Okay guys, so this is Kurt's perspective of the story! I hope you guys enjoy! I really enjoyed writing these :D
This one got a little difficult to write once they met, since i had to keep the dialogue the same and stuff...yeahh...lol.
Okay, so here it is from Kurt's point of view! This is officially a twoshot now.
Kurt was sitting in his room. He was really getting sick of…well, everything. The bullying, the lack of support from his friends, the teachers constantly overlooking everything that was happening to Kurt.
He just wanted someone to be there for him.
Kurt didn't necessarily want a boyfriend, but he wanted someone who would listen and talk to him, someone who would understand what he was going through.
Now, if that person did happen to be his boyfriend, then Kurt sure as hell wasn't going to complain.
The bullying had been getting worse. What started as just hurtful words and dumpster tosses turned into locker shoves and meaningless threats, some of which were carried out.
Kurt sighed and walked through the hallways of McKinley. He walked quickly, keeping his head low and trying not to capture the attention from any jocks. And if anyone knew anything about Kurt Hummel, catching someone's attention was what he did best.
But luckily for him it was Friday, so he'd only have to deal with this one more day before getting a break. He quickly made his way to Glee rehearsal. He may not always be seen or heard in there, but at least no one was harassing him or trying to push him into lockers.
As Kurt sat down, he glanced at his arm. Two days ago, Karofsky had pushed him into an open locker. He had a nasty gash in his hand that he probably should have had checked out, but that would have involved telling his father about what was going on.
He sighed, watching everyone come into the classroom and take their seats. Rachel sat by Finn (or maybe on was the proper preposition), Quinn was leaning against Sam, Tina and Mike were in the back like they usually were, and Britney was sitting next to Artie, holding his hand, with Santana next to her. And that left Mercedes and Kurt.
Sure, they were best friends. But weren't best friends supposed to be able to tell each other everything?
Actually, scratch that. Weren't best friends supposed to notice when something was clearly bothering the other?
Needless to say, Mercedes was completely oblivious to what Kurt was going through. He would have told her, god, he would have loved to tell her, but he knew he couldn't. He knew she wouldn't understand. She would just tell blow it off like everyone else did, like it was no big deal.
But it was a big deal. Kurt could feel it becoming a bigger and bigger deal every day.
Kurt sighed again and turned to talk to Mercedes, finding that she had moved to go sit by Tina.
Now Kurt was truly alone. He really had no one to talk to.
Kurt was starting to feel just a little bit lonely.
He sighed again just as Mr. Shuster walked into the choir room.
"Hey, guys," he said, "Since we finished up our lesson early this week, does anyone want to sing anything?"
Rachel's hand immediately shot up. Normally, Kurt would have argued for a solo spot, for any chance to shine and stand out. But the past few weeks, ever since the physical bullying had started, he'd given up. He just didn't have it in him any more to fight with Rachel. And when he did sing, whether it be in Glee or in the shower, he didn't feel that spark like he used to.
Rachel sang a ballad; Kurt would have bet money on that one, and sat down. The bell signaled, telling the students that their last class of the day was over.
Kurt made his way out of the school as quickly as he could, not stopping to go to his locker. He made a beeline to his black SUV and drove straight home. He didn't say goodbye to anyone on his way out, nor did anyone try.
When he got home, he knew his dad wouldn't be there. That was one thing that Kurt was always thankful for. He knew that he always looked a little worked up after school, who wouldn't be after what he goes through, and it would bring on a disarray of questions of his father were to see him in that state. He usually had just enough time to make himself look presentable so that he wouldn't suspect anything.
Kurt wandered into the basement, setting his book-bag on his bed, and headed to his bathroom. He took one look at himself in the mirror and gasped. He had a few cuts on his arms, a slight bruise on his cheek, and his hair was a mess and he suspected it smelled like garbage.
He put one hand up to his hair and attempted to tame it, realizing that it would be impossible without a shower. He took a quick one and started to style his hair, not getting very far until he noticed a split end.
No! Kurt thought as he rushed upstairs to find his stylist's number, This cannot be happening on a day when everything has been crappy already!
He made an appointment for tomorrow. He was due for a trim; it was mid-November, and he made it a tradition to at least get in there ever four or five weeks.
Normally, Kurt would call up Mercedes and complain to her about his hair. But he just wasn't feeling it today. He hadn't been feeling it for a while, and he was pretty sure that he had an idea why.
You're lonely, he thought, You want someone to love you, someone to be there for you. You do want a boyfriend.
He sighed. He'd thought about someone wanting to kiss and hug him, someone who wanted to tell Kurt that he loved him. But he knew that, as of right now, he wasn't going to get that. It was just a matter of time and waiting for the right person, and Kurt just hadn't met him yet.
He sighed and flipped on his radio as he started to organize his room. That's what he did when he got upset or was worked up about something: he organized.
The words coming out of the radio hit him like a ton of bricks as he was hanging up some clothes.
And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet
Kurt sighed as he listened to the song play on. The radio seemed to be the only thing that knew how he was feeling.
His dad came home about an hour later.
"Kurt," he called down into the basement.
"Yeah, I'm done here!" Kurt responded, trying his best to be cheerful.
He flicked his radio off and made his way up the stairs. "Hey," he said once he saw his dad.
"Hey, kiddo," he responded, "How was your day."
Awful, crappy, filled with hatred. "Fine," he responded, giving his dad his best smile.
"Glad to hear it," his dad said.
Kurt nodded. They continued chatting throughout dinner, until Kurt excused himself to his room for the rest of the night.
As he was trying to fall asleep, the song rang throughout his head again.
I just haven't met you yet.
It was only a matter of time. Kurt would find someone to be there for him someday. Whether it be within the next week, or within the next twenty years, but Kurt knew that he would find someone.
…..
Kurt woke up the next morning, dressed in his usual designer clothes, and styled his hair only enough to make it look presentable. He was getting it done, after all. Why waste all that product?
He grabbed his keys and walked out of his house towards his SUV. He noticed a small blue car driving past him, the driver looking appreciatively at his car. Kurt hopped in and backed out of the driveway, driving in the same direction the blue car had just gone.
When he reached the end of the street and turned, he realized the car was still in front of him. He laughed a little, realizing that the driver was probably starting to think that he was a stalker.
Kurt flicked on his radio and changed the station until he reached his favorite one. Teenage Dream was playing, and Kurt groaned. It wasn't that he didn't like Katy Perry, he just didn't like or understand this song.
He pulled into the parking lot, noticing right away that the blue car had done the same thing. What a coincidence, Kurt thought as he walked into the shop. He glanced back at the car, realizing that the driver was just getting out. He probably thought he was stalked here, Kurt thought again.
He gave the receptionist his name, who nodded appreciatively and asked him to wait a few moments while his stylist got ready. He was practically famous here, so it was nice to get a little bit of respect somewhere.
Another boy, who looked around the same age as Kurt, walked in a few moments later. Kurt glanced over, pretending not be staring. The boy stood in the doorway, his eyes transfixed on Kurt. Kurt had to stop himself from blushing and completely giving himself away.
The boy shook his head slightly and started walking over towards the receptionist. "Appointment for Blaine," he told her.
Mmmm, he thought, Blaine is such a handsome name.
She nodded and he came and sat down two chairs away from Kurt. Kurt took a quick glance at him, noticing first that he had about a pound of gel in his hair. Then, once he'd gotten over that shock, he noticed his eyes. They were the warmest eyes he'd ever seen, the color of hazel.
Kurt quickly looked away when he noticed the boy glance at him, feeling his heart take off.
Snap out of it, Kurt, he instructed himself, For all you know he isn't gay.
Kurt's name was called and he made his way back without a last glance at the boy named Blaine.
As he was driving home, he realized that he'd been thinking about Blaine since he'd started getting his hair done. He wished he could talk to someone about it, but he knew he had no one.
Kurt realized that he needed a shopping trip, so he stopped at the mall and made his way inside. He went into all his favorite stores and paused outside the Gap. He didn't usually like that store, but he was desperate to shop. He walked inside and inhaled the scent of new clothes.
He began walking around when someone tapped his shoulder. He turned around and saw a petite, skinny, blonde haired girl looking at him holding a shirt.
"Excuse me," she said, "Do you like this shirt?"
Kurt was used to getting asked for fashion advice, but she was holding up a men's shirt. "Uh, not for you," he stated, giving her a weird glance.
"Oh no," she said hurriedly, "It's for my friend. He's going through a rough time now and I wanted to get him something to make him feel better. This is his favorite store."
Kurt nodded. "Well what's he look like?" He asked the girl.
"Well," she started, "He's got dark curly hair that he plasters to his head, and he has hazel colored eyes, and a little on the short side."
Kurt nodded again, appraising the shirt. "I think it would work better in green," he said.
"Thank you so much!" She said. The girl paused for a moment and seemed to take in Kurt's appearance. Her eyebrows scrunched together. "What's your name?" She asked him.
Well that was definitely not what he was expecting.
"Kurt," he said, and then added, "But I don't play for your team."
"Ohmigod!" She squealed, "You're him!" She paused for a moment and then stuck out her hand. "I'm Bri," she told him, "And I wasn't going to ask you out. I have a boyfriend, actually."
Kurt shook her hand and she continued to talk. "But my friend totally saw you at the salon today."
Then it clicked. Gelled hair, hazel eyes. Her friend was the boy named Blaine.
"Okay," he said, unsure as to how he was supposed to respond, "Well I'd better be going."
She nodded. "See you around, Kurt!"
He wasn't sure what that was supposed to mean, but he put it in the back of his mind and walked out of the mall.
That next week was absolute hell for Kurt. Karofsky was getting worse, if that was possible, and Glee club was absolutely horrible. They were doing another boys vs. girls week, and of course Kurt had to go with the boys, even though his allegiance always lied with the girls. Not that any of them cared about him anymore.
It was Thursday, the day before their final performances, and Kurt was trying to get the guys to at least wear something a little flashy.
"You know what?" Puck had said, having had enough of trying to be persuaded to wear sequins, "Why don't you go do something useful and spy on our competition or something? That Dalton Academy is only like an hour away from here."
Kurt took the hint and left the room. He knew they were kidding, but he had a point to prove. So he hopped in his car, set his GPS, and started driving towards The Dalton Academy.
When he arrived, he saw a few boys walking around in uniforms. Crap, he thought, I'm going to stick out like a sore thumb.
He walked tentatively into the school, pausing at the entrance, taking in his surroundings. The school was huge. And he had no idea what he was going to do now that he was here.
Everyone was bustling around excitedly, all of them seeming to be moving in the same direction.
Kurt walked forward, pausing at the staircase and looking around for someone who seemed like they would help him. He saw a boy turned around, talking to someone at the top of the stairs.
"Excuse me," he said, loud enough so that the boy could here.
He turned around, and Kurt held in his gasp. It was the boy from the salon. The boy named Blaine.
Kurt was so shocked that he couldn't even really process anything Blaine was saying. He remembered telling him that he was a new kid and then Blaine responding by saying that the Warblers, which Kurt knew was their choir, were kind of like rock stars.
That blew Kurt's mind. He'd never thought that a Glee club could ever get any kind of appreciation from a school. But apparently, he'd been wrong.
Blaine snapped him out of his reverie by grabbing his hand. He led Kurt through an empty hallway that ended at a door. Blaine pushed the door open and Kurt realized that this was the choir room.
Blaine fixed the lapel of Kurt's jacket. "Try not to forget your uniform next time, new kid," he said to Kurt before he walked away to stand with a group of others in Dalton uniforms.
Kurt's eyes never left Blaine as he walked away. And then when he started to sing, Kurt thought his heart was going to explode.
Blaine was an amazing performer. He put so much enthusiasm and energy into the performance.
But what made it even better was the fact that Blaine hadn't taken his eyes away from Kurt the whole time he'd sung.
He was gazing right into Kurt's eyes, causing Kurt to blush slightly but he just couldn't look away.
Let's go all…the way tonight…no regrets…just love
Kurt's eyes pierced into Blaine's hazel ones as he watched him sing.
We can dance…until we die…you and I…we'll be young forever
Blaine danced around, never taking his eyes off Kurt. Kurt was barely aware of anything else that was going on around him. For all he knew, the world was exploding around him and it was just Blaine and him in a safe little bubble.
You…make…me…feel like I'm living a…teen…age…dream the way you turn me on
Blaine was completely turning Kurt on. The rest of the song, Kurt could have sworn that his knees were going to give out at least seven times, but they never did. He stayed where he was, admiring Blaine the whole time.
Kurt now loved this song. He understood it completely now.
Once it had ended, everyone tried to swarm Blaine and congratulate him on his performance, but he ignored them all and walked straight at Kurt.
"Want to get some coffee?" He asked Kurt.
Kurt nodded and felt his heart flutter in his chest. Blaine led him to Dalton's coffee shop, and they had already picked a table before he noticed that two more had tagged along with them. Blaine introduced them as Wes and David, and Kurt just nodded.
He explained to them why he was there, and that he wasn't really a new kid.
"So is everyone here gay?" Kurt asked them, glancing at the three Dalton boys.
He did so for two different reasons: One, he wanted to verify that his gaydar was right about Blaine, and two, because he wanted to know if everyone got bullied here as well.
Blaine laughed. "No," he said, "Well, I am, but these two both have girlfriends." He paused, for a moment, and Kurt could feel his heart swelling at the fact that Blaine was definitely gay. "We have a zero tolerance here at Dalton," Blaine went on, explaining the policy in full detail.
Kurt could feel his eyes starting to prickle. He was trying to hold it in, but he didn't know that a zero tolerance policy could have such an effect on him.
"David, Wes, can you guys give us a minute?" Blaine asked them. He must have realized that Kurt was becoming upset. The two boys nodded, and Kurt looked at the table as Blaine turned back to him.
"What's going on?" Blaine asked him.
Kurt broke open. No one had ever showed concern for him before, and he was going to pounce on an opportunity he got, even if it was with a boy he'd barely even met. He told Blaine everything, and he had listened intently the whole time.
Once he was done, Blaine gave him his number in case he needed anything. Kurt silently reveled in the fact that he'd just gotten a handsome gay boy's phone number, but he knew it wasn't for romantic reasons.
Kurt left the school and drove home, a sense of hope settling in him. He now had someone he could talk to about everything.
Over the next few days, he'd received small texts of encouragement from Blaine. He'd never replied, not wanting to push the boundaries and ruin his newfound friendship with Blaine.
But then Karofsky had kissed him. He didn't know what to do. He sank to the floor and realized that he needed to talk to someone.
He didn't even hesitate as he dialed Blaine's number.
"Hey," he heard Blaine say, his heart speeding up at the sound of his voice, "What's up?"
Kurt took a deep breath. "Blaine?" He said, "Something happened and – and –" His voice cracked, and he broke off.
"Hey," he heard Blaine's soothing voice say, "What's going on?"
"Nothing. Well, it's not nothing, something happened and –" Kurt was cut off by Blaine this time.
"I'm coming over there."
"What? You can't just leave school –" Kurt argued, but Blaine cut him off again.
"Too late," he heard Blaine say, "I'm already on my way."
Kurt was sitting on the stairs, his head in his hands when Blaine arrived. He heard the footsteps first and panicked at first, but relaxed when he saw the Doc Martins.
"Hey," Blaine said when he reached Kurt, "What's going on?"
Kurt told Blaine everything that had happened that day. He'd left nothing out, and Blaine looked concerned and listened to everything Kurt was saying.
At one point, Kurt wasn't sure when, Karofsky came by. Kurt wasn't sure what he said, or what Blaine had. All he knew was that Blaine was defending him, and that was enough for him.
"Well," Blaine said, breaking the tension after Karofsky left, "He's clearly not coming out of the closet anytime soon."
Kurt laughed glanced up at Blaine, who was smiling down at him. He offered to take Kurt to lunch, and Kurt was definitely not going to reject an offer out with Blaine.
After Blaine dropped Kurt back off at school, he realized how much he'd needed Blaine. He may not like Kurt in the romantic way, but Kurt didn't care at the moment. He had someone to talk to and share things with, and if something more came from that, Kurt sure as hell wasn't going to complain about it.
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