AN: Well I got a yes to continue writing this so here it is. Don't kill me for errors its like 2 am. But here's a new chapter in Carlos' POV. Let me know what you think and tell ur friends to check this out. I accept anonymous reviews!

Carlos

I rolled onto my back and let out a loud yawn. I looked to my left and saw that Riley was gone, I sat up and stretched before getting out of bed and putting on jeans in and a tee shirt, I padded down the hallway and went into her living room and saw her with her face in her notebook. I smiled a little she was probably writing a song or something. I cleared my throat.

"Morning Riles." I said as I tried to rid my voice of it's raspy sound.

I watched her jump up. "Morning babe, I thought you'd sleep in I'm sorry. Are you hungry?" She asked quickly as she fumbled to the kitchen. "I can make you something."

"It's cool. Sit down I'm not that hungry anyways." I said with a small smile. "How's your face."

She shrugged her small shoulders and probed her face. "It h-hurts but it's okay."

I bit on my lip as she sat down and picked her notebook back up. "I'm sorry."

"Okay." She rolled her eyes a bit. "Sure you are."

I could feel the anger in my body. I shook it off. "What are you writing?"

"A new song it's been on my mind for a while now. At least I'm trying to. I've had this verse stuck in my mind forever and I'm not too sure though it doesn't really fit anywhere. It feels right but I don't know where to put it." She furrowed her face into an adorable pout. "What do you think?"

I was a little shocked. Riley never let me hear her songs until they were perfect. "For real?"

She flashed me a smile. "Yeah look."

I took the notebook from her hand and looked at it and read it over.

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil, I don't know why I'm still surprised, even angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes, but you'll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind.

I kept reading it over and over again. I felt my stomach turn as I processed the words on the page. This was about me. It had too be right? I looked up her and saw the pain in her face. I stepped towards her and she recoiled.

"This is about me." I stated as I felt my hands shake. "What is t-this is?"

Riley shook her head. "Babe please, I-I'll get rid of it. I just had to get on paper."

I handed it too her and she shut her eyes and her body tensed. I frowned at her. "I'm not gonna touch you chica." I said using my nickname for her.

She opened her eyes and smiled a little. "You're n-not."

I shook my head and took her hand. "Get dressed let's go get something to eat."

She stood up and went down the hall. I picked up her notebook and flipped the pages. I smiled her songs were really good. I flipped the pages and stopped when I saw something. It was a paragraph.

He hates me and I don't know why. I try so hard to be good enough for him but he won't stop. I love him so much but I'm scared he'll go too far and do something terrible. He doesn't mean it I just can't get him to stop. I want him too stop.

I sat the notebook back down and sat on the couch. This is how she felt about me, I hated knowing she was afraid of me. I hated it, I wasn't a bad guy I promise. I just lost it sometimes or got stressed and Riley was the first thing around and I flipped out her. No one else knew that I hit her and they couldn't find out especially not James, Kendall or Logan and Mrs. Knight. Mostly her she would freak out, I had to stop this before I really hurt Riley. I couldn't let her be scared of me.

"Carlos?" Riley asked quietly. "You okay?"

I snapped my head up. "Yeah, let's go."

She smiled and linked her fingers through mine. I took her down in the elevator to the lobby where I saw Kendall and Logan sitting in chairs.

"Hey guys what are you doing?"

Kendall groaned "Waiting for James. We're going to go play some hockey. Want to come?"

"Oh I'm going to go get some breakfast with Riley but we should meet up later."

Logan nodded. "Alright see you guys later."

Riley smiled at my friends. "Bye guys."

I waved to my band mates and Riley and I climbed into her car. I was driving and buckled myself in. Riley was looking at her lap.

"What's wrong Mija?" I asked

Riley pushed her hair from her eyes. "I'm scared."

"Of what?" I asked, feeling myself go stiff.

"It's stupid. Just forget about it." She promised getting out of the car.

"You sure if you're upset you can tell me anything." I whispered. "Anything."

We walked into the café and I pulled out her chair. "I'm just freaked out about us."

"Us, why?"

Riley picked at her nail and looked at me. "You're always accusing me of cheating and what happens when I go on tour?"
Shit, she was really that worried? I put on my sweetest smile and leaned over the table. "I know I'm sorry I hurt you last night. It's just that you're so amazing and I can't loose you."

She blushed. "Really?"

I placed my lips on hers and put my hand in her hair. "I promise Riley, I love you."

"I love you too."

I held her hand tightly. We ordered breakfast and made small talk until it came. I watched Riley barely touch her food. I shook my head regretted calling her fat. I picked up her fork and stab a piece of fruit and held it up to her.

"What are you doing?" She laughed.

"You barely eat anything."

She took the fork and swallowed. "Alright."

"How awesome would it be if we got to go on tour together? Big Time Rush and Riley Cavanaugh on tour!" I said as my voice filled with excitement.

Riley grinned. "That'd be amazing we'd get to go to all these amazing places together."

"I hope it happens." I said as I paid the bill.

"Me too."

Riley and I got in the car and I made a turn towards the Palm Woods. I led Riley to the pool and sat her down on a chair and held her hands.

"What's going on Carlos?" She asked looking into my eyes. "Did I do something?"

I quickly shook my head. "No, I did. I'm sorry I've hurt you I don't mean to really."

She looked relieved. "I know you don't mean it. I still love you Carlos."

I beamed at her. "Good because I love you too."

She wrapped her arms around me and I hugged her back. I rubbed her back and held her close. She was special and I had to stop hurting her. No matter what it took I had to stop.

AN: Well there's the end of chapter 2 it was up fast because I'm excited to write this. Could I get a few more reviews? Anything you want to see. This wasn't violent because I'm saving that for the next chapter. So review so I can update =)