Two
Of course that still didn't make me as fast as I thought. He, the one that was saying my life wasn't a game, was, in fact playing a game. He was running after me, not even breaking a sweat I might add. He completely took me by surprise when he stopped and stared at me with his luminescent eyes, the ones the scared me to death yet comforted me at the same time. I would never tell him that though. I stop and look into those eyes, daring to take a step just to sit down on the cold floor. He laughs a low chuckle, one of the many things I have really never heard from the gorgeous lips of his. He laughs even louder now, quite relaxing to my head. I realize how many feelings I have towards him, all so confusing. Many over ruling the others.
The one that is barely recognizable is hate, because their really is no reason to hate him, he has yet tell me any reason why I'm here, and why I'm so special. Another one is resentment, he seems to have the world in his hands, and I can't even find myself out of this cold heartless meadow/marsh. The strong emotions are confusion, I have so many questions, and he hasn't answered any of them. I know there is one emotion buried underneath my brain, one that I was hiding for my self to soon figure out, one that I knew but hid. Hid from myself and of course him. I was falling in love with a guy I barely new, and I didn't know why I had this horrible, frantic, love story sprouting in front of my eyes, it was just out of my reach. Yet if I tried, really tried…
My eyes which I realized have been closed during my little conversation with myself. I look strait across, where the guy that was ruining my life, or so I think is, because right now he for all I know could be saving it, was sitting. He had a smile pasted on his lips, and his eyes are sparkling like stars, he seemed so happy, and I just had to get my answers.
"I know I am special, but why me? Why not the kid that picked his nose next door, or the one who never left his room except to do his business?" He blinks at me and takes time to understand what I just said to him. He looks at me and says.
"Well for one, maybe you are more lady-like then I thought, uh, that is quite disgusting. Yuck, some people you hang out with." I frown he just ruined the complement. I tried to ignore the way I could feel his eyes on me as I looked at the floor. I spoke. "You didn't answer my question." He laughs and takes a deep breath before speaking. "Ok, ok. Uh, well you won't believe me… It's destiny."
He smiled at me, how I know this because I could feel it, I don't know how I knew I just did. I look up just to make sure, and I was right. His teeth were shining bright even though the night had gotten dark. I ask more, wanting to get the answers. "If its destiny doesn't it mean it is already planned, and what does it have to do with me?" He smiles. "Destiny can always be changed, darling."
I blushed and he did a low chuckle. "Anything can be planned, but just as it can be planned it can be undone, or changed. You can always choose a different path." He did a low throat clearing, and clucked his tongue before speaking again. "You my dear are the good side, you were born by peace and love, there is no way that you can ever hurt anything, you are the reason why everyone ever since you were born has loved you, been jealous of you, or wished to be with you. You obviously are beautiful, and you get your beauty and life from love, and all things alive."
I looked into his eyes and remembered to breath. His eyes still took me by surprise. Heart breaking beautiful, scaring you to death if used to harm. I clear my throat. "You know you haven't, though everything that has happened, told me your name, and never told me my purpose, and your purpose." He laughed. "You want to know my name?" He says pointing to his chest, making me stare for a moment at it as he spoke to him self.
"Ok I guess it won't harm you to know my name. My name is Axel, man of peace. And just in case you are wondering, you, are the reason of my life on Earth, you are my life. Your name being Peace. So without you I would be just a man, and nothing else, so I thank you." He paused to see if I was soaking this all in, I really at the moment felt so confused. I ask. "You and I have a purpose what is it?"
