So I know I had said I probably wasn't going to post again in the last chapter, but I did see the movie and I wanted to say a few things that I think about it lol
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SPOILERS SO IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE CLICK OFF NOW
To Clint Barton,
I'm forever happy that he got his family back. Out of all the Avengers, he succeeded in getting that perfect life they had dreamed of (the first one to do it anyway). Despite him going off on a rampage after his family was dusted, he still deserves the love we all have for him. He has his everything back, and now he can settle down for good.
To Bruce Banner,
Though I think its a bit weird that he and the Hulk are one person, I'm happy to see him at peace with his literal other half. When we first met Bruce he was scared of himself, and he hated himself. Now, he can truly say he is at peace with himself. I do miss Bruce as he was, and I miss the Hulk as a separate person, but Bruce's happiness is all I could ever ask for.
To Thor Odinson,
Even though he's let himself go and he's kind of a drunk, I still love him lmaooo. He was hurting, and after seeing his mother one last time and having the pressure of the "throne" off his shoulders, he's so happy. I do miss how he was, but in the end, he was not meant to be king. I hope he finds out who and where he's supposed to be, whether it is with the guardians or someplace else. He seems to be for once, well, free. Free to be himself, whoever that is.
To Loki Odinson,
(I thought I wasn't going to do this one but I cant help it) Loki, just know we miss you and love you and are proud of you. I can't wait to see you again, whether its the you who was killed in infinity war or the you who escaped New York, either way I can't wait to see you again (though I really hope its somehow the you whom Thanos killed). It does look like the sun will shine on you and your brother again, so hang in there.
To Steve Rogers,
Steve has made me mad since Civil War, and i've fought with myself to forgive him, but now, I think I have. Though I'm a little sad that he chose to stay in the past with Peggy, and left Bucky behind, but I'm truly happy he found happiness with Peggy and lived the life he was meant to live. After a lifetime of pain and hardship, he got a do-over, something a lot of people wish they could have. The question burning in my mind remains, however, but how did he just fall back into life back in the 40's? what about him who went into the ice? or what did he do about all the stuff he'd learned and seen in the future? Did he wish Google was already invented?
To Natasha Romanoff,
She had such a hard life. So much pain and darkness. I remember falling in love with her character the moment I saw her in Iron Man 2. She was legit the coolest person ever. Personally, I think, she died because she loved too much. It was her or her best friend, and ultimately, her or the world. She chose to sacrifice herself to save people she didn't even know. Her sacrifice will not be forgotten or overlooked. I'll miss you Natasha
To Tony Stark,
Words cannot describe how much this man has single handedly changed my life. He taught me so many life lessons and inspired me to not just follow my dreams, but to fight for them. He taught me to fight for whats right, even if its hard and even if the world is against you. He taught me to enjoy life and to never take it for granted. I know that our time is numbered, and many times we will face challenges that will seem like its the end. But seeing him push through those challenges and fight for even just one more minute, makes me not want to die for Tony Stark, but to live for Tony Stark. Thanks to Mr. Stark, I pushed myself to the best of my ability and got into a really good college. I will be come a mechanical/electrical engineer, and maybe someday make him proud.
Never have I ever cried so much watching a movie until Endgame. Just all of it I cried over. Then I went home and cried some more because the people who I looked up to most have now finished their stories and are moving on. Tony and Nat, we will never see again, well maybe we will but ultimately we cannot change the fact that they have died. I'd like to thank Stan Lee for giving me and this world the biggest and greatest superhero universe of all time. These movies and characters have been there for me when it seemed like no one else was. I moved a lot, like all the time, when I was a kid, so I never was able to keep friends or people I could trust very long. But everywhere I went, I had these movies, these characters, the wonderful and very talented actors and actresses that brought them to life.
It seems weird for a young adult to feel this way about fictional characters, but sometimes when you live a life like mine, you tend to try and hold onto things as much as possible. Losing the characters that have come with me through my childhood makes me feel alone. They have been with me for over a decade and now their line has ended and they cant come with me any further. I will get over it, eventually, but their stories and the impact they've made on my life will last forever. I don't know what the future holds for these stories and their characters, but they will never change to me.
Robert Downey Jr. will always be my Iron Man, Christ Evens will always be my Captain America, Mark Ruffalo my Hulk, Chris Hemsworth my Thor, Tom Hiddleston my Loki, Jeremy Renner my Hawkeye, and Scarlet Johannsen my Black Widow.
I love them all 3000
rachel. the. 1. and. only. :)