myself
inside my head
It makes me want to scream.
I see flaws that I cannot accept and
things I wish I could change,
I think that if I would lose some
weight everything will seem
so much better.
I know you only tried to help, but
then it wasn't clear,
I hated it when you made me eat,
everything I go through
makes me fear.
From skipping meals to purging
I thought I was fine,
This horrible disease has taken
control, and I don't seem to mind.
Deep inside I struggle, though
no-one understands,
They think that it's all for attention
But believe me, they are wrong.
My life is a daily struggle
With these voices in my head,
Now I'm not sure if this will go away
Or is my eating disorder here
to stay?
Alex.
Please don't be harsh!
=)