A/N:Thanks so much for the reviews! Here is chapter 2! I don't own the song used in this chapter called "Damadged", Plummet does. Or the quotes
The Power of Words
Chapter 2:How much can a broken heart take?
"Its
3am and your still awake, wondering how much more, your broken heart
can take."
Jude sat on the couch
with a bottle of vodka still in her hand. She was sitting in complete
darkness still taking swigs from the bottle. She looked over at the
clock realizing how late it was. She sighed realizing she had to be
at the studio at 9:00 A.M., "3:28, great." She took one
last big gulp from the bottle finishing it and stumbled up from the
couch to the trash can and threw the empty bottle out and made her
way up stairs to her bed room.
Sadie woke up and looked over at the clock. "Shit!" She said loudly while the person next to her in the bed sat straight up clearly alarmed. "What?" Kwest said worried looking over at Sadie. "Look what time it is!" Sadie pointed at the clock on Kwest's bed room wall. Kwest followed Sadie's finger and looked at the clock. "It's 9:00 in the morning, and Jude has to be at work right now!" "Yea, well I have to be at work right now too!" Kwest replied to Sadie. Just then Kwest realized something. "Wait, Jude's seventeen, can't she wake up herself? I mean I'm no rocket scientist but even 8 year olds can wake themselves up." Sadie shook her head and let a laugh out. "Then you obviously don't know my sister too well. She can't wake herself up if her life depended on it." Kwest let out a laugh too. Sadie quickly came back to reality and got up getting dressed. After she was fully dressed she walked over to Kwest and gave him a quck kiss on the lips before heading out his bedroom door. "Wait, if Jude has to be at the studio at the same time as me, well why don't I give her a ride?" Sadie looked at him and raised a brow at him. "Uhh, won't that look suspicious, us coming to my house at the same time?" Sadie asked sarcatically. "Right", Kwest replied simply while getting up from the bed and getting dressed quickly. Sadie let a laugh escape her mouth once again while walking out of Kwest's apartment.
Sadie parked her car in the drive way of the Harrison home and quickly ran into the house. She ran straight up the stairs and into Jude's room. She looked in Jude's bed, which she wasn't in. She quickly ran down the stairs to surprisingly see Jude at the kitchen table eating cereal. "Wow, I never expected to see you get up by yourself." Sadie said while walking over to Jude and taking a seat next to her at the kichen table. "Yea, well I did wake up at 8:50, and got ready quickly." Sadie nodded her head. "Hey, don't you have to go to work today?" Jude asked her sister. "Yea I do but not until five. Liam at least gave me that time to clean this house and go food shopping since Dad isn't here right now." Jude nodded understanding how cold Liam could be. "You know, I think Liam likes you." Jude clarified sounding like a school girl in junior high. Sadie laughed and hit Jude's arm playfully. "Why do you say that?" Sadie replied anxious to know her answer. "Well, maybe it has to do with those glances he seems to give you. Or maybe that he wouldn't give just anyone hours of work off." Sadie nodded. "Well, let's go, youre already late." Sadie stood up from the chair and went out the door with Jude right behind her.
Jude and Sadie were in Sadie's car when Jude decided that her headache was getting completely out of control. 'I'm never drinking again', she said silently to herself. "Hey Sades, do you have any advil in your car or something? Works been crazy and it's giving me the biggest headache ever." Sadie glared at her sister quickly to answer her. "Yea, they should be in the glove compartment." Jude went into the glove compartment and quickly pulled out the bottle of Advil and popped one her mouth and put the bottle back where it was. "You know my album just finished like what, 3 weeks ago and Darius is already cramming me for songs. Do you belive that?" Jude asked her sister while looking at her for her reply. "Well, Darius is one demanding man." Jude sighed, "Yea, I know."
Jude walked into the doors of the studio and walked straight into studio A. She was quickly greeted by a joyful Kwest. "Hey Jude, you ready to record your new song?" Jude sighed, "Yea, I guess." Jude looked over at Kwest who was still smiling and raised a brow at him. "Why are you so happy?" Kwest laughed, "You know it is okay to be happy Jude." "Pshh, yea okay", Jude replied sarcastically while walking into the sound booth. Kwest turned on the intercom when he saw she was sitting on the stool, guitar in hand. "You ready superstar?" "Yep. As the beat started she began to sing
Dreaming
comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've know
True love is a
fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would i know
I'm
scared I didn't say all the things I wanted to say The feeling comes so painfully
I\'m scared I
didn't say all the things I wanted to say There is nothing before my soul I can't go back
I must go
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to
know
But you
can't take back
What you keep taking away
Cause I feel you
I
feel you, near me
(repeat)
And it chills to the bone
many won't get close to me
I'm
damaged
As I\'m sure you know
And I'm
alone
I\'m ashamed
And I need for you to know
But you cant take back
What you keep taking away
Cause I feel you
I feel you,
near me
(repeat)
and
into this fear
forgiveness for a man
who is stronger
i
was just a little girl
but i cant go back
(x7)
(x4)
Once Jude was done Kwest spoke once again into the intercom, "That was great Jude! It's gonna be a hit!" Jude sighed again for which was probably the fifth time today. "Thanks Kwest. Can I go get something to drink?" Kwest nodded his head, "Sure." Jude gave him a fake smile, "Thanks", she mumbled while walking out of the sound booth and out of Studio B. Kwest shook his head. "What did you do to her Tom?", Kwest said aloud to nobody in particular but himself.
"She's got eyes of innocence. The face of an angel. A personality of a dreamer. And a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine."
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