I found myself not too pleased, and in my room again; It seems my new home was not this house anymore, but really just my bed.

Mom and dad are fighting again... They do this so often that I wonder if they hit each other. I hope not. I guess I'm ok with them breaking apart, me and Sora saw it coming as they slowly started to fade apart, but I never thought they'd leave the relationship with such a violent ending.

I leaned back my head and just sat there with my ear plugs plunged into my head, drowning all noise outside of my little box. God I was such a slug now; I wish I had something better to do. Maybe I could sign up for lessons in something? You know, as a hobby or something. I always wanted to play the piano I guess, but I'm sure I'd fail at that... but you never know until you try, right? I shook my head. What am I thinking? I couldn't afford that, or anything really.

It seems when you stay still for a really long while, you slowly slip into sleep mode without even realizing it, because I now found my self slowly slipping into darkness, or at least that's what it looks like as my head flopped down to the pillow and my eyelids fell closed.

In my dream it was really blue, and I was walking on the ocean floor. The dream was a rather unique one, because usually you can't control yourself and just lay back and watch what happens. In this one, however, I was fully in control of myself, and that made it quite boring as I didn't know what to do.

Then I saw Sora. I froze and starred for a second, cursing my stupid, bloody mind that decided to taunt and depress me even in my own dreams. Hesitantly, I tried to call out to him... but I couldn't speak. How typical.

I then tried to swim towards him, a bit desperate now to get up close to him, but a current was keeping me away, whipping my blonde hair into my eyes and blinding me. I began to panic now as I found myself not breathing. It was very over whelming and I clung to anything I could get a hold on, trying to escape from the current, but it pulled me in and I just couldn't. Fucking. Breath. It was awful and my eyes widened as I began thrashing, adrenaline filling my veins.

Suddenly it all stopped, and I opened my eyelids to find a blurry vision. "I miss you too," the voice I know as Sora's whispered in my ear.

At this point, I was able to wake myself up. I was a bit sweaty, and I looked to see that my hands were rapped around my neck... tightly. Well this is freaky. I'm even suicidal in my dreams? Shit... Is this so kind of sleeping disease or something?

When my mom called me down I started to get ready, applying my dark makeup and all that jazz. Putting on my favorite black dress, I stumbled down the stairs. My mom then looked at me and rolled her eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing."

When I got to school, the first thing I noted was that there was a redhead beside me. "Ahem. Can I help you, my stalkrish friend?"

"Damn. I am caught."

"Obliviously."

"Anyway, what's with the dark makeup?" he asked.

"Changing the subject, now?" I smirked.

"Maybe," he mumbled. "Are you gonna answer my question?"

"I wear this make-up because I must hide my beauty from the world; It can be too great sometimes. I'm sure you'd understand that, right?" I laughed.

He nodded, putting on the act of seriousness. "Hm. Quite right. Thank you for thinking of the community," he said as he padded my back.

From there we started a casual conversation, making smart remarks and jokes as we walked. Axel suddenly halted, groaning and looking upset. "What?" I asked, starring at him curiously.

He pointed to the girl that just happened to be the pink haired one from yesterday. "You see her? Stay away from her; She's a real bitch sometimes to anyone she feels can out due her in anything, that's why she always hangs out with idiots- Not that the poor guys are mean or anything, just... stupid."

I smiled sadly. "Don't worry, I already know about her... Had a little show down in art class when she started complaining on how I get special treatment because..." I trailed off and gulped. "Certain circumstances."

Axel nodded, frowning. He looked back to where the girl we were talking about resided, only to find she was on her feet, walking. "Oh shit, she's coming this way," he whispered warningly.

"Hey, miss misery!" she called, stomping up to me. Axel took a step back as the girl pushed passed him, but he still looked a bit pissed and defensive as he only held back his fists because the certain person pissing him off was a girl.

"Hello pretty-fake-face!" I greeted happily. "How are you? I hope well." I smiled kindly.

She scoffed. "I didn't quite like what you did there yesterday, Roxas," she hissed, eyes narrowing. "I mean, I was only stating the truth!" she exclaimed, throwing on her own twisted smirk. Ew.

I scrunched up my face. "Oh, really? Yea I was just really having a hard time hearing your language- I must have miss heard you. What the hell were you talking about anyway?"

Her eyes narrowed further. "Listen, I'm not here to play happy little sarcastic joke time; I'm hear to give you a news flash." She pushed me, knocking me to the grassy floor. "Don't fuck with me, and just die already."

By this point I noticed that Axel had had enough with this, and had mentally screwed the rule of never hitting a girl as he sharply whacked the pink haired girl from the back of her head, making her squeak in pain.

"What the- Hey! You can't hit me! I'm a fucking girl, you dick!" she yelled, turning to face Axel.

"Wait, wait, wait... Your a girl!" Axel shouted, looking very surprised by this as I snickered, pulling myself up from the ground. "No way! That has to be some sort of mistake..."

"Ugh!" she yelled, whacking him to the head. "You bastard, shut up!"

With that she left and Axel turned his head to smile at me. I smiled sadly back too. "Sorry, I brought you into a fight that wasn't yours," I said apologetically.

"Ah, it was nothing... Actually, I should thank you; That was actually pretty fun!" he laughed.

"Yea," I breathed with a shrug, continuing my walking.

Today was going rather smoothly as I actually had something to look forward to afterwards. I was not going to that house I was spouse to be able to call home, or even my bed that I had made out to be, and call, my home. I was heading down the road from the school, to the cemetery. I was visiting Sora.

"Hey, Sora," I said happily, yet sadly as I sat down by the grave. "Mom and dad have been fighting more; I think their finally gonna split soon." I frowned. "I know this was expected for quite a long time, but I still can't help but feel sad that it is gonna happen..." I smiled then. "Gosh, I sure do miss being emo with you," I laughed jokingly.

I fixed my eyes on the stone for a second before finally taking a shaky breath. "I saw you in my dream- You talked to me... You said you missed me." I looked up and starred at the cold, blue sky then, trying to imagine them as Sora's bright sky blue eyes, but not even the glorious sky could compare.

Me and Sora both had rather dazzling pairs of eyes. His were light as the sky, and mine were dark as the ocean; Both beautiful shades of blue. I guess that's the only thing I liked about my self...

I dazed off into my thoughts, when suddenly I heard sniffling from a bush. I rose up, making my way to the shaking green leaves when a shriek came from them, "Who ever is there! Just leave!"

I starred in shock for awhile as the shaky sobs continued, and slowly I took a step back, thinking of just following the demands of the person in the bush. But something held me back.

I walked over to the plant, and leaned down as I pulled the leaves away so I could gaze in. I was efficiently alarmed to find crimson red stains on the grass, and looked further into the bush.

"I said to fucking leave!" a girl screamed.

"I'm sorry, but are you ok? I-I see blood... Are you injured? Need any help?"

"No! I'm fine!"

Despite the pleads I heard, I continued to try and find the person that I believed to be hurt. Finally the blood trail led to a huddled girl who appeared to be clenching her arm to her chest. I frowned and reached out my hand slowly, making sure not to startle her as I placed my hand to her shoulder.

"L-leave me alone," she gasped, shaking as clear trails slide down her cheeks.

I bit my lip, not sure what to say. "L-look, you are hurt... Let me see the damage. What happened?"

Steadily, I moved her arm to see a knife clenched in her fist, and cut marks all up her wrist. For a moment I was speechless, but I soon understood what was happening and how exactly the girl had gotten hurt.

"Listen, I know how it feels," I said comfortingly. "Please don't do that to yourself... It doesn't make anything better... I would know," I whispered, looking down a bit in shame.

She looked up to me and tipped her head, examining me. She sniffled and pulled her arm away, rolling up her sleeves and whipping her nose. "Sorry you had to see that, and sorry I yelled at you." She laughed lightly. "I'm Scarlet."

I smiled, looking up to her eyes. "I'm Roxas