Chapter 2
Warnings: Attempted Suicide, Rape, Swearing
Rating: M
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By the way this isnt my first smut scene, but it is my first rape scene so please no flames
Germany paced outside the hallway and thought for a while. What was he going to do with the Italian in his bedroom? Soon his brother would be lookign for him, and Germany did not want to face Romano at this time. Germany sighed and stopped outside the door and listened.
Italy cried to himself rocking back and forth. He wondered why Germany just didnt let him go...he wouldnt come back if Germany didnt want him. Italy jumped up when Germany entered the bathroom. "I..I..Im sorry..." Italy sobbed. "No you arent." Germany cut him off. "Dont lie to me..." Germany hissed and turned to leave.
Italy grabbed his shirt. "Please dont leave me!" Italy cried. Germany hit him across the face sending him tumbling to the ground. "Dont touch me...I hate liars!" Germany spat and stormed out. He locked the door and put the keyin his pocket before walking away to get some work done.
Italy curled up and cried more. He hates me...he has always hated me...Im nothing...Im so weak...I cant even bring myself to kill myself...He hates me and I love him...Italy stopped thinking and gasped. He never really had thought about it...could he really be in love with the German? He couldnt be now...could he? After all Italy was being held against his will by the German...Italy shook his head. Was he a masochist? Being in love with a man who hated his guts?
Italy cried for a while more before stumbling to the tub and turning it on. He waited till there was enough water to cover his head. He took a breath and dunked his head into the water. He thought about everyone he would be leaving behind...his fratello...Japan...Germany...Italy gritted his teeth. He was escaping Germany! That bastard did not want him...he just wanted to control him.
Italy decided it was now or never...he took a breath and a large amount of water filled his lungs. He wanted to gag but he took another breath until his lungs were filled and he was falling into the black. Goodbye...
Germany heard the water run and he frowned. He turned from his office and went upstairs to the bathroom. "Italy?" He asked but he didnt get an awnser. He unlocked the door and found Italy laying facedown in the water. He wouldnt! Germany screamed and grabbed Italy from the bathtub. "Nein..." He hissed and started performing CPR on the boy.
After a while Italy coughed up all the water and took a much needed breath. He opened his eyes to see blue ones looking with concern at him. Italys eyes widened when he saw anger flash across in the Germans eyes. Italy whimpered and was then pushed against the wall. "Vhy vould you try to kill yourself?" Germany asked. "Because...you hate me..." Italy cried and Germany hissed before crashing his mouth into the surprised Italians mouth.
"G-Ger...many!" Italy sputtered in between kisses. "Please...do...nt!" He whimpered as the German pulled Italys shirt off. He kissed his neck and Italy tried to escape his grasp but Germany held onto him with a strong grip. "Nein..." Germany whispered in Italys ear. Italys eyes went wide as he saw the lust in the Germans eyes. "No...I dont want this!" Italy screamed pushing Germany away with all his strength.
Germany laughed harshly and pulled Italy to the bedroom before throwing him on the bed. "Stop!" He hissed his anger returning. Germany took his own shirt off and Italy eyed his muscles with wide eyes. Germany smiled a small smile that sent shivers down Italys back. "No...you dont have to do this..." Germany ignored him and undid his pants pulling them off with his boxers.
Italy clapped his hands over his eyes and started to cry. He didnt want Germany like this...sure he had wanted the German in his bed making love to him...but that was before he had given up on Germany and the man ever loving him. Italy cried as the German pressed up against him. Italy could smell the faint smell of beer and wurst on his breath. "Ludwig...please dont..." He begged as Germany undid Italys pants and slid them down with his boxers till he was completly naked too.
Italy gasped as he felt Germanys hard member pushed against his bare lower back. He tried to fight Germany but the man held his wrists in one hand and the other hand on the Italians hip. Italy screamed as he felt Germany enter him unprepared. Italy tried to wiggle away but Germany put his leg over Italys to stop him. "Oh...Gott..." Germany panted in Italys ear as he slammed repeatadly into Italy who bit his lip to stop any moans of pleasure from coming out. "Feli..." Germany took his hand off Italys hip and stroked the smaller man. "I'm the first man...arent I?" Germany asked.
Italy refused to speak and shook his head...no he had never had a man do this to him...Germany took this as he wasnt the first and slammed into Italy harder. Italy cried out and a moan came out. He bit his lip again and closed his eyes. Germany laughed and kissed his ear before coming in Italy with a loud sigh.
Germany came down from his orgasm and removed himself from the crying Italian. "Maybe you will think twice before trying to kill yourself." He said getting up and pulling his boxers and pants over himself. He grabbed Italy and tied him up to the bed. "I'll be..." He said and kissed Italys head. Italy twisted his head away with tears in his eyes. Germany walked away and locked the bedroom door.
He hates me...he hates me...Italy cried himself to sleep.
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