My hand was shaking violently as I walked up to his flat which he shared with Octavia but thankfully she was in Hawaii with Lincoln. I got to the door and it took a few moments to get the courage to chap. When he answered all I could think of was 'will he not want to be a part of the baby's life.'
"Clarke, are you ok? What's wrong?" he asked, the fear was definitely on my face.
"Can I- I talk to you for a minute," wow how stupid, I can't believe I'm scared, it's just Bellamy, keep it together Clarke.
We sat on the couch, just like we did the night it happened. Well, here goes nothing. I tell him. After I was done explaining his face lit up with joy and swooped (AN I don't know if that's really a word) me off the couch and spun me around without a care in the world.
"So you will be here for me and the baby?" I said sounding like a scared little girl.
"Yes princess, I will always be here for you," he smiled and kissed me.
"You know I still have to tell my mother."
"Well this should be good because your mum is just a ray of sunshine," he said sarcastically, I punched him in the arm and we both burst out in a fit of laughter.
RING RING RING
After what felt like years she finally picked up.
"Hello. This is Dr Griffin," my mum is one of New York's most respected doctors and after I moved to South Carolina to be with Octavia who moved there three years before me, my mum wasn't too happy about me 'giving up a chance to be a doctor like her.' We hadn't talked since.
"Hi mum," I said not sure what to say to her.
"Clarke, baby how are you. I hate the way we left things last time I am so sorry, I should have respected your choice," she sounded really desperate.
"Mum I have to tell you something," I said as calmly as I could.
"What's wrong Clarke?"
"I'm pregnant," there was a long pause.
"Who is the father?" she asked, worry evident in her voice.
"Bellamy. Octavia's big brother."
"Clarke he… you… no Clarke he is a nobody and you could do so much better."
"No mum Bellamy is not a nobody and I love him. Look I don't even know why I called because all you do is tell me how I messed my life up!" I practically screamed into the phone and hung up.
"Wow, your mum is so pissed," Bellamy said after a few moments.
"Yes she isn't she," I felt my eyes filling up with tears and Bellamy could see it too.
"Hey why don't we go to the movies, my treat" he said grinning down at me.
"Ok let's go and we're getting nachos ok," I demanded.
"That's my princess."
After the movie we were walking back to his flat and two guys came out of a side street and grabbed Bellamy.
"Clarke run!" he shouted and hit the guy who attacked him, the other guy had a gun and it miss fired and Bellamy was shot. The two guys ran away and I called an ambulance while putting pressure in his wound. When the paramedics got here I quickly explained what happened.
After hours of waiting to find out if he was ok a doctor came over to me.
"Miss Griffin?" I shot up out of the seat, "Mr Blake is still recovering and will need to for quite a while, the bullet just missed his spine. He was lucky."
