Author's Note
Oh god, this chapter... It did not come out like I wanted it too. I rewrote this thing like five times. Even while I'm writing this author's note, I'm thinking of ways to rewrite this chapter. The way that it cuts off, it seems so unfinished to me. Like there should be more to it. Honestly, there was but for two nights in a row, I've been staying up to 5 am, writing this thing. Instead of having a chapter with close to ten thousand some words, I decided to break it down a little. [ XD Blame it on my lack of sleep because of this flic ] So yeah, this chapter's ending might seem a bit weird since it cuts off at such an odd place, but bare with it.
Something that should be noted. This flic IS NOT SasuNaru or NaruSasu or BlondeRaven or UzumakiUchiha XD Whatever! There is going to be really, really, REALLY mild hints of it in this chapter and most likely in future chapters, but this flic is not going to end up with Naruto getting Sasuke. Nopes. It's Uchihacest baby XD When I was writing this chapter, I felt the need to have Naruto and Sasuke be... well close to one another. I didn't know in what way or how but I knew I just wanted them close. That's how I ended up with this chapter. I decided to have them have a special type bond with one another. You can kinda consider it to be friend's with benefits or friends resolving their UST on each other, whatever you want to think. Just know Sasuke is not going to be bumping pelvises with his blonde friend XD
Another thing that can be noted about this chapter. I'm sorry to say that Itachi is not present at all in this chapter T.T I know, all the Uchihacest fans are going crazy but I just couldn't find a place to bring him in. Naruto just refused to share Sasuke in this chapter with anyone! Don't blame me! He should be in the third chapter though! XD Don't quote me on that though!
Anyways, enough about that. I think I pretty much warned you about everything. If not, sorry XD Just... be prepared for stuff I guess. Enjoy the flic though!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO NOR DO I MAKE MONEY OFF OF IT T.T
WARNING: This is yaoi/boyxboy/uchihacest/brotherxbrother. If you do NOT approve of any of this or you're too young to comprehend what I just wrote or you're going to be a retarded, immature brat, please exited out of my page right now.
End Author's Note
The Forgotten Summer
A red rose, forgotten for a century
Wilting petals, a broken soul
Dreams fading into the depths of people's hearts.
Are you the one who seek me?
Are you the one who's descended from heaven?
Setbacks
"Hey Sasuke-kun! Sasuke-kun!" Sakura waved her hand in front of Sasuke's face, trying to get the pale boy's attention. Said person snapped out of his slight daze before he glanced up at Sakura, raising an eyebrow. She sighed. "Geez, judging by your expression, I take it you didn't hear a word I said? This isn't like you at all."
'No, it's not.' Sasuke tilted his head to the side before glancing up at the bright, blue sky. Today had started off entirely different then usual. He woke up an hour before his alarm clock, getting out of bed. He showered quickly and grabbed a light snack on his way out the back door, making sure to avoid his parents and brother. For some reason, he felt anxious to get out the house this morning. It was a desperate need that he felt he couldn't ignore. Though when he did get out, he walked around, letting his thoughts get the better of him before getting bored. An idea to call up Sakura and Naruto popped into his head and before he could completely analyze it, he acted first. Now here he was, sitting in an ice cream parlor, waiting for his late blonde friend.
Sasuke placed his elbows on the table, his chin resting on the palms of his hands. He continued to stare outside the window, listening with one ear as Sakura ramble on and on about pointless things. Eventually, he tuned her out.
Inside, he felt like a mess. A couple days ago, he was determined to get his brother to notice him but now he felt… ashamed of himself. He also was doubting himself. Could he seduce his brother? Was that even possible? Itachi never brought home a girl to their parents house. He never bothered introducing anyone to them when they were out on family occasions either. Plenty of people walked up to him and asked him out but he always declined so it wasn't like he was unattractive. Oh no, Itachi was a fucking sex god.
Sasuke was constantly stalked by older women and even girls at his school, begging him to give up some info on his brother. It pissed him off beyond reasoning that Itachi was that fucking popular with people. It also pissed him off that he didn't know his brother's "type". True, he didn't want Itachi dating some slut or guy, but it would at least help with his seducing plans. Right now, he was just… stuck.
The Uchiha let out a frustrated sigh. He felt like pulling his hair out right now. How did he manage to fall for such an asshole? Let alone, his own flesh and blood. Something is definitely fucked up with me, he thought with bitterness. It seemed impossible to him that he was turned on by his brother. Itachi was cold and heartless, something he didn't look for in a lover or bedmate.
'I wish he would just pay attention to me. I'm not that bratty child I used to be. I wish he would see that.' Sasuke felt angry, annoyed, and most importantly, confused. He didn't know what he felt for his brother but he knew he wanted those eyes on him. Only on him. Maybe he was being a little selfish, but he didn't care. It was about fucking time for his brother to acknowledge his existence and take action.
"Hey Sasuke-kun! Sasuke-kun, are you listening?!"
"Huh?" Sasuke's eyes widen a fraction before he glanced over to Sakura. She held a pout on her face, arms crossed over her breast. 'Oh right, Sakura.' "Sorry. What were you talking about?"
"Sasuke-kun…" Sakura sighed lightly. She picked her drink, drinking from the straw before she shook her head. "Never mind. It seems like what I have to say isn't important enough for you. You keep getting distracted."
Sasuke shook his head, a reluctant smile forming. "Sorry. I was just thinking about why Naruto is late."
"Tch, it's Naruto. When has he ever been on time for anything? I mean, when I was having my party, he.." Sasuke watched as Sakura made pictures with her hands, face scrunching up as she talked about Naruto. There, she was rambling again. Thank god. He didn't want to have an emotional Sakura on his hands. That was enough to ruin the whole day.
The Uchiha made it his goal to listen to everything she was going on about. Occasionally, his thoughts would wander to his brother but for the most part, he caught everything she was saying. Something about him and her. It seemed like she was trying to ask him on a date. Sasuke closed his eyes for a second before he opened them, glancing over towards the window again. Today was really bright and sunny. "We've been over this before, Sakura. I feel it would be best if we stay friends. Besides, Naruto likes you."
"But Sasuke-kun, Naruto isn't like you! He's too annoying to take your place! Don't worry about him." Sakura bit down on her bottom lip, hands tucking her blonde hair behind her ears. Several months passed since Sakura became a blonde. At first, people flipped out and started spreading rumors about her wanting to be like Ino Yamanaka, her rival in 'love' for Sasuke. She quickly squashed those rumors by saying she wanted to test out something different for once. Sasuke had to admit, she was pretty as a blonde, but it seemed she was the stereotypical 'dumb as a rock' blonde.
"Come on, it will be fun, Sasuke-kun. You look like you need a break from things right now." Sakura leaned over the table, moving closer to Sasuke. She wore a button up top today, keeping the top three buttons undone so he had a good view of her cleavage.
Sasuke nose crinkled in disgust before he shook his head, standing up. "If you're going to act like an idiot, I should just leave."
"No, wait! I'm sorry." Sakura waved her arms around, trying to dismiss the situation. She sighed out of relief when Sasuke sat back down, glancing out the window like before.
'Geez, I thought this would work but I guess not.' She huff lightly, buttoning up the top buttons of her shirt before glancing in the opposite direction of Sasuke, shoving a spoonful of ice cream in her mouth. She pouted around the spoon.
It was silent for a minute or two before the door opened, the sound of a bell drawing their attention. Sasuke smiled a bit as his eyes landed on the person who walked in. "Hey Sakura-chan! Teme!" The blonde boy had a carefree smile on his face as he approached the two. He was only a couple inches away before he ran, throwing his arms around Sasuke's neck.
"Gah!" Sasuke's eyes widen a bit, hand shooting out to clutch on to Naruto so he wouldn't fall backwards. "Dobe! You have to stop doing shit like that. Geez…" He glared into the blonde's chest, hands going behind his head to pry arms off his neck. "Let go."
"No way! I haven't seen you in forever, Sasuke! I'm starting to think you're avoiding me or something." There was a hint of sadness to Naruto's voice, making Sasuke's heart ache a bit. God, he hated this idiot. He always knew what to say to make him feel weird inside. "Tch, I can't avoid you, idiot. You always find me like the stalker you are."
Naruto smiled brightly, hands tightening their grip on Sasuke. His tongue flicked out, licking the shell of his friend's earlobe, causing a gasp to slip out. He eventually pulled away, sitting in the free chair next to Sasuke. He winked over at Sakura. "Oh, didn't see you there, Sakura-chan. You look so different with blonde hair now, it's hard to spot you out in a crowd. Did you miss me?"
"Don't come in here, acting all casual with me, brat. You were late." Sakura huff lightly, her emerald eyes staring intently at Naruto. She leaned across the table, poking the blonde in his shoulder. "You were up to something bad, weren't you?"
A toothy grin spread across Naruto's face. "That depends. What do you consider 'bad'?"
Sakura rolled her eyes before she went back to eating her ice cream. "I'm so not playing this game with you, stupid."
"Haha, I'm just kidding! Calm down a little. Kyuubi got out this morning and I couldn't find him so I had to search my neighborhood for him." The blonde let out an exhausted sigh. "I eventually found him in someone's trashcan. I swear, that cat loves hiding in weird places." Naruto pouted. Kyuubi was toying with him today, he just knew it!
Sasuke shook his head, leaning back in his chair. He glanced up at the ceiling, tracing the patterns with his eyes. "Why don't you just get rid of that stupid cat? I hate him."
"What?! How could you hate my cat?! Kyuubi is awesome!" Naruto shot a glare in Sasuke's direction. His look slowly soften as a distant expression crossed Sasuke's face. He raised an eyebrow, glancing over towards Sakura. She shrugged her shoulders and mouthed the words 'I don't know'. Cobalt eyes returned to Sasuke. "What's up your ass today? You're being more of a prick today than usual."
Sasuke tensed up a bit. He had to be seriously off if Naruto noticed.
Well… not exactly. Naruto seemed to know him better then he knew himself. They became friends at the age of six. Their relationship was rocky at first, fist and punches being the only way they could communicate with one another. It was up until the point where they shared their first kiss that things changed completely between them. No matter how hard he tried or how bitchy he got, Naruto would never leave his side. "Nothing is wrong. I'm just thinking. Is that a crime?"
"Uh yeah! You think too much sometimes." Naruto rolled his eyes. He knew Sasuke had the ability to over exaggerate things a little no matter what it was. Right now being the perfect example. "Aww, did you miss me that much, teme? I promise I won't leave your side again."
Sasuke snorted. "In your dreams, dead last."
"Exactly. Like the one I had last night about you being my bitch. You fit the part just perfectly."
'Idiot.' Sasuke felt a tug at the sides of his mouth, a smile almost forming. Naruto was such an idiot sometimes, but he meant well. He definitely managed to get his mind off the frustration he felt because of his brother. "Is that all you think about? I swear, everything you say is full of shit."
The blonde shrugged his shoulders, hands stretching out in front of him before going behind his hand, fingers lacing together. "Well I am a guy. What else am I suppose to say? Besides, you should know me well enough to know I don't say things I don't mean."
Sakura's eyes shifted from Naruto to Sasuke. She watched as the Uchiha's jaw tightened a bit, the only sign of his discomfort.
It was like this all the time she was around those two. Someone always said something that seemed to make the other uncomfortable or pissed off. It was like they had boundaries with one another and right now, Naruto was crossing the invisible line. 'I wonder what's really going on with those two.'
It was quiet as the three friends each thought of something to say to break the ice between them. Sakura's eyes soon widen as a thought crossed her mind. "Oh! I just remembered something." She waited until she had Naruto's and Sasuke's attention before continuing. "Ino was planning a hangout with a group of friends. It's suppose to be this up coming Friday. She invited us to it. I think we should go."
Naruto got a thoughtful look on his face. "I'm gonna have to check my schedule. Jiraiya probably has me scheduled to work this Friday. Sounds like fun though. I'll be able to terrorize Kiba!" He snickered as evil thoughts crossed his mind of a scared and pissed off Kiba.
Sakura shook her head in disappointment before turning curious eyes on her crush. She asked in a hopeful tone. "What about you, Sasuke? Are you going to be busy this Friday?"
"I don't know. Probably." He had better things to do on a Friday night then spend it with two of the most annoying girls he had the unfortunate encounter of befriending. Like seducing his brother for instance.
"Geez, you're so antisocial. I bet you have nothing to do that day either." Naruto said.
"Well excuse me for not being so open. Not everyone is a hyperactive idiot that trust everyone that speaks to them."
Naruto moved to the edge of his seat, glancing over at Sasuke. "What the hell is that suppose to mean?"
Sakura seemed to mutter something but it fell on deaf ears to both boys. Sasuke glanced over to his friend, challenging his expression. "I mean, not everyone wear their emotions on their sleeves like you do."
"So? I'm not like everyone else."
"Yeah, I noticed."
"You're seriously going to lecture me on my personality?"
"Maybe. Someone has to."
"Guys, calm down." Sakura frowned. She didn't like where this was heading.
"I'm appalled by the level of your bastardness today."
"Do you even know what that mean, idiot?"
"Are you calling me stupid?"
"I did say idiot, correct?"
"You know, I find it to be really funny that Itachi's shadow is lecturing me on shit he has no business worrying about. Maybe that's way he doesn't pay attention to you."
Sasuke's eyes widen, hands tightening in a fist. That hit right at home. A long time ago when his father was giving him hell about everything he did, he confided in Naruto, telling him his fear of being forgotten because of Itachi. It came as a shock and hurt quite a bit when the blonde tossed that back in his face.
Naruto, too, seemed to realize the words he said, a frown appearing. He felt his mouth go dry, a lump forming in the back of his throat. He usually spoke a lot of shit to Sasuke, starting most of their fights, but he never went this far before. He didn't even know what to say now. "Sasuke, I'm-"
"Shut up."
"Sasuke-"
"I said shut up!" Sasuke growled, the need to pound Naruto into the ground becoming strong. If the idiot knew what was good for him, he would listen. Of course, nothing was ever simple with Naruto. He quickly grabbed Sasuke's arm, forcing the teen up to his feet.
Before Sasuke or Sakura could get a word in, Naruto dragged him towards the back where the bathrooms were. The Uchiha watched as Naruto searched every stall, an unreadable expression on his face. He was soon shoved into one of them, back pressed against the cold surface of the wall. He visibly shiver, shooting blue eyes a fierce glare. "What the hell-"
Onyx eyes widen as soft lips descended upon his own in a not so soft manner. He closed his eyes, clutching tightly to Naruto's jacket, heart pounding hard against his ribcage. Naruto was so close, pressing against him so roughly, he could feel the warmth emitting from his body. He couldn't stop himself from seeking such warmth. It had been a while since he was able to feel this kind of warmth from anyone. Such a long time…
Pale fingers threaded in blonde hair, twirling a few strains between his fingers. His lips tingled and burned as they pressed harder to chapped, thinned lips, relishing in the pleasures traveling throughout his body like light waves.
Something hot and wet brushed his bottom lip and he gasped, mouth unconsciously inviting the seeker inside. His hands clutched tighter to Naruto's jacket, knuckles turning a white color as a tongue brushed against his own. It felt so damn nice but it still didn't ease the blow to his heart that Naruto's words inflicted.
As that thought crossed his mind, a new fire burned in the pits of Sasuke's stomach and he began to struggle against the blonde, moaning in protest as that hot tongue continued invading his mouth. He shoved his knee in Naruto's stomach, making him gag and double over. The Uchiha managed to get the lock off the door before fingers grabbed his hair, slamming him into the wall. He groaned a bit as his forehead met the hard material of the stall, making his head spin a bit.
As lights slightly danced around his vision, Sasuke felt something hard press up against his backside. His fingers clawed at the wall, a groan coming out as something deliciously hard began to grind against his ass. 'Fuck!'
His eyes clutched tightly together, trying to focus. Once the dizzy feeling faded a bit, he opened his eyes. The Uchiha sucked in a deep breath, holding back a groan as pleasurable shivers raked down his spine, a small coil forming at the bottom. Something hot and wet rubbed up against his earlobe before a hot voice whispered, "Is that all?"
Sasuke growled at the hint of amusement in Naruto's voice. He forced his hands out of Naruto's grip, elbowing him in the face. He turned around, slamming a kick in the blonde's stomach, before opening the door to the stall.
He rushed to the door, opening it, only for it to be slammed shut. He felt a hand grab his shoulder, fingernails digging into his skin. He was turned around before roughly pushed down on to the floor. Sasuke braced himself with his hands, groaning afterward as one of his wrist shot pain throughout his body.
He was about to get up when something hard, similar to a shoe, was pressed into his back, forcing him down. He panted heavily, that last move causing all the oxygen in his body to disappear. The same words as earlier came out, but this time they were comforting and loving. "Is that all?"
Sasuke's eyes clutched tightly together, his ego deflating a bit. He usually put up a better fight then this but today, he just didn't feel up to it. He made another move to get up, only to be pushed down on the ground. He sighed before nodding his head. "Yeah."
Naruto removed his foot from Sasuke's back, kneeling beside his friend. He hesitated at first before he reached out, placing a hand on Sasuke's shoulder. When there was no signs of anymore struggles or resentment, he forced the Uchiha to sit up. Sasuke didn't look at him. 'I really crossed the line now.' Naruto frowned lightly, hands stroking Sasuke's cheek before forcing their eyes to meet. His eyes widen.
Sasuke's eyes… there were different than normal. Instead of cold and indifferent, they were soft and calming.
Approachable.
Weak.
Naruto felt like an ass. It took a lot for Sasuke to talk to him about his inferiority complex issues with his brother and he used that against him to get ahead of him. True friends didn't do things like that.
He continued to stroke Sasuke's pale cheeks before his hands traveled lower, clutching his thin shoulders. He pulled the Uchiha into his arms, their lips only inches apart from one another. "Sasuke, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that."
"Whatever." Sasuke growled before he started to pull away from Naruto. Said person panicked a bit before he forced Sasuke down into his lap.
The raven felt his heart start to race and a lump formed in his throat, making it burn a bit. He swallowed thickly, forcing the burning feeling to cease. He hated this. He hated Naruto so much. "What do you want me to say? Everything is okay so we can hold hands and skip down the street? Fine. Everything is okay so let's go skipping down the street, holding hands Naruto!"
"Sarcastic asshole." Naruto muttered, trying to break the tense air between them. He knew Sasuke hated his guts right now but he had to find a way for Sasuke to forgive him. "I'm serious, teme, I'm sorry. I talk a lot of shit and don't think sometimes. You can't hold that over my head."
"Whatever."
"Sasuke!"
Concerned eyes stared intently into onyx eyes. Sasuke felt as if he would suffocate from Naruto's intensity. His head began to spin once again and his heart seemed to flutter out of control. He knew the blonde felt bad about what he said but that still didn't lessen the blow to his ego or heart.
'Itachi…' Sasuke gritted his teeth, eyes burning a bit as tears started to form. Damn idiot. He was trying to make a fool out of him, trying to break his guard. No way would he get emotional over something so trivial. "It's fine, Naruto. I'm fine."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Because I'm really sorry, Sasuke. I didn't mean to say that. You're not Itachi's shadow. If anything, you're better than your brother. I mean that. And besides, even if he doesn't pay attention to you, who needs him! You're-mph!"
Naruto was cut off guard as lips pressed against his own. He wrapped his arms around Sasuke's waist, pulling him closer as their lips melted against one another. He brought one of his hands up, fingers tangling themselves in raven hair. He stroked his scalp, massaging the patch of hair he grabbed at early as a form of apology.
Sasuke's hands slid away from a tan neck, rubbing over tight shoulders before clutching tightly to Naruto's arms. His body slowly starting shaking, the pent up anger he felt slowly melting away. Before things could go further between them, he pulled away. "Consider yourself forgive. Now shut up."
Naruto couldn't stop the goofy, happy grin from forming on his face. He quickly tackled Sasuke down on to the ground, nuzzling into the Uchiha's neck. "Oh thank god! You had me so worried!"
"Idiot, let go of me! Someone might come in!" Sasuke glared, trying to push the blonde off. Even though Naruto wasn't as toned as he was, he definitely wasn't weak either. Quite the opposite, actually. He had first hand experience with Naruto's fists. They weren't anything to joke about.
Naruto stopped nuzzling in Sasuke's neck, slowly pulling away. "Fine, but I'm taking you back to my place! We haven't hung out in a while."
"Whatever, dobe." Sasuke didn't hesitate in pulling away from the blonde, standing up. They fixed their rumpled clothes and made sure everything they could fix was in place before walking out of the bathroom, heading back to Sakura.
Sakura ran her fingers through her hair, examining the split ends. When she heard footsteps stop at the table, she looked up, eyes widening slightly. "What the hell did you two do?! Go outside and beat each other up?! You both have bruises on you!" Sakura quickly stood up, hands grabbing Naruto's face. She began to examine the scars. "Geez, you idiots! I thought you two were friends! Friends definitely do not beat each other up, you know."
"Sakura-chan…" Naruto grabbed Sakura's wrist, forcing the girl's hand away from his face. He smiled lightly, tossing his head in the direction of Sasuke. "Sorry about that but he was being stubborn. Anyways, we're going to head back to my place for a bit."
"Well I'll-"
"That's not necessary. I need to talk to him privately about something. I promise, we won't hurt each other again." He leaned forward, placing a soft kiss on Sakura's forehead. He pulled away, letting go of her wrist. "Though if you're really worried about me, you could come over tonight. I know the perfect place you could nurse back to health." He wiggled his eyebrows, making sure the deeper meaning got across.
"You jerk! NO WAY!" Sakura punched Naruto in the face. She growled lightly, concerned eyes turning on to Sasuke. "Sasuke, are you sure you want me to leave you alone with this loser? I can protect you for his stupid germs."
Sasuke shook his head. "No, that's not necessary, Sakura."
"But Sasuke! I don't mind-"
"I'll see you tomorrow, Sakura."
"Hmm…" Sakura bit down on her bottom lip, disappointment written all over her face. She couldn't figure out why Sasuke kept her at arms length all the time. She cared about him deeply. "Alright. I'll see you tomorrow. Bye idiot." She waved before she walked out of the ice cream parlor.
"I feel bad for her. She keeps trying but you keep shooting her down." Naruto whispered, rubbing his bruised cheek. He frowned. If Sakura knew the things he did with Sasuke, she would hate his guts. She seemed to be stuck on the Uchiha like glue. She was determined to get his attention. "Oh well, let's go."
TBC
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