Winter Shadow wolf here again here's the First chapter and once again I only own the story line oh and I apologize for any oocness there may be.

Chapter 1: Abandoned

It was late when Kagome finally reached the western style white house next to a school called Cross Academy. With out even thinking Kagome knocked on the door gently and waited as she watched the happy family threw the window. Feeling like an outsider invading Kagome turned away from the door, intending to walk away when the door opened and a kind voice asked, "Can I help you?" Turning to face the person Kagome didn't say a word. The man was going to repeat the question when Kagome's mom walked over and asked, "Who is it dear." Kagome struggled to remain from lashing out at her mother in anger. Instead she let her sad, broken eyes lock with the woman's. "Kagome? It is you, come in out of the rain before you get sick." Kagome's mother said quickly before ushering the doll like Kagome into the house.

As soon as Kagome entered the house a wave of tension spread quickly making every one but her uneasy. Trying to lighten the mood Anko laughed lightly and said, "So your Kagome, your mother has told me so much about you. So where have you been the last year?" Kagome looked at the man with blank eyes and said, "I was fighting in a war for something that held great importance and no importance at all. I was killing many trying to prevent the deaths of even more. I was being betrayed and abandoned." At the last remark Kagome's gaze shifted from the man to her mother. Kagome's answer confused the two new additions to the family. Kagome's mother avoided Kagome's eyes and said, "I'll show her to her room she must be tired. Come on Kagome your rooms this way. We didn't know when you would show up so it's only a bed but you can do what you like to it later."

Kagome followed her mother like a mechanical doll and as elegantly as the fresh rain running down the petals and stem of a rose. Once in the room Kagome angrily glared and said, "So what. You couldn't break it to my face? I'm surprised that he even knew I existed."

"Kagome clam down." At this time Kagome angrily clenched her hands.

"How can I clam down when I feel as if I was betrayed?"

"Kagome if you calm down we can discuss this rationally." Kagome's mother said while placing a hand on Kagome's shoulder.

Kagome shook her mothers hand off and said, "How can I mother? I'm not even a part of this family anymore, you abandoned me. Don't deny it because that is what you did when you got married and moved in with some man I didn't even know you where dating." Kagome was now one the verge of tears again as she continued, her mother not being able to look her in the face, "Do you even know how much pain I'm in right now? No you don't, but I'll tell you. I feel like I'm nothing like I should not exist. I lost those in the past and now I've lost my family here. I gave up every thing for two simple reasons one was that I didn't belong in the past and the other was because I had a responsibility to my family only to find out that I no longer belong to that family." Kagome's mother opened her mouth to speak when Kagome cut her off, "Don't mom. You've made yourself loud and clear with your actions. If you really wanted me to know you would have told me in the 2 years I was still coming home and you knew I wasn't going to be coming back for a long time. You have no excuse mother the only reason you even wrote that letter was so that you wouldn't feel so guilty. I'll be leaving now."

Kagome left the room leaving her mother feeling ashamed in the room alone. Mr. Cross didn't know what to do about the situation and was quite baffled when Kagome turned to him and said, "I apologize for my actions here, but I learned a very valuable lesson while on my trip anyways I'm guessing you have already enrolled me into your school assuming I would be staying here." When Mr. Cross nodded Kagome continued, "Fine I will be in you office tomorrow morning to get my schedule and uniform from you. Good night." Kagome bowed respectfully and gracefully to Mr. Cross and started heading to the door when Souta stopped her. "Yes." Was all Kagome said as Souta glared angrily at her before punching her. Kagome's eye's widened slightly at the act then dulled considerably.

"Get the hell out Kagome. You had no right to do that to mom." Souta chastised her angrily. Still looking away from being hit in the face Kagome said, "No Souta I have every right to feel betrayed and abandoned." Kagome finally turned to look Souta in the eyes and he gasped at how broken she looked. She then continued, while gently touching his face, "I guess you've forgotten about me as well. I'm sorry my dear brother. Even though I'm sure you don't see me as family now I will be watching over you, dear little brother." Kagome then turned and left the now silent house heading back into the storm.

Kagome wandered the school grounds for several hours before she picked a tree to sleep under. Once she settled down Kagome looked back onto the happenings of that night. I have nothing. Oh Sesshomaru I'm sure you would be so disappointed in me right now. My love. Oh god I need you right now. Kagome turned her now tear streaked face towards the weeping sky while continuing her thoughts. I miss you so much and I feel so lost. I'm confused and I don't know how long I will last. I'm scared I might just give up. Wouldn't that be I ironic my love. Inuyasha always told me I was weak. Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. Kagome repeated that last line until she fell asleep from physical and mental exhaustion.

When Kagome woke next it was just before dawn and an angry aurora was blazing like a fire not far away. Getting up Kagome walked threw the little forest on the school grounds towards where she was sure a fight was about to occur. What she found was the light brown haired girl from the house and another who surpassed the first in beauty talking with the latter reacting quite aggressively to the formers answers. "How is it that YOU a lowly human have the favor of Kaname-sama you are not worthy. Even after you got together with that pathetic excuse of one of us, he still shows you favor why? What makes you so special?" When the other raised her hand to strike the girl from the house Kagome flew into action grabbing the hand poised to strike and said, to the girl from the house, "Yuki right?" at her nod Kagome continued talking but to the other girl, "it's not nice to wake people. Especially when they only got a little sleep to begin with. Oh and another thing if you ever even think of striking Yuki I will make you wish you had never been born." Kagome then threw the girl away from her. Kagome then continued to turn her back on the girl knowing that it would insult her. "You should watch your back girl. I do not take kindly to threats. I will be watching you and when you least expect it I will strike." The girl then disappeared, heading in the direction of her dorm leaving Kagome and Yuki alone in the little garden area.

"Yuki what are you doing here so early it's only dawn." Kagome asked in an emotionless voice while she watched the surrounding area with caution in case the girl from before decided now was the perfect time to exact her revenge. "I'm part of the disciplinary committee I'm supposed to be here." Yuki answered with slight confusion in her voice and at Kagome's brief blank look she continued, "I make sure that the day class does not interfere with the night class. Your brother is on the committee too." At that Souta came crashing into the clearing. When he saw Kagome there, Souta immediately grew angry and snarled, "What are you doing here? Did you come to degrade Yuki like you did mom? Well I'm not going to let you." Before Souta could even continue Kagome turned her back on her brother and walked away, while hiding the pained expression she couldn't control, never saying a word.

Seeing she left Souta turned is attention to Yuki and immediately started asking her questions about what happened. "Are you ok Yuki- nee-chan? She didn't hurt you did she? I can't believe she would corner you out here. She's not the same anymore, she's changed-" "Souta-kun you shouldn't have done that. She was only helping me. Ruka-chan cornered me again and I didn't want to hurt Ruka-chan, but Kagome defended me." Yuki cut in. "I don't care Kagome's changed. It's been slow but drastic at the same time. Before Kagome would have never done something like what she did last night. It's her fault that this happened with out her knowledge anyways I mean she's never home so it's not like its mom's fault or anything." At that Souta quieted and stood back from his step sister. "I got to go Yuki I'm glade Kagome didn't hurt you and I'll see you later." He then ran off to finish his morning disciplinary duties before class started.

Having hid behind a tree not far away Kagome heard every thing her brother. With every word he said another wound in Kagome's soul opened. Kagome was in so much pain and lost so deeply in her thoughts, she didn't move for several hours then the bell rang telling Kagome it was time to go talk to "daddy". Upon reaching the headmasters office Kagome encountered Yuki, Souta and one other as they left to go to class. Yuki greeted Kagome with a hello and a thank you, while Souta totally ignored her existence. Kagome walked past them with a small nod of greeting then continued into the headmaster's office.

"Hello Kagome." Mr. Cross greeted happily from standing behind his desk. "Good morning sir." Kagome said with a blank voice and face. "I've come for my schedule and Uniform." Kagome continued. Mr. Cross jumped with an overly happy attitude as he held out the black day class uniform to Kagome for her to try on and a white piece of paper. "Here you go my dear. I'm sorry I've had to hold you back a grade do to your attendance and your grades. If you have any problems I'm sure Yuki or your brother will be more than happy to help you, now get to class. You're late as it is. Oh and one more thing here's you dorm room. Students are required to live in the dorms when in school." Mr. Cross said handing her another piece of paper before shooing her out of his office.

-The moon dorm-

A white haired man peered out of the drapes covering the window watching as the day class students that where running late rush to class. This was his ritual every day at dawn and dusk the white haired young man would stand in front on the windows in his privet room and peer down at the day class students almost like he was searching for something he couldn't find. The vampires never spoke a word of his strange behavior to him or even to each other in fear of what the man would do.

The man's behavior had been strangely distant from his fellow students that night, more so than normal. It had started when he actually came to class the second time in a row, that wasn't quite so strange as when class neared an end that he seemed distracted and he kept looking out the window as if he expected to see, hear or smell something threw the mellowing storm. When Kaname had gone up to him to ask him if something was wrong the white haired man growled deeply and loudly scaring almost every one in the room. That was what made the others avoid him no matter what. Thought the man was fairly new to the school, he had come only a couple of months ago, and hardly ever attended class he was held in even higher regard than Kaname, even Kaname, whose supposable their prince, would do nothing to discipline the man when he angered Kaname or made a particular insult to Yuki (Which had happened quite a lot, in front of him, his first few days of school).

The students weren't even sure he was a vampire because they had never seen him drinking the blood tablets like the others. Though he had all the qualities of a strong vampire (the beauty, strength, intelligence and power) but he didn't drink blood or have a problem with the sun, though they only had a problem because of their eyes and that worried them. In fact they had never seen him even eat once be it blood or regular food.

The white haired man had unintentionally made himself the night classes own mystery that all the vampires wanted to figure out. Even though they knew nothing about him some of the night class girls where a lot like the day class when it came to him one of his more serious pursuers was Ruka, even though she liked Kaname.

Kaname walked into the white haired males room and watched him silently waiting for the male to acknowledge the vampire prince. "What do you want bat." The male said never once taking his eyes from the window. "I have come to see how you are feeling, Rin has become worried and wished for me to check up on you for her." Kaname said with respect to the obviously older male. "I'm fine, you should tell Rin that she should be worrying about herself not me, she's how far along now?" The white haired male said. Kaname paused for a moment trying to think of what Rin had told him on the phone before he answered. "She says she's 5 months along now, sir." The older male nodded his head then said, "Leave. I wish to be alone now." Kaname bowed then left the room silently as the white haired man finally turned from the window to sit down in a chair.

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