I hate using first person, so the rest of the story will be told in third, so it will be easier to get in other peoples minds; I'm thinking about re-writing the first so it is in third person and try to make it make better sense. I was just rushed writing that chapter, so I got sorta confused on what I was writing. I'm sorry. Anyways really it is my second fanfiction; so I'm new at this.

-Anther note I'm re-starting my SLOTAT & Twilight cross over- I need a better start for it and I really don't like how it is beginning, plus I had a whole different idea on how it was going to begin- but I sorta got away from that. Plus, I want to have time to work on this one- this will also still take black before the crossover.

Thanks for the reviews on the first chapter. (:

Disclaimer; I don't own SLOTAT, or the characters. I only own ones I make up (if I do make any up anyways)

Chapter Two.

Leave Me Alone.

Amy lay her weight, on the sheets of her bed, her brain filling with many confused thoughts, over the kiss they shared just a half hour ago. It was wrong, he was in a committed relationship with Adrian and he shouldn't be kissing her. It made her feel guilty, anyways her and Adrian were friends now and she wasn't ready to ruin that; not like she would ever want to ruin it.

Amy clinched her eyes shut, forcing her thoughts of the kiss to leave her mind. It just ended up failing.

Half hour ago.

Amy didn't want to pull away from the kiss, but she had to; she didn't want to cause any new problems with Adrian, they had just became friends.

Releasing her arms from Ricky's neck, she pushed him away; though how much she didn't want to. "T-this is w-wrong," she stammered, getting up off the bed, about to leave her room

Ricky sighed, and followed her . "Amy, can't you see. I don't really love Adrian it's you I love." He said softly, trying to capture Amy into his arms.

Amy shook her head. "I don't care, your still with her!" She yelled. "Now just go please, I want to be alone!" She really didn't want to say that, she did love him, but still he was with Adrian after all.

Ricky sighed. "I'll go, only because you want me to, anyways I can tell your shocked" He stated, his gaze finding hers. "I'll see you at school tomorrow, okay?"

Amy nodded. "See you at school," her voice was a mere whisper.

Ricky left; though he didn't want to. He just wanted to be with Amy, from what he could sense, she didn't love him. Or was at least telling herself that.

Present.

It didn't take Amy all that long to drift into a light sleep, but that memory still ran though her mind as if a song on repeat.

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He didn't feel guilty. He wouldn't of care if Adrian found out; it all didn't matter. He knew it was Amy he was in love with; not Adrian, he only loved her for sex. Ricky shook his head in frustration, it was making the commitment with Adrian, when he discovered it was Amy he truly loved.

Now he wanted Amy. All he could see is that she didn't want him, or she isn't sure she wants him or Ben or Jimmy. He wanted Amy to want him.

Sighing, he collapsed onto his bed. Soon falling asleep.

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Amy wasn't ready to go to school, after the night before, she just wasn't ready to face Ricky yet. Plus she was afraid she would say something to Adrian about the kiss, or Madison or Lauren, who would end up telling someone, and then a whole rumor would get started and blah, blah, blah. And she didn't want that to happen.

Grabbing her books from her locker, she could sense someone come up behind her.

"Hey Amy." It was Ricky.

"Um..Hey.." She trailed off, truing to face him. Her eyes met the floor.

"I do love you Amy, I really do." Ricky, lifted a hand under her chin lifting her face to where she could face him.

Biting her lip, she looked away. "Just leave me alone Ricky." With that she walked away from him, hoping to avoid for the rest of the day.

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It was a success, until band. Then he kept trying to talk to her as she would just ignore him or tell him to leaver her alone.

Once it came to that night, when he was over seeing John. Amy did her best to avoid discussing the night before, by staying near her parents.

Though after they went to bed, it was a different story.

Sitting in the living room, Ricky finally say it as his chance to talk to Amy, alone.

"Amy, are you mad at me?" Ricky asked, as he bounced John on his knee.

Amy sighed. "I am." She replied simply.

"Why? I only kissed you. There was nothing wrong with that!"

"Um, yes there was something wrong with that. You are with Adrian." Amy bit her lip. "You are with her right?"

"Yes Amy. I am with her." Ricky rolled his eyes. "Can't you see? That I don't want to be with her! I want to be with you! I want you, me and John to really be a real family." It was all the truth. That is what he wanted for him and Amy, to really be a family. To be with her forever.

Amy found her eyes gazing into his, forgetting she was pissed off at him for kissing her. Why should she be, she loved the kiss. But didn't admit to it. "Ricky. I don't know what to think. I know you do love me..and I do love you…It's just.." Her voice trailed off, trying to find the words to say next. "I-I just love B-ben more then I l-love you." She lied, her voice stammering as she did.

Reaching John over and placing him on Amy's lap. Then leaned closer to get a good look at Amys' face. "Don't like to me. You don't love the controlling freak. But I am flattered that you said you did love me." Ricky gave, a grin in triumph.

Amy took a confident breath, her arms wrapping around John's figure. "I do love Ben more. He was there for me, when I was pregnant with John." Amy said confidently. "I don't care if he is a controlling freak and that he only wanted me for sex. I love him!" A total lie.

Ricky sighed. "Whatever Amy. Your lying." He growled, still knowing she was lying. "Amy---" He was cut off by his phone ringing. He just ignored it though and continued. "I don't care about how many times you tell yourself that, you love me and you know it." His eyes locked on Amy's glowing brown eyes. "Once you realize, you belong with me. I'll be at Adrian's or taking." He rose up from the couch, before kissing John on the forehead. "See you tomorrow, buddy." He mused, sounding suddenly happy, as he left.

Amy knew he was going to Adrian's, to have sex. Tears filled her eyes at that thought.

Rising up off the couch, she pulled John to her side and carried him up to her room. Letting him sleep in her room for the night; she just didn't want to be alone. Her lips pressed to his forehead. "I really love you daddy," she mumbled, laying him in the play pin. She kissed his forehead. "Goodnight baby boy."

She changed into, a blue t-shirt and a pair of yellow shorts before laying down in bed. Her eyes shutting tightly. Her mind soon drifted off to a dream land. Ricky began to fill her mind….

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Next Chapter; Dreams.