It's great to see that you liked my story even with all that bad spelling!

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So chapter two, it's a lot more depressing than the first one but i hope you love it as well.

More tears

After I ran out of the choir room, I reach my car, I didn't have a home, didn't know what to do, and the bruise from my dad hit was starting to form.

So I just drive, anywhere in particularly, until I reach a small rest stop that was in one of the hills on the outsides of Lima. I stop there looking down and everything seemed pretty beautiful from that distance, but the truth was, that for me, Santana Lopez, wasn't beautiful anymore. With that thought, I closed my eyes, and let the sleep come to me.

I didn't know how long i slept, but when I woke up, it was dark already, I look up at my phone to see the hour, and before even see that I saw – "you have 16 missed calls, 7 unread messages" – most of the calls were from Brittany, one from Finn, one from Mr. Shue, one from Shelby and with a enormous surprise on my face, 3 were from Quinn, in all those years of being frienemies, she didn't call me that many time, it was definitely weird.

I start my car and went back to Lima, I stop at the park that I always went with Britt, and decided to call her.

"My god Santana where are you?"

"I'm in our park"

"Ok don't move, met me near the swings"

"Ok see you in five?"

"Sure, wait for me"

I hung up, Britt house was in her run, at five minutes exactly, so I decided that after I made her worry all afternoon, it'll be nice if she saw me first and don't make her wait for me and worry her even more.

I reach the swings and she was already there. I bit my lip at her sight; I was ashamed, she looked so worry. She was looking down when I decided to walk and stare at my feet, so I didn't realize when she ran to me and hug me real hard.

All I did was returned the hug with the all the strength I had left, and the tears start again, I looked like a waterfall. She kiss all over my face and said.

"You're living with me"

"What?" – I couldn't believe what I was hearing. She was too good to be true.

Yes, I told my parents everything and they are ok with me, with us, and most important with you living with us, so you will have a home again."

She said that with the biggest, most whitest and prettiest smile I have ever saw in my entire life, and that melt me, so all I was able to do was give her my hand and she lead us to my car, I was still crying so she took my keys, and droved us to her house.

She took all my bags from the trunk, and opened her house. I was still looking down, when her mother took me in the sweetest hug I ever received, and she said something that until this day, is till in my mind.

"Don't worry about anything, this is your home now, nothing has change, except maybe a few grand rules, but you still our latina daughter to us – and with that Mr. Pierce join in the hug, and then Brittany.

All I could said was thank you after the group hug ended, Britt took me up stairs and put me to bed, I was like a baby, I was so tired that I didn't refuse at anything, we cuddle and she let me go just for a second, and said.

"Don't worry I'm just going to send Q a message that you are ok, both of us were looking for you all day."

I couldn't believed that, after all Q and I weren't friends anymore, it was nice that, after everything, she still care about me.

When she get the respond form Quinn, she hug me again and both of us fall sleep within minutes, after a crazy day, I finally felt love and at home again.

That feeling didn't last long enough. I had a horrible nightmare, Britt and I were at school, laughing and having fun, until a Neanderthal from the football team slushie Britt, instead of defending her, I just stood there, not knowing what to do, Britt just cry under a red ice cover. Then she turn to me with anger all over her face and slap me in the face, she scream at me that I wasn't good enough for her, that I couldn't protect her and she walk away, I was glued in my spot and my voice was gone, so nothing I did made her turn again. That was all I needed, all the insecurities came back, I decided to chill and went down to the kitchen for some food or water to calm my nerves, I climb out of the bed really slowly so that Brittany didn't wake up, I reach the kitchen get some cereal with some milk and sit down in the kitchen table, after I finished I realize that my plan didn't work so I went to the living room and turned on the TV, and like a joke, there I was again, with the stupid rainbow flag, that thing that ruin my life, and the tears came back again.

Brittany most have sense my absent and went looking for me, all she found was, her girlfriend completely broken in tears in fetal position in her sofa. I could sense her being worry about me, but in that moment it almost did not matter to my, for me my life was over, even with her by my side, everything else was broken, I felt like I could die right there in that moment.

For a moment that thought scare me and would not leave my mind for a really long time.