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The day goes as usual, nothing out of normal. Sebastian's and Ciel's attitude was like usual, as nothing come between them. After lunch, Ciel went to his study and continue doing his paperwork.
"At last, it's finished." said Ciel as he stretch his arms up and yawn. Ciel leans back to his chairs and close his eyes. "I guess I'll take a nap as a reward for myself." thought Ciel. He was already sleeping under 5 seconds. Suddenly, the door opened and a tall man wearing a black tailcoat came into the room and smiled.
"My, my, looks like I'm late." He looked at the sweets he has prepared for his young master. He walked to his master and kissed him on the forehead quietly to make sure he didn't wake him.
"I know you loved me, Ciel. I will ruin the surprise if I told you sooner, so please wait more okay?" said Sebastian as he smiles and stroke his young master's hair gently. He stands up and went out from the room with the teacart.
-Later at night-
Sebastian has come out from the earl's bedroom and he walked to his own bedroom even though he didn't need any sleep. The young boy tries to sleep but he just can't.
"Looks like every night I will keep thinking of you huh? I'm so weird." said Ciel to himself as he sat up. The room was really dark that it starts to scare him. He stands up, opened the curtain and let the light of the moon and the stars in. He giggled looking at himself.
"This is not me… standing in the middle of the night like this… this is not Me." said Ciel to himself as something warm makes contact with his cheek. He touched it and it was wet, tears. He cleans his tears by rubbing his face into the sleeve of his nightclothes.
"What the hell you did to me Sebastian?! Since I fell in love with you…this keeps happening every night!" yelled Ciel to himself again. The tears keep streaming down, he doesn't mind at all. He climbs up to his bed and quickly lies down and covers his body with the blanket.
"When will this confession ever ends?" asked Ciel. He close his eyes and actually fallen asleep with wet cheek. A shadow of a tall man can be seen kneeling down, facing the young boy.
"I'm sorry Ciel, to keep it hidden from you." He said as he gently strokes the boy's hair and cupped him in the forehead. He stands up and left without any words to speak left. The demon feels very uncomfortable hiding something behind his mas- no, his beloved Ciel's back.
-After breakfast-
Ciel wanders around the garden, looking gloomy. Finny was nowhere to be seen around the garden, it makes the boy feel more relieved and free. He started to sing his feelings out, not so loud so nobody except himself could hear.
Watching from afar
Seeing you is the only thing I could do
I sit and watch
As a master I wait
As a human I watch
As a person who fell in love
I hoped deep inside my hearth
Deep inside this hearth filled with hatred
I wish I could share these feelings
Could tell you how much
You mean to me
Ciel could feel his tears rolling down as he sings. Never in his life he would sing for somebody, somebody that is not a human, somebody that he knows won't return his feelings, somebody that he loved and cared deep inside. Suddenly, he saw the bushes moving. He didn't mind and continue singing.
I wish you could read my mind
Watching is hard
Keeps pretending
Everything's all right
That nothing had changed between us
And now I'm standing
Right here, I'm singing
Singing this song for you
Ciel rubbed his face with his arm, hoping that the tears would be gone and left no traces on his face. He walks back inside the mansion and walks to the study. Before he could walk to the door of the study, he saw Sebastian, with the teacart, knocking the door.
"Sebastian, I'm here." said Ciel as he walks to his butler.
"I didn't realize that you weren't inside young master." Ciel looked at the teacart; it was covered with white cloth so he can't see what's inside.
"What's with the cloth? You never covered them before." Sebastian give no response, he only gives him a warm smile. Ciel opened the door and sat down on the desk, waiting for the sweets. Sebastian came in and pushed the teacart near the earl's desk.
"Here's your sweet for this afternoon." said Sebastian as he hands over a plate of chocolate cake, colorful decoration has been used, and there was a white piece of cake on top of it. Ciel looked at the white square cake that lies on top of the chocolate cake.
"I love you, will you accept this cake as a yes?" read Ciel. He turns his face, facing Sebastian who keeps waiting for an answer. Suddenly, without any warning, Sebastian could feel his young master's lip on his. Ciel blushed hard as he kissed Sebastian. The two of them didn't break the kiss, they rather enjoy it.
-8 minutes later-
Ciel hands over the empty plate to Sebastian still blushing after what happened earlier. Sebastian smirked.
"I never know you could fell in love, Sebastian." said Ciel as he leans back to his chair.
"It's my first time to be able to felt something called love."
"I fell in love with you for a long time and you didn't know anything."
"Actually young master, I'm always there when you cry at night." Ciel's eye widened and his face is completely red.
"Y-YOU KNEW?!" Sebastian chuckled.
"Of course, you're voice are beautiful too, almost made me cry." Ciel is now completely embarrassed, his face turns very red.
"Y-you knew and you said nothing…."
"I was actually going to give you the cake on your birthday but since you've been crying a lot lately, I can't make you wait any longer." Sebastian said as he cupped the boy's cheek. Ciel turns his face away, hiding his very red face. Suddenly, Sebastian was already kissing him again. It was a very happy moment for both of them.
I can't write yaoi fanfic so… that's it! NO more! I was going to make it more romantic but I don't know how so… that is how it turned out. I'm sorry if they doesn't seem like their self bcs I'm totally confused how to make it like their self, so please review!