A/N: Okay so I'm going to have a chapter for Peter, Susan, Edmund and Caspian about how Lucy's suicide had affected them.
Peter Pov
Lucy, my baby sister was gone. I knew something had been bothering her but hadn't taken the time to figure out what. Now I would never know because she was just like a china doll now. No life, no breathing, but still undeniably beautiful. Still crying I took her in my arms and carried her up to her room. Susan undressed her and cleaned the blood off. She took and needle and some thread stitching up the jagged edge the blade had left in Lucy's flawless skin. She put another dress on her, a midnight blue one that would have showed off her eyes so perfectly. Not being able to look at them any longer without the sparkle and life they once held I gently leaned over and pushed them closed. There, now it looked like the Valiant Queen had a peaceful death in her sleep. I stood there a little longer wishing to memorize her every feature. Noticing a few of her gold locks had fallen into her face I pushed them aside and kissed her cheek. Sleep in peace little sister, May Aslan watch over your soul. And one day you watch over ours until it's time for us to join you.
Susan was in hysterics, she couldn't grasp the fact that Lucy was gone. Her sweet and innocent little sister had ended her life. Edmund sat in the corner attempting to comfort our grieving sister but he wasn't much better off. Edmund had been the closest to Lucy and I knew he would find some way to blame himself for what had happened. Taking a deep breath and wiping my cheeks I came all the way out of her room and looked around for Caspian. He just sat on the bench Lucy had sat on and stared at the ground. If anyone knew why she had done this it would be him.
"Do you…do you know why she did this?" He looked up at me and then I noticed he was far worse off than the rest of us. He looked like his soul had been ripped from him and all that was left was his body. I knew that look, he had loved Lucy. He had loved Lucy and he had chosen Ramandu's daughter over her. "You loved her." He nodded and went back to looking at the ground. It was then I noticed his Queen was no where to be seen. "Where is your Queen?"
"Seeing as how she did not know Lucy very well she thought it best if she left us alone." I nodded, and looked towards Susan who was now crouching by the doorway crying. I'm guessing she had gone in to see Lucy's well…body. We would never get over what happened but she would want us to move on from this.
***2 years later***
It's become impossible to even try and hold a conversation with Susan. After a bout of hysterics at church mum and dad had her confined to a mental asylum. She said she could see little Lucy, that she came to see her everyday. That Lucy spoke of Aslan's country and how she wished we could be there with her. One the last day I saw Susan she told me of how she wanted to go flying with Lucy. That she reminded her of the fairy tinker bell and all she had to do was believe like little Wendy. The next day a letter came for me it only had five letters but it broke my heart all the same. I'm flying with Lucy now. I knew before anyone called to tell me. I had lost both of my beloved sisters due to heartache and pain.