Hisoka: Yay! So far I have only two reviews
Tsuzuki: Is that a good or bad thing for you?
Hisoka: I am not sure, Tsu-san.
Tsuzuki: Remember that Hi-chan doesn't own any of the Yami no Matsuei characters or the song that she recommends. Here's the shout-outs from Hi-chan:
Valine - Thank you so much for my first review! I know that it was mean of Tsuzuki to reject Hisoka, but I didn't really mean to make him act that way. Honestly! I still love Tsuzuki/Hisoka as a couple! When I think about writing these kinds of stories in my head, sometimes they don't come out the way when it comes to writing them by hand. And I am not going to reveal who is stalking Hisoka-san until the fourth or fifth chapter.
LonesomeDreamer - Don't be sad. hugs But then again, don't all stories usually use something from the writer's real life as a plotline? If not, then I must have done something wrong; like I always do. . . I can't really blame Lisa-chan for all of the hurt and pain in my life, but I can say that part of it was due to my depression and my spiritual powers. I don't have empathy like Hisoka does, but some of my friends believe that I do.
strawberrydevil: Sorry to hear that you are going through the same ordeal that I/Hisoka are going through. hugs But at the same time, I still long for the girl named Lisa (who I nicknamed Tsuzuki) to come back to me. I would love to be able to help you in anyway. Just let me know.
Off-Topic Rambling #1: Ew, I hate when I touch something and it gets on my mouse pad of my school laptop. Well, anyways I am pleased to announce that the arrangements for my school Christmas show are almost at 97 completion. The only thing that I have left to do is my Japanese bonsai arrangement, and IT IS HARD!!!! I have already placed concrete in the container (and might I say that it is HUGE!) to safely secure the Oasis™ block in it, and I have to get all of it done before Tuesday. No idea how I will get it done, but I am praying to God that I won't mess it up.
Off-Topic Rambling # 2: I am currently finishing up my one-shot Yami no Matsuei fanfic entitled 'How Could This Happen To Me'. The plotline isn't based on anything related to my real life, but I thought that maybe it would do me justice to write a Hisoka/Muraki, Hisoka/Tsuzuki coupling. If that offends anyone, I am sorry. But my inner 'Hisoka' just screamed for me to do it, and I have to follow it or else it will kill me! looks at Tsuzuki
Off-Topic Rambling # 3: Anyone want to buy a little brother? He's only five years old and he's so cute! Just kidding! My mom would kill me if she found out that I was trying to sell my little brother. But he annoys me when he tries to touch my laptop!!!!
Off-Topic Rambling # 4: Who lives in Colorado or in Maryland? The reason why I am asking that question is because in three weeks, I am going to find out if I am selected to volunteer in one of those states. And if anyone of my friends lives in those two places, then I would love to see you and get to know you a lot better in reality.
Off-Topic Rambling # 5: This is not an rambling, but I want to give a shout out to my best YnM friends in the entire world; Saphira112 and Krizia De La Cruz (Not really sure how to spell your penname, Krizia-chan. Please forgive me!).These two people have really made my life very special and worth living in this unbearable world, so I wanted to give them credit for being such great friends to me. They both made me music vids to Yami no Matsuei (which I have fallen in love with the series); Krizia used 'I Will Carry You' by Clay Aiken, and Saphira used 'Fairyland' by BlutAngel; and I cherish them both to my heart. (Saphira, I need to know how to get that 'Fairyland' vid from you so that I can watch it anytime on my computer). They both have the unwavering kindness and caring personality of Tsuzuki-san so much; despite the fact that I've given them the nickname of 'Shuichi' from Gravitation. So, I wanted to thank you both, Saphira and Krizia, for being there when I needed true friends; and I will always cherish you both very dearly! gives them both hugsI love you two!!!
() Tsuzuki and my side notes. Sorry in advance!
Hisoka's Recommended Listening: 'Listen To Your Heart' by D.H.T
Listen To Your Heart
"I have been here before,
But when or how I cannot tell"
-Hisoka, 'Memory Of The Cursed Moonlit Night'
Hisoka wasn't really sure if he should have even come into work today; mainly because of the fact that his heart was still hurt from Tsuzuki's choice of words after the young empath had revealed his feelings.
"Hisoka?" The young empath turned his head around to see that Tsuzuki was standing in the doorway of their shared office, and it took all of Hisoka's will power not to run over and embrace his older partner as Tsuzuki walked into the office.
"Tsuzuki. . . I just came in to get some paperwork done in order to wrap up our last case." answered Hisoka as he struggled to keep his tears from spilling onto his cheek. Even thought it was a lie to cover up the never-ending pain that his heart was feeling, Hisoka saw that Tsuzuki didn't say anything to him as the elder Shinigami walked past the empathy Shinigami.
"That's a good idea, Soka-chan. And after we are done with that, then maybe the two of us can go out for lunch together." replied Tsuzuki as Hisoka had to sigh deeply while the young boy walked over to his own desk. 'He still only cares for me as a friend; and nothing else. But is it wrong to still believe that one day we might be together?' thought Hisoka as he sat down in the chair and started to write on a piece of paper. (Tsuzuki: Aww, I am still so mean to 'Soka-chan!! Hisoka: It's okay, Tsu-san. In the other chapters, I'll make it all better. Tsuzuki: Promise? Hisoka: Kurosaki promise! )
Tsuzuki had to smile as he took a bite out of his apple pie, and Hisoka couldn't begin to wonder why Tsuzuki had talked him into coming to this little café for lunch. But at the same time Hisoka knew that if it made Tsuzuki happy, then the young empath was willing to do anything for his partner.
"Ne, Soka-chan. Is everything okay? You aren't eating much."
Hisoka shook his head as he turned to look at Tsuzuki; his amethyst eyes full of concern and worry for his young partner as Hisoka had to smile a little. "Hai. I am fine; just not that much hungry as I thought." replied Hisoka as he took a sip from his green tea. (Hisoka: I haven't even tried that kind of tea; but then again I haven't tried any tea at yet. Tsuzuki: Maybe I would make you some. Hisoka: 0-0 No thanks!)
Tsuzuki had to smile a little as he watched his partner take a sip from his tea, and the elder Shinigami knew that it was hard to watch Hisoka in so much pain when Tsuzuki couldn't even realize that his words had hurt the young empath in such a way. Even if Hisoka desired him so much, Tsuzuki wasn't able to truly understand his own feelings towards the young boy just yet; so that was why Tsuzuki had pushed Hisoka away.
The sound of a cell phone ringing had broken through the silence, and Hisoka took the object from his jacket pocket to see that Hijiri was calling him. "Moshi, moshi. Yes, I haven't forgotten about tonight's violin concert, Hijiri-san. Um, I don't really have a guest to come with me." replied Hisoka as he saw that Tsuzuki was staring at him with a sense of sadness in his beautiful amethyst eyes, and the young empath suddenly got an idea.
"Hold on for a sec, Hijiri-san." said Hisoka as he pressed the 'Hold' button on his phone, and then focused on Tsuzuki. " Hijiri-san has a violin concert that he invited me to come, and I have a extra ticket for a guest. Would you like to come with me, Tsuzuki?" asked Hisoka as he felt a little blush creeping upon his face, and Hisoka could sense that there was a sense of happiness coming from Tsuzuki. "I would love to come with you, Soka-chan. After all, it's been a while since I last saw Hijiri as well." replied Tsuzuki as he gave Hisoka a hug; which caused for Hisoka to blush even more, and the young empath put Hijiri back on the phone.
"Never mind about my last comment. I have Tsuzuki coming with me as a guest, so we'll be there around 7 p.m." answered Hisoka as he tried to contain his excitement that started to bubble from the slight touch that Tsuzuki's hug had brought, and Hisoka said his good byes to the young violinist before he hung up the phone.
After Hijiri had hung up the phone, the young violinist had to sigh in concern as he remembered what Hisoka had said about him bringing Tsuzuki with him to the concert. He didn't want for Hisoka to get hurt anymore than the young empath was already by Tsuzuki's actions, and Hijiri felt a sense of jealous start to form in his heart. "I'll make sure that Tsuzuki-san regrets breaking Soka-chan's heart. Tonight will be the night that I tell Soka-chan about how much I love him, and not even Tsuzuki-san or anyone else will be able to stop me." said Hijiri as he walked to his room so that he could get ready for the concert and the life changing confession.
Hisoka: Oh boy! Looks like Hisoka-san still has a lot of stuff to deal with. First, he still has to deal with the pain of getting rejected by Tsuzuki, and now Hisoka is going to be hit with Hijiri's confession of love towards him. What's a young sixteen empathy Shinigami to do?
Tsuzuki: It's up to you guys, the readers to find out and review. There's three outcomes for the next chapters:
Outcome # 1: Hisoka decides to fall in love with Hijiri; despite the fact that he still desires and loves Tsuzuki with all of his heart. Tsuzuki finds out that Hijiri and Hisoka are together, and tries to get Hisoka back.
Outcome # 2: Hisoka rejects Hijiri's confession and decides to try cutting himself once more; only to be stopped by a strange but familiar stalker who has nothing but pain, misery, and pure lust for the young Shinigami.
Outcome # 3: Tsuzuki finally realizes that his feelings towards Hisoka are more than just a friend, and he goes to reveal them to his partner; only to find out that Hisoka has been taken captive by an familiar stalker. (Remember the person who was outside of Hisoka's apartment in the first chapter? His name will be revealed in due time).
Hisoka: Please vote on which outcome you want me to use for the next chapters, and depending on which one is chosen; then I will decide on which song to feature in that chapter as well. Unless you guys have any song suggestions, I am open to them. Please read and review, or else I will come up with my own outcome for the remainer of the story. Arigato, and ja ne!
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