Quattie (Quatre) is still my boyfriend, but I think he's in love…with *me*, why is it that I don't seem to think about him in that way anymore…it's not that I don't love him. I love Quattie, but I'm not *in* love with him…screwed up enough as it is… He's supposed to be perfect for me…everyone says so, but Trowa is perfect for me…I see that now…
Relationships have been really screwed this last while, for example…
Lu (Noin) and Millie (Milliardo) have been officially separated by one Lucrezia's father…who doesn't like Millie (Milliardo) and forced them to brake up, but Lu (Noin) and Millie (Milliardo) are having a secret relationship…strangely enough.
Rellie (Relena) hasn't dated anyone since a year ago when Heero decided to brake up with her (I call that the Heero x Relena incident…please don't even ask…), and I know she still loves/likes him. Rellie is my best friend…but sometimes I think she's crazy, if she wants Heero…she should go with him…
Midii is going out with Trowa (*my* perfect guy), but get this…she's not enthusiastic about it and in fact she doesn't care about it. She doesn't care nor like the relationship she shares with Trowa (*my* perfect guy), and I can't help but wonder if she's insane or what… Trowa seems to tolerate and like her…maybe even *love* her, and I can't help feel mad about her not feeling the same and yet keeping the relationship going (sighs, grunts, and throws stuff at Midii).
Hilde likes Duo and yet won't act upon it, and Duo isn't dumb…but he is in this case. Duo has no clue that she even thinks of him more then a friend. (Throws apple at Duo and calls him an idiot)
Cathy doesn't want a relationship with any guy, but she seems happy and everything about that… (Mutters "crazy girl")
Sally seems to have a soft spot for Wufei, and he seems to respect, tolerate, and even like Sally… (Strange as it may seem…)
My relationship sucks… (Mutters "I'm not *in* love with Quattie…") I love him, but hey, I love pretty much everyone. I just know that he loves me, and he's saved my life before, and I should be grateful and pretend if anything…to be *in* love with him (I know I sound sort of like Midii, but I can't help it). I cannot, could not, will not, hurt him on purpose… (At least *I hope* not…)
You people have probably known all about love (at least some), and all I know is that I think I am *in* *love* with Trowa…and that is just weird… I want to have him hold me, kiss me, and love me back, but I'd never let anyone (especially Quattie) know that!
Gotta get going…I'm in homeroom and this is totally fun…but.
Ja Ne…with hearts and stars, (__)
Duchess Dot Catalonia *Winner…(in my dreams) Barton* "^_~"