Demi's P.O.V
I woke up and stretched my arms out it was dinner time and I smelled my mom making something good. I stood up and walked over to Dante's crib and looked at him. He looked up at me and smiled. "Mama up" he said and held his arms out. I chuckled at him and picked him up. I put him on my hip as he cuddled into me. I walked downstairs and put him in his high chair. "Hey mom" I said walking past her in the kitchen. "Hey sweetie can you set the table" she said to me and I got out two of everything.
I set the table and pulled Dante over to the table instead of by the kitchen door. I then helped my mom with bringing it to the table. It was only the two of us now since my parents got a divorce but we still managed. She works the night shift at the hospital and my older sister Dallas sends us money from her place up in New York. We make due with what we have.
We finally sat down and started to set out stuff in our plates. She made chicken Alfredo, It was one of my favorites. I put some noodles in a bowl and let them cool down a bit. "Hungry mama" Dante said and I told him that it was still hot. I didn't eat until his food was okay to eat. I put the bowl on his high chair after putting a bib on him. He started grabbing the noodles and eating them. He was already making a mess when I started digging in.
I finished my food fast and took care of my plate. Dante was still eating so I waited for him. When he finished I picked up his food and wiped off his face. I took off the bib and changed his cloths along with his diaper. I set him down on the floor in the living room with his toy blocks and turned on the Television. Not to loud so it will hurt his ears but loud enough to hear it from my ears.
I was watching some cartoon show that Dante seemed pretty intent on but after a while I realized that he shouldn't be watching it and changed the channel. I put Spongebob on instead. He played with his toys and looked up at it every once and a while. I kept watching him. He was a happy baby and I didn't regret him.
I may have thought about the option but in the end I couldn't give him up. No matter what happens I have to be the responsible one. I have to man up and be a double parent, but most of all I have to man up and deal with having a rape child and still love him.
I love him more than anything. I can't imagine my life without him. After a while he started rubbing his eyes and I noticed it was 9:00. I looked at him "Hey, Dante you getting tired?" I asked him.
Of course being the kid that he is he replied "No mama" and rubbed his eyes again. I chuckled, "Are you sure? You keep rubbing your eyes" I told him. "No sleep mama" he said and I laughed at this he was almost falling forward in response.
I stood up turning off the television and started to put his toys away. "Mama no sleep, mama play" he said. I kept putting stuff away and he started crying. I picked him up and he started hitting me and crying. "No I don't wanna sleep" he kept saying. I grabbed his hands with my right. "Stop hitting me" I told him sounding a little bit angry. He just hugged me and kept crying. I rubbed his back and kept walking to my bedroom.
I put him in his crib and this time he didn't fight to push the blanket off of himself. I covered him up and laid down on my bed. Soon enough he stopped crying and I fell asleep.
I woke up at maybe six and saw Dante sitting up in his crib looking at me. He pointed at me "Mama up" he said. I walked over to him and picked him up "Yes, mama up" I told him. I went downstairs to see my mom watching television so I put him on the floor. I went and took a shower then got dressed and did my make-up.
I went downstairs and ate some cereal for breakfast. I still had a few minutes when I finished. I went and sat on the floor and started playing with Dante. My mom told me when it was time for me to go. I got up and through on my converse sneakers and black leather jacket.
I pushed my long black hair out of the jacket. I grabbed my car keys and kissed Dante goodbye from his high chair where my mom was feeding him breakfast. "Love you Dante" I said to him and he started to cry. "Mama no go" he said. I walked out it was the same thing everyday. I got in my mom's car and started driving to school. I pulled up and walked across the street to buy a monster first I was going to need it.
I was way to tired to function right now. I walked into school with my back staying close to my body. I went to my locker and cracked my monster open taking a long chug. I put my books away and got what I needed for first period.
Today was a long day until lunch. Selena decided to invite me to hang out with her in the music room. I accepted without hesitation. Trust me when I say that I would hope on her dick any day. I mean come on shes beautiful. I chuckled at myself and started walking to the music room.
She was sitting at the piano. She started playing a soft song until her voice started to fill my ears. I watched her for a while as she sang.
'You're beautiful
you're beautiful
it's true.
When I saw your face
in a crowded place.
And I don't know what to do
cause I'll never be with you'
I stepped in and she must have heard me cause she turned around. I walked up and sat next to her. "So why did you invite me to the music room?" I asked her and she laughed. "I didn't want to be alone and the lunch room gets too crowded". I nodded listening to her.
Something was different about Selena. She seemed different. She looked more mature and it kind of turned me on. She looked at me and she noticed me starring. I couldn't stop looking at her eyes. The way they just glowed. She kept looking at me and our lips were close enough to were I could feel her breathe.
She closed the gap between us and I kissed back. She seemed to be enjoying herself because her lips curved into a smile. I let go only when I needed to breathe. I bit my lip and opened my eyes to look at her. She smiled at me. "That's why" she said to me and I gave her a confused look.
Here you go guys chapter two out and ready whoop whoop hope you enjoyed...