"I would choose you more than anything in this world but it's not that simple" Syed explained.
"And you think my life is simple, you don't know how much u mean to me Sy you think my life is a bunch of roses" Christian said in an angry and emotional way.
Syed creeped up slowly so that he was standing next to Christian he wanted to be with him more than anything more than life it's self but his life was unfair at times selfish in a way he couldn't explain Christian was his true desire.
Syed grabbed Christian's hand holding it tightly but Christian looked down to the floor in disappointment he never felt like this before not even when he was dating James and James was his best friend at school.
"What's wrong?"
"You can't do this Syed" Christian said forcefully.
"Do what" Syed sounded more confused as Christian spoke.
"String me and Amira along it's not fair on the both of us so if you don't mind I have to continue packing".
"So that's it you're just going to leave just like that"
"Guess so yeah"
Syed couldn't handle Christian telling him that he was going to leave Walford or leave him so in his own little quiet rage he left his flat. He stood at the door for about 5 seconds before reality kicked in to overdrive it was his BIG Day.
Hours had passed since Syed was round Christian's and he was in his wedding attire it was dark, cold and raining heavily outside but everyone was making their way to Syed and Amira's Wedding it was held at a beautiful town hotel under a red Hut gold light's surrounding it but all Syed was worried about was Christian his secret lover soon to be gone out of the Square and out of his life forever.
Masood knocked on Syed's door
"Are you ready yet Syed everyone's waiting?"
As Masood finished speaking Syed emerged from his bedroom.
"Dad I need another hour"
Masood was puzzled at Syed's request so he just thought it was nerves and explained that he got nervous when it was his wedding day and that he was worried at first but everything got better eventually.
Syed wasn't worried about the wedding just about Christian as soon as this day came he knew he had to choice between Amira and Christian, follow his head or his heart.
"Dad I can't do this"
"What do you mean you can't do this course you can" Masood was getting really worried now.
"If I marry Amira I, I
Syed was struggling with his words he couldn't come to terms of what he was about to say this was the first time he was going to be honest to his father.
"Syed its ok just take your time and tell me I could help" Masood tried get everything out of Syed
Syed Hesitated at first but words were slowly coming out of his mouth.
"If I marry Amira I won't be happy I've tried to hide it but I can't cope no more I can't marry her I Can't marry someone who I don't really love"
Masood tried to understand why Syed was saying this and on his wedding day he was confused and puzzled at first he thought his son was having pre wedding jitters and now he knows it's something more serious, something much deeper.
Syed's phone vibrated it was a text from Christian Sy thought that he was texting to say he changed his mind about leaving
The text read:
Sy Its me I'm just letting you know that I still haven't changed my mind about leaving Walford and you made it quite clear to me before that you don't want me stick around so I'm sorry and Goodbye
All the Best
Christian x
Syed ran straight down the stairs and straight out through the door to the square his wedding suit was wet and damaged but he didn't care he wanted to find his true love before it was too late he was standing in the middle of the square not knowing which direction to run to and not knowing if he was too late could this be happening to him he was falling in love with Christian?