Those haunting words.Such haunting words.I can't think cant' comprehend where they could have come from.They've followed me to my death.It's been one hundred years since I was changed into a vampire and 150 since I died.I remember that day so clearly that not even the memories of my vampire life could be more crystal.Heleft me then and I was never the same since.I drank, I took drugs, I even tried to kill myself a few times.You would have thought with my black luck I would have succeeded.It was only when Charlie finally had enough and sent me to a special institution that I got out of my ditch.

I met a boy a nice nice boy who never knew anything of the supernatural world that I had thrown myself into so readily.We got married really quick and had two kids by the time I was 20, two stunning little girls.But no matter how far away from it I got.I couldn't get away.Not from him, not from his family, his enemies, even that mysterious, beautiful song followed me!That song that is the only thing that makes since anymore.

Goodnight , my angel
Time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day
I think I know what you've been asking me
I think you know what I've been trying to say
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Wherever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away

Victoria came and left so fast that my human eyes had no chance to see her.She saw how Ed-he left me and yet she still didn't leave without her revenge."The blood of your new family for the blood of mine." she said.So blind I was with agony that I never even knew what happened until she bit me.

Being a vampire means nothing, of course.It's not as important to me anymore.My power, a sheild type thing that can only protect my mind.It's a useless thing that couldn't possibly protect me from the worst pain there is.I've never drake from a human though, a little present for Carlisle even if he left me too.

Goodnight, my angel
Now its time to sleep
And still so many thing I want to say
Remember all the songs you sang to me
When we went sailing on an emerald sea
And like a boat out on the ocean
I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark
And deep inside this ancient heart
You'll always be apart of me

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful your life will be
Someday your child may cry
And if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart
There will always be a part of me

All of them Alice, Jasper, Esme, Emmet, Carlisle, and even Rosalie left me with no family.I had Charlie once but even he is gone now, Victoria yet again.They are all dead, some only to me, however.They might as well for what they did to me.Then even still they get to die.

I've thought about going to the Volturi, and yet I couldn't.I don't deserve death, I know that now.I realized after I had gotten out of the institution and after I was changed that I wasn't worthy of death.Why else would fate have it so I was turned. Even the fates knew if I didn't deserve Edward that I couldn't possibly be befitting for anything less.

Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful your life will be
Someday your child may cry
And if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart
There will always be a part of me

Someday we'll all be gone
But lullaby's go on and on...
They never die
That's how you
And I
Will be

Edward.My one and only love.I still love him evn if he broke my heart into thousand of pieces as if it were a toy.It was and I'm the mother of the little boy who broke it because no matter how valuable that toy was I'll still forgive him.My Edward where have you been for so long.I never found you anywhere.And oh!how I looked.

My human memories are slipping away from me, even if that day in the woods is clear to me, the good times are fading.They are disappearing before my eyes and I can do nothing about it.The day we met, the day we went to our meadow, when we kissed, how you would look at me a certain way.I can remember certain days your hardness and cool, and not the usual vampire kind.Those horrible days that left me worried and alone are all I have left of you and my human days.That and that song.I wonder where it came from.Was it you?

Someday we'll all be gone
But lullaby's go on and on...
They never die
That's how you
And I
Will be

A/N:Alright I wrote a second chapter!It's been in the back of my mind for a long time and I decided to let the annoying thing out so here yah go!!It's little rough so if you find any errors let me know please!Comments?Complaints?Thanks for reading ENJOY!!OH!!and tell me if you want another chapter like a happy ending type thing cause I'm getting depressed WRITING this!!thanks again!!