His Butler, His Master
Disclaimer : Too bad Kuroshitsuji is not mine
Pairing : Sebastian x Ciel
Summary : Drabble about what Sebastian and Ciel thought about each other and relationship they have.
His Master, prisoner
Ciel Phantomhive look around the room, trying to find something interesting to stare at, those guys in front of him is not a nice view. Out of habit, Ciel make a mental note of the room, there's antique standing watch in the room, a bunch of rose in vase, fireplace in wall next to his right, a desk and sofa, some painting and other ornaments. He frowned, wondering who design this room, its not that ugly, yet its not beauty either, or was it because those people in this room with him that make this room seems uglier? Well, at least they have nice dogs, Ciel always like dogs, preferably the black one, he himself have one before, by the name of Sebastian.
Speaking of Sebastian, where is that demon now? He should have realized by now that his master is kidnapped. Ciel look at the clock and feel annoyed, the apple and raisin dip pie he should have enjoyed along with his afternoon tea is long gone by now. His captor, Ferro family, Azzurro Vener speaks again, something about Phantomhive's family. Really, how can he be this careless? Being kidnap by the rat he should exterminated. He didn't expect the rat will act this quickly, this is mistake in his part and he swear he'll never make same mistake again.
The rat rambling again, how stupid the rat was, like he, Ciel Phantomhive would ever conspiring with filthy disgusting rat. The rat is threatening him now, really, just how much stupider this rat can be?
"It would be nice if cute little puppies were able to 'fetch'." Is all I say, and that filthy rat kick me. Damn, its hurt, this is nothing compare with what I had experience, still, he would pay dearly for doing this to me. The rat is talking on the phone, heh, he sound panic, it would appear that 'go fetch' has failed. Looks like I'm gonna be picked up soon, the rat is really pale when I make a bark sound, he then mobilize his army to defend the mansion, at time like this I pitied them who didn't know what they'll soon dealing with.
As the sound of battle raging outside, Ciel Phantomhive mind wandered around to the very first time he heard that kind of sound. The beginning of his never ending nightmare, the day that make him become like this, the path of no return. But don't get him wrong, Ciel Phantomhive is not regretting over the past, he did not hesitance, he will continue moving onward on this dark, bloody path. The pain of the beating he feel now is just another reminder, and sometime he need this kind of pain, not only because to make him stronger, but this is also one of the game they play, even this kind of game is really boring one.
The sound of gunshot is quieting down, this boring game will end soon, if, the so called butler of his did not playing around too much. He can hear the door is open and his butler voice followed, oh so politely talking with the rat, even it was so bloodily oblivious to Ciel that Sebastian was mocking him. Ciel have to confess that he was a little surprise seeing so many bullets piercing through his butler body, not expecting that, maybe this rat is not in the lowest level of stupidity, one level above maybe. Ciel suppressing the urge to roll his eyes when Sebastian fall down to the floor, see? Just like he thought, Sebastian is enjoying this and playing his own game, even though Ciel is not in the mood to play another game now. But Ciel know better, Sebastian has started this game and he must carry on
"Hey. How much longer do you intend to play around for? Do you plan on sleeping on that hard floor? Hurry up and get rid of these guy here."
Sebastian finally get up and do his job, but I know, this game not end yet. He still fooling around and damn him for acting like he does care when his eyes showing how much he enjoying this. I know, he know I know, he wants me to know how much empty his words is, how much he enjoying our twisted mind game and to remind me of where we stand. Huh, like I ever forget that. I know he know, I know he want me to order him to end this game.
"Young master. Do you need me to save you?" Sebastian really do his best to mock him.
Well then "I order you to come and save me!" if that's what he wants, I'll let him have it this time. It doesn't mean that I like it, payback going to be sweet, like apple and raisin dip pie I miss this afternoon.
The sound of gunshot is ringing in my head, Azzurro Vener is gonna pay for almost damaging my hearing, and I'll make sure Sebastian have his fair share as well. I can feel the shiver run through his body and he scream in pain when Sebastian twisted his arm pretty nicely. He screamed even more, rambling around out of fear and pain, he was pathetic, he really on the lowest level of stupidity after all. I don't feel any slight of pity toward him, for he did not know what fear and pain really means, not in the way I know it very well.
"It is regrettable but … this game is about to end."
As Sebastian ending the game, once again Ciel mind wandering around. Has it been more than 2 years already? Since the days he spends in that living hell? Since the day he made the deal with the devil in front of him? Since he used of sound of death and smell of blood? Since he becomes prisoner forever?
Ciel is aware of that fact so much, the fact that he is a prisoner. No, he didn't talk about this kidnapping. What he talk is about the prisoner of his own past that make it the only chain for him to live, to get revenge to those who responsible. About prisoner of what he had experience that make he what he now, the past that will haunting him forever. About prisoner of his own grudge, his own feeling, his closed, dark, bloodily world. About prisoner of Phantomhive's name he carried. And mostly, about prisoner of Sebastian. Yes, Ciel Phantomhive is Sebastian's prisoner, the contract bind him to the devil forever. Ciel never really care about concept of forever before, but after Sebastian, he can't help but wonder.
But this is what he choice, his own choice that make him prisoner now. This world is not his prison, he was the one who lock himself in his own prison. He is the one who choose to stay alive, he choose to make the deal, he choose to get revenge, he choose to be what he now. He's not afraid, he was terrified, more he realize how big flow he getting himself into, more he aware of his enemies, more he know about what his butler able to do. Yet, he will never stop walking forward, for the path he choose, and no matter what will happen, no matter the consequence, he will not stop.
His body is still kid, but not his mind, he need Sebastian, but he is not powerless. Ciel Phantomhive is prisoner forever by choice, but it doesn't mean he will give up, nor he'll gonna just stay still and accept his fate. Just you see what this prisoner can and will do.
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Thank you so much for the review, I'm glad you like it. I hope this one won't disappoint you all. Next chapter will take more time, I need to find someone to beta me, I was so suck at grammar, not just in this story, but my other too. Anyone can help?