April 4th, 2013

Dear Diary,

So I got the part as the main character in a play, even though I tried out for only the side character. Penny had shown up with Leonard and Sheldon yesterday to talk. I noticed when Leonard looked at Penny, it was one full of dedication to her while Sheldon...he had this look cross his features, confusion or even wonder, and I have yet to figure out why. I guess I will later on. Now I must be off, I have to read over my lines and get ready for the play.

Honoria Lucine

I closed my dairy and grabbed my lines to read over. I just received the part yesterday but something inside doesn't feel right and I don't like it. I shook my head before trying to concentrate on my lines. I tried for twenty minutes before giving up and heading down to see if Penny was home. I went to knock on the door but heard three voices,Penny, Leonard and...Sheldon? 'What in the world could he want with Penny?' my thoughts were cut off as I heard them rustling around and footsteps heading towards the door. I jumped and ran up the stairs until I passed the landing, just because I didn't want to be seen didn't mean that I wasn't curious. What I heard though, I was not prepared for.

Penny's POV

"Sheldon! Just do what we told you!" I glared at the man in front of me. Leonard sighed and rubbed his eyes before putting a hand on my shoulder. "it's no use in yelling at him, he's not going to do it" Leonard spoke turning towards me. I turned towards Leonard and glared as he took Sheldon's side. Sheldon decided to come to me for relationship advice. I didn't want to do it but I'm kind of glad he came to me because he's really bad at these kind of things. "Sheldon, do as we say and I'll talk to Honor" I sighed as Sheldon nodded and left with one final question as he stood outside my door. " What if she doesn't feel the same way?" Sheldon looked so confused it reminded me of a puppy...a very strange puppy. I promised him that everything will work out and that he doesn't have anything to worry about. What no one else noticed, besides me, was that Honor just ran up to the next floor and I'm surprised that she remained hidden instead of confronting the issue.

Sheldon left to go into their place as I walked up the stairs until I was on the landing. I looked down at a sheepish Honor as she looked up at me with a nervous smile. "How much did you hear?" I asked her with my hands on my hips. She had this guilty expression as she looked down. She mumbled something and I asked her again. She looked up before speaking a little louder, "Since Sheldon walked out and he asked that question..." her voice trailed as I pulled her down the stairs and into my apartment. I shoved Leonard out promising that he would be rewarded later and shut my door. I turned back to Honor as she sat down in Sheldon's seat. I don't know why but I smiled because I knew that she didn't know that was Sheldon's spot.

Honoria's POV

I sat down in a spot that felt right to sit it. I sighed as I looked at Penny as she sat down on her blue couch. "So Honor, what brings you here?" she grinned, of course she knew, when didn't she? "Penny you know why I'm here" I sighed again as I looked at her as she nodded with a grin. "Yes but I want you to say it so I'm a 100% sure" she smiled innocently and I glared. I'm not one for sappy, happy times but this once, Penny could just come out and say it. "fine, I'm having problems for my feelings for Sheldon and I can't seem to shake them...happy?" I glared at her as she nodded with enthusiasm. "Well now Honor, what kind of feelings are these?" she was playing that innocent card again, the one that got her out of trouble with the boss man at work and information out of me. I folded my arms across my chest and sighed knowing that there was no way I was getting out of telling her. "Well, it started with the skipping of the beat in the heart...but that could be explained by a number of things! One of them could be-" she cut me off as I started to babble. "Honor, has your palms been sweaty or butterflies in your stomach?" Penny asked with a knowing glint in her eyes but an innocent smile. I thought back on it, I don't remember exactly. "maybe, I don't remember exactly" I quickly threw up the lie. Of course I have, even if I never mentioned it.

Penny had a thoughtful expression grace her features. She moved her blonde hair to her back as a piece fell over her shoulder. I knew that looked, Penny was coming up with a plan. I knew I should high-tail it out of there and hide in my apartment until hell freezes over but I couldn't bolt now, her hands were gripping both of my wrists. I winced as the pressure she applied to my tan skin as I stared at her with my dark, almond shaped eyes. "Honor, you're going to march over there and tell him how you feel" when Penny was determined...she was determined. I stuttered out an excuse, or at least tried before I was pulled out of my chair and out the door. Penny started bang on Leonard and Sheldon's apartment door as her grip on my left wrist never wavered. I started to panic, what if he didn't feel the same way? What if-, my thought's were cut off as Leonard opened the door. Penny dragged me in the room as she pushed Leonard aside, much to his displeasure.

"Emergency Leonard, I'll repay you later" she didn't turn to look at her boyfriend but I did with a pleading expression. At that moment in time, Leonard knew what Penny was doing and put an innocent act on. I saw two other guys sitting on the couch with Sheldon. I think their names were Raj and Howard. "Sheldon, Honor has something to tell you" Penny shoved me forward into Sheldon's lap which I quickly got out of. "Um..Sheldon...I..um..." I stuttered knowing that I had a blood red blush on my face. "Are you okay Honor? You're all red, are you running a fever?" Sheldon spoke with concern which surprised everyone. He felt my forehead, again to everyone's surprise, and marked it down in a notebook. "Maybe you should lie down, Howard, Raj, more over so she can lay down. Both of the two mentioned moved, shocked that Sheldon showed compassion towards another, especially a girl. Sheldon sat down, pulling me with him and pull my head into his lap. Everyone was confused by this and didn't know how to react. "Well, what do you guys want? I know we're having video game night but my friend needs me so shoo" Sheldon spoke as he rubbed my hair and turned the TV over to some cooking show that I had liked. How he knew that was beyond me. What cracked my heart a little was the fact that Sheldon used the word friend instead of someone he likes. Penny was the first one out of shock and glared at Sheldon. "Sheldon! I swear, that's not what she-" Sheldon cut Penny off with a glared and a shooing motion as I looked at her. I gave her a pleading look as she sighed and left pulling Leonard with her. "Well, we're off. Come on Raj, that new movie is playing at the theater." Howard pulled Raj out the door and before anything else was said, I fell asleep to the gentle sounds of the TV and Sheldon brushing the hair out of my face.

Sheldon's POV

I knew what Honor was going to say, she only liked me as a friend. I decided to see how I could look at her and make her break down but I knew that was pointless, I wasn't very good at that sort of thing. So I decided to take care of her and see where it would go. I didn't take into account the fact that I might be getting protective of her, it's normal protocol when one person likes another, it's human nature, at least that's what I'm told. I looked down at Honor as she slept with her head in my lap facing towards the TV. I somehow figured out that she liked this channel, I guess from the fact that he apartment is right above ours, and that stroking her hair would get her to fall asleep. At least not I can look at her without her being a little scared. My eyes widened at that thought, I just sounded like Wolowitz. I continued to watch the channel as my own eyes started to drop and I nodded off, my hair resting gently on top of Honor's hair. I didn't care at the moment if anyone saw us, I felt a little bit of happiness in my chest.

Hello all, I hope you're enjoying the story. I promise that this isn't the end and that I have more chapters coming. I'm hitting a minor block with the scenes, ideas would be helpful. I hope to get another chapter up before Sunday, April 7th.

Have a good day!

-Chevok