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Songs= The Calendar Hung Itself- Bright Eyes Anthem of the Angels- Breaking Benjamin
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"Long nights spent with your most obvious weakness, shakin' at the thought. You are everything I want, cause you're everything I'm not."
The next day was horrible. For Both Deisuk and Beyond. L had decided to make his visit official. To Deisuk, this simply meant being "L's favorite" a role she did not wish to play, all the other children became envious of her, and would glare and pick on her.
For Beyond this was a time when Deisuk needed him the most, but he had to ignore her. He hated it. but mostly he hated L. He's the one who hurt her. He hurt Deisuk. HIS Deisuk. It was angering him just to think about the way L treated her in public. Beyond did not like to share what he thought was his. This was another reason why he was quickley finding that new kid irratated him. This kid was named Flare, he was 14 and Beyond Birthday wanted nothing more than to slit his throat. Along with his anger, and possesivness, he felt a horrible guilt wash over him as he realized he's have to ignore Deisuk's silent requests for support. But she was still too young to understand the fact that it was neccesary. She was still too innocent... this was good and bad.
"L is here!" all the children screamed passing by the sullen girl who stood still, her head hung low. 'Why does this have to happen today?' she was still weak from the night before. Bruises were forming. She had managed to talk Beyond out of checking her for bruises, knowing it'd only anger him to see the various bruises that decorated her body. Trying to cover them up, she wore a a black turtle neck sweater. It was fall so she could use that as an excuse. What confused her was why the famous detective, if he was so smart, why did he leave behind evidence?
"Good Morning, Miss Deisuk." the girl's eyes shot up imediatly, and she straightened up. Clearly expecting L to appear infront of her eyes. She wasn't dissapointed, but the detective wasn't the one who had spoken. She turned her head to the side, to see Beyond. Her eyes widened slightly. Not because she was scared of him, but because he was so CLOSE to her. She let out a squeak and accidentaly jumped to the side. Then to cover her tracks, she put a hand over her heart and went straight into formal mode. the girl gave a deep bow to each of the men, they looked like twins. One evil, one good. Only she knew apperences were deciving. "Gomenasai, Beyond-san, L-danna." she said in a polite tone. Looking up she saw Beyond frown slightly. She tried to refrain from giggling, she loved to piss him off, even if it was just a little. And she knew he didn't like it when she called L "L-danna."
With this thought it became a little harder to keep her giggles back.
'Why must she always do that?' Beyond asked himself, rather unhappy with the surname that Deisuk had given L. Okay, maybe unhappy was an understatement... But still, the look on her face soothed his anger a little.... JUST a little. She was trying to hold back a giggle fit, he could tell.
L nodded at her, and gave her a look that clearly was a warning. Though Deisuk was sure that L knew that her and Beyond were on good terms, he really didn't know how good. And even if he did, he obviously wanted her to distance herself from him. Now that she thought about it, Beyond had been acting a little strange.... She's have to ask him later. Pushing her thought aside, she focused on being polite, so that Roger wouldn't have another reason to be angry with him. He had said that he wanted her on her best behaivior since there were some new arrivals coming. She believed that he had said the boy's name was Mello... he sounded cute.
"What are you thinking about, Deisuk-san?" asked the deviL- I mean L, as he tipped his head to the side, staring at her with his eyes wide as usual.
"Ah, it's just that I heard of a new arrival coming sometime soon, I believe that his name was said to be Mello, L-danna." she glanced over at Beyond again, to see that he was silently fuming. She smirked internally.
"Ah, what're you so happy about, DeiDei-chan?" Beyond asked, a rather evil look coming to his eyes.
Her eyes widened slightly as she realized that her 'Internal' smirk, hadn't been so internal... She had been in fact smirking. She mentally smacked herself, then just to be sure that she hadn't actually smacked herself she raised her hand to her cheek, and acted like she was itching her face. Now Beyond was fully over his anger, and now rather amused. This annoyed her, she would have stuck her toungue out at him... if the deviL - I mean L, but he's the deviL to me, so get over it. - hadn't been there, but he was there. That's when she noticed the two boys standing beside - more like behind - the deviL. Now it was her turn to cock her head to the side, the deviL noticed and smiled faintly, she had to hold back a shudder, she never liked it when he smiled.
"Glad you noticed, I figured that there was a 97% chance that you would notice, but I was begining to doubt that logic."
Wow, she just got dissed by the deviL.
"This is Mello, and Matt." he spoke motioning the blond as Mello, and the red head as Matt.
"Deisuk." Deisuk said bowing to them as well.
"Hey." the blond said, meanwhile the redhead simply waved, then went back to his PSP.
She she wasn't any gaming master, but she knew what game he was playing, she had tried it once, and failed miserably.
She'd been so frustrated by that game that she had nearly murdered Beyond when he had come in to fetch her for dinner. He'd been surprised but had managed to calm her down.
Now Deisuk kept her smile plastered on her face, hoping neither of the new arrivals would notice the cracks that were quckley forming in her mask as she stood. L was watching her carefully, making sure the cracks stayed hidden.
"Deisuk-chan, would you please join me in my office?" the deviL asked, tilting his head to the side, the look on his face revealing that Deisuk didn't have a choice.
Still, she willed her eyes to contain excitment and nodded with fake happiness.
Fake. That was exactly what is was.
Deisuk followed L to his office, Beyond looked away, unable to watch.
~Deisuk's POV~
'Again... I don't want it to happen again. Beyond! You'll help me, right?' But when I looked back, Beyond was walking away... 'Why? Why is he walking away?? No! Beyond... You're suppose to protect me!' Quickely realizing the cracks in my composure I forced myself to smile again. It's was only then that I realized that we'd already made it to his office.
"Please..." I whispered, trying to stop him.
"Please what?" he asked, raising a brow. "I do not know what you speak of."
I just looked at him, my confusion melding with hope.
That hope was almost instantly crushed as he motioned for me to come towards him. I gulped and did as he said, settling on his lap.
I sighed and submitted as he reached out and touched me. In places he shouldn't. 'He has no right to touch me like this!' That's what Beyond said... But he left me.... Even when he promised that this time would be dif-
"Ahh... Feels..." I couldn't help the moan when he began to rub my left nipple with his right hand, and my right with his left.
He smiled coyly. "Good, right? See Deisuk-chan, I want you to enjoy this too.." His tone held something, something I couldn't comprehend just yet, not in my current state.
I could feel myself getting wet... No! I'm not allowed. It can't feel good! I began to struggle, though surprised he moved quickely, pinning my smaller form to the floor.
"No, Deisuk-chan. You were doing so good too..." he trailed off, his tougue licking a trail down my back as he lefted me so I was on my hands and knees. I immediatly knew what was about to happen.
"No! Not like this!" I cried, this was always was the worst, mostly because it felt good.
Finally, I went limp, and went numb.
I can't remember what happened, but I don't think I want to.
Next thing I know, I'm on his lap again, he's gently petting my hair, but it's never comforting. Not like when Beyond does it.
'Beyond...' I miss him, but why did he leave me?
I am bumped out of my musings by the deviL.
"I know that you will not be happy with me right now. But this is for you're own good." I didn't like his tone.
~Beyond's POV~
'Too long. It's taking much too long!' I've timed it. I know how long it should take! Not this long.
Something isn't right, I know it. My fears are confirmed as I watch luggage being brought down. I can taste bile in my mouth.
Something. Isn't. Right.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Okay, I'm not sure if this is short, I think it may be. But I can't tell with stupid Notepad, since I don't currently have Microsoft Word (Crazy, I know)
And this twist actually only came to me just now =)