Sorry I havent updated in a long time. My boyfriend recently broke up with me, my dad left us, and I found out that my grandpa is dying of cancer. He has six months to live. :'(

Just so you know, I wouldn't be as sad about my boyfriend, but the reasons he gave me were horrible. He hated the fact I starve and cut myself sometimes, and he didn't like that I have no religion. He told me I gross him out, and now thinks he understands what's going on in my life.

So yeah, I'm super sorry, but things are stressful and sad here in my house. Will do my best to update as soon as possible.