Sorry it took so long...

I have some review saying that it my fanfics has so many grammatical errors and typos...I'm sorry for those guys, i just can't really check them properly since I'm a bit busy with a few things...again sorry

Burnt…the displeasing smell of smoke was rapidly invading my senses, my body feels so hot inside out and my chest was harshly tightening…like it's been set on fire from within ; my head was staring to get clouded and I feel nauseous. How long was I unconscious in this environment? Inhaling too much air from this polluted atmosphere cannot be that good for my lungs…I have to escape. It's getting hotter and hotter by the moment.

Good thing I have my hammer nearby. I slowly used its extended handle as a cane to stand straight and walk in the fastest pace my body could possibly manage…I started coughing since I began inhaling more smoke in this certain height, I should have crawled to escape but without my sight, it's almost impossible and I have managed to stand up already. The only thing that I could do is to keep walking. Like how Allen would never stop…surely I need my eyes in this unfamiliar place, but I could lose my sight if I expose them in this unstable environment with no protection whatsoever, not only could ember enter my eyelids, the environment itself could slowly burn them once exposed. Stumbling and tripping was very much unavoidable…yet no matter how much pain I've experienced from the falls and tumbling downs , I still tried to get up, even if it hurts so much…but this time, I could not just continue anymore. My whole body hurts from the burns. I dropped my hammer the last time I tripped and it was nowhere near me now. I could no longer think straight, my chest was severely burning within...This is where it ends.

… "Stand up!-cho"…though it was a faint voice I clearly know who it was. I feel my tears prickling my closed eyes… "Stand up, Lavi! You could not just give up that easily!-cho"…I won't stop; I refuse to die, not in this place. My funeral will have an open casket and I lie down inside with my handsome face smiling. No way would I allow my body to be burned to nothing…I'm sorry, Chomesuke…you'll have to wait a little longer before we see each other again and that time. I could finally see your face...I did not stop, I stood up even though my body could not…I don't care if I fall again, at least I was fighting until the end of my race. I kept on walking, I did not know where am I heading to but I did not care anymore…I've been living a senseless life ever since that day…what's the point of knowing the result in the end. It does not matter whether I'll like or hate the outcome, what matters is that I had the chance to record history and someone else could make use of that hidden information… "Lavi!-cho"…I felt something solid in front of me, and it's quite brittle…must be a brick wall that was damaged by the fire. And her voice came from the other side.

The first impact of my fist to the wall was very much painful, yet after a few more punches…my hand began to feel numb, I no longer thought of the pain after every punch…and maybe it started bleeding already, my knuckles were twitching in pain every time it hits the wall but this might be the only way to escape this place…after a few more. The wall finally broke down and I fell down with it to the hard ground…the impact was harsh since I fell on my damaged chest, I might had coughed up blood as I tried to recover my strength… "Lavi-cho"…I felt a cold hand sweep over my face. It might be alright to open my eyes already. A blurry image of her face came to sight… "I'm here, Lavi-cho"…dirt and ashes might have ruined my sight, I feel my tears rising and I closed my eyes once again so that my salty tears could wash off the dirt. This time maybe I'll finally see that beautiful face of hers…after a long time. I slowly opened my eyes…everything seems to be clearer than usual, I finally got my sight once again after a long time and then…and then…

I woke up being held down by Chouko

… "Are you alright, Lavi?-cho"…it was a dream, like ones before. But this one seems way too real than the other ones yet the setting never changed, at the verge of opening my eyes I would just wake up and find it to be just a bad dream…a fragment of my visual memory punishing me, breaking me inside... "What's wrong? You were crying in your sleep-cho"…I sat up from the futon I napped on; I could hear Bak and the other members of the Science Division work nearby, I must have slept in his office since I keep hearing those many beeps from their many monitors… "By the way, Lavi, Wong-san said that there was a message sent for you from the European Branch"…Allen and the others want my updated status no doubt, they never fail to call Bak-chan or send some messages to my golem at least once in every three days, they should care for themselves more...they are the ones who stand a chance against the Earl but instead of resting in their free time, they do everything to just keep me from being homesick…I should go to Wong already, it's really noisy in here and I want to hear their messages already.

… "Chouko…could you help me to Wong-san?"…I asked her as I tried to search for my boots under the futon and slowly put them on my bare feet, I'm still improving my sense of touch and my sensitivity to various textures, but I find it a bit hard since I've always relied on my sight…I searched for my cane as well since I remember using it to get in here from the dining hall by myself, Bak-chan must have called me for an evaluation on my current yet he had some work to do and piles of papers to sign so I had to wait for him long enough for me to fall asleep.

… "Lavi-kun"…I heard Bak-chan call for me from behind… "Your updated status should be with me by this evening before dinner, got it?"…I nodded at his words, even Komui wants me back…Sad, I don't know if I could.

P.S. Won't be updating that soon since my school would start shortly...expect a week or even a month's intervention between chapters ...

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