Okay fans here's another chapter coming your way and trust me this one is more interesting than the first. The first one was just to give the background picture on everything. And I'm taking request for couples if you have a good reason why they should be together just send in a review telling me way and I'll pick the best ones.
Chapter two: What will come of today
Sunlight peaked through the open window of Azula's room. Azula was lying on her, but in a different position than last night. She was now laying on her right side with her knees curled up to her stomach. Azula lay in that position awake in a few minutes of silence. Azula set up in bed and crossed her legs. She now mediated every morning. She laid each of her hand on both of her knees. She slowly closed her eyes and started to deep breathing. She cleared her mind of all the thoughts that usually run through her mind constantly.
She thought about everything that's happen in the pass couples of years and about her own private pass. She thought about her mother and how she wished she could have known her know that she wasn't the monster she used to be. She thought about her brother Zuko and how much she put him through all the years. She was so grateful now that her brother even talked to her. She should be lucky Zuko didn't banish her, kill her or worse torture her. In the first few months she felt like she deseved all thoughs things after she realize the pain and hurt that she caused so many. She was so glad Zuko had a good her and saw the good in her. He saw the little girl trapped inside her soul being consumed by the evil thoughts their father had imprinted in her.
She thought about her father and all those years he had used her to do his dirty work so in the end he could push her out the way and come on top. She thought her father was the best thing that happened to the world and she was the second. Now she wishes she could visit him in the prison he is currently being held at just to unleash all the rage she feels toward him. He took away her oppitunity to be a nomal person, a nomal girl and she despised him for that.
She also thought about the Avatar and his friends. If she ever got the chance to personally to apologize to them she would. She had made their jouney much harder than it needed to be. She thought about the time she actually struck the avatar with lightening. That was she first time she actually hit a person with lightening. At fist when she did it she felt proud and she thought about how proud her father would be when he found out she killed the Avatar. Late that night she actually realized what she had done and threw-up countless times due to the sick feeling she had in her stomach. She didn't ealize what that feeling was back then, but now she knew. Ty-lee had to console her the whole night and had to sleep with her even though she didn't admit to anyone back then not even herself, she was afraid to be alone.
Finally she thought about her fiends Mai and Ty-lee and how badly she had treated them. She needed their support now than ever now and she doubts she would get any from them. She couldn't believe she actually had them thrown into the worst prison in the fire nation. She thought about how much she loves them and how much she missed having them around. She missed Mai's gloomy attitude towards everything and her sense of self-courage and her quick intelligence. Even though she acted as though she never like it she missed y-lee's hugs and cheerful perspective towards almost everything. They knew each other since they were the littlest of children. She missed that sense of support they gave her knowing that she could always have those two to back her up. When they both betrayed her at the boiling rock it broke her heart. She thought she could always count on them no matter what. That night she cried like no tomorrow leaving no evidence of doing so the next morning. Leaving no trace of remorse or guilt on her face, but she felt it, right along with her aching heart.
Azula wished she could go back in time to change everything bad in her pass, but unfortunately time does not move backward. All should could do not was let go and hope for forgiveness for everyone she hurt and those people were everyone she knew.
At this time Azula thought about none of that. This was her time to clear her head forgot about all even if just for a few minutes. Azula slowly opens her eyes ad breaths a deep breathe one last time returning to reality. She slowly gets up and walks over to the open window in her room. Sunrise is about to come to an end and the sun is taking its place high in the sky. She can feel the energy radiating off her and a deep burning inside of her.
Azula could still fire bend, but hasn't since she's been captured. First all of all she wasn't allowed to fire bend here; it's one of the facility's major rules. Also she really hasn't wanted to fire bend. Every time she thinks about fire bending her scared her old self will somehow reappear and do more harm.
Azula here's a knock at her door and she knows who it is. The door is slid back to reveal chin fu. He walks in with a warm smile on his face like always and greets Azula.
"Hello Azula I'm here to escort you to the showers so you can be ready for your brother's arrival". Azula smiles a small smile at him and walks over to her wardrobe to retrieve a fresah pair of new robes. Chin fu steps aside as Azula approaches the door and makes a hand gester outside the door as if to say,' Ladies first'. Azula by him and he closes her room door behind them. They walk side by side through the maze of hallways until finally reaching the closet bathing room on the floor. Chin fu take out a key to unlock the bathing room door for her and stands aside as she walks into the room. Chin fu makes a move to stand five feet to the right of the shower door as Azula closes and locks the door. Azula lays her robes down on the wooden bench stationed outside on the far wall across from the bathtub.
Azula walks over to the bathtub and turns the knob so the tub could be full by the time she was finished undressing. She stripped herself of her red soft padded shoes, and then her red pants that matched her top, the she remove her breast bindings and finally her last piece of under garments. She walked back over to the bathtub which was now full of warm water. She turned over the water and grabbed the fresh soap and washcloth that rested on the side of the bathtub. She gently climbed into the water getting used to the warm water against her skin. She leaned against the back of the tub and rested as the relaxing sensation of the water overcame her. She then gently started washing herself liking how relax she felt at the moment. She finished washing and climbed out of the tub grabbing the towel that also rested on the side of the bathtub for her use. She dried herself of and then dressed in her new fresh cloths. She then put her dirty clothes, washcloth and towel in a wooden bin in the far corner of the room. She unlocked the door and stepped out of into the hallway. Chin fu was still five feet from the door waiting for Azula to exit the bathroom. He saw her exit the bathroom and walked over to her.
"So you ready to see your brother", he asked curiously.
She looked him and answered, "I guess he's coming anyway so I guess I really have no choice", she answered playfully with a smiled on her face.
Chin fu laughed, "Yeah I guess, well come on I have to get you to the visiting room your brother should be here in an half an hour", he informed her. Azula and chin fu walked all the way to the front of the building where the visiting rooms were. They walked and came to a stop when they arrived at visiting room number 7, the same room Zuko visits her in every time he comes. In the room were two soft padded chairs and a normal sized wooden table between them.
Azula looked at Chin fu and smiled a little, "Well I guess I'll see you later", she said.
Chin fu smiled at her, "Yes I guess you will". Chin fu walked her into the room where Azula walked over to the table and sat in the padded chair on the far side of the room. Chin fu waved at her and she waved back. Then he closed the door and Azula was left waiting. She sat there awaiting her brother's arrival and what would come of today's future events.
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