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Flashback:
No please don't do this to me Matt you know I love you.
If you loved me then you wouldn't hang on Jeff all of the time.
But Matt, you are the one that I want Jeff and I have some news for you.
Andria we are done, that's it we are done.
No Matt, please give me another chance, I have something to tell you
End of Flashback:
This is what I was trying to tell you, as Matt went right to the child named Adam, whose face he knew all so well. It was a mini version of him.
Why didn't you send me legal papers or some thing like that for support?
Matt I love you too much to do that to you, I wanted to be able to tell you on my own but you would not listen. As for support I don't need your money we are getting along just fine tight but fine.
Flashback:
Oh Jeff I am so happy I am pregnant do you think Matt will be happy al so?
I am sure that he will be (This is where Matt walked in to Jeff twirling me around)
No please Matt I really need to talk to you.
I don't care what it is. Just go I don't want to here any thing from you
But……..
Andria I just don't care just go.
End of flashback;
I really didn't know how you would take the news about me being pregnant, so I told Jeff first, and what you walked in on was a celebration not any kind of hanging on thing. I never hung on him and you know it. Just a hug hello and good bye and I was there to talk to him, and if he needed a shoulder to cry on. Like I was there for most of the locker room, I was the sympathetic ear and shoulder. I don't know what I did to make you so mad that night all I know is when I left, I knew if you really loved me and you had made a mistake you would call me. I never changed my number. I tried to call you but I kept getting your voice mail. I even tried talking to Shannon on MySpace but he just kept telling me that if you wanted to talk to me you would. Hell even he knew I was pregnant. Nobody ever told you, Did they?
Nobody ever told me that you were pregnant. How many people knew?
About half the locker room knew that I was going to tell you that night when you kicked me to the curb. Hell they probably think that is the reason why you did. When you told me you didn't want to hear any thing from me that is when I decided not to tell you at all, until Jeff cornered me at the mall and told me that I had to tell you.
He is so handsome just like his dad, as Matt played blocks with him.
I know he is, that's why I love him so much and that's why I never stopped loving his dad.
Even after I was such an a to you, you still love me?
Yes Matt, I still do love you, I never stopped. That's why I could never bring myself to date any one else
I don't know what happened back then all I knew is that I was that I had a bad night and I was an a and the next thing I knew you were gone.
You told me to go and never to talk to you again or let me rephrase that you didn't care what I had to say just go.
Matt continued to play with Adam, this time he brought some cars over to him.
Matt, he knows who you are; I have sat down with him every night showing him pictures of you and telling him that you are his daddy and that you can't be with us because you work allot. We watch you on T.V… he gets all excited yes at the age of two he gets all excited about wrestling especially when daddy wrestle's.
He really knows who I am.
Yes he does, he just doesn't play with any one, and Matt he knows that you are his daddy.
Just then Adam handed Matt a car and started to mumble dada here dada car.
Matt just looked at me and I told him there has been no other men in my life except my dad but he died when Adam was a year and a half old. The next thing Matt knew Adam was hanging on Matt.
Matt picked him up and started to talk to him ever so caringly. Why didn't you ever try to contact me?
I tried Matt but all I got was your voice mail. I couldn't bring my self to do it that way. You were so mad at me I just thought you were just ignoring my calls.
You could have just said that you needed to talk to me and left me your number, I am not that cold hearted I would have called you back.
Matt I am so sorry, I should have let you know sooner but after that night I really believed you wanted nothing to do with me.
Adam pulled on Matt's hair I told him no and to be nice as I removed Matt's hair from Adams hand. Adam just started to cry and buried his head into Matt's shoulder. Matt just looked at me like I was so mean. He wasn't hurting me.
That may be so but if he does it to you then he thinks he can do it to every one. When he does it to me it hurts. (As I pulled the side of his hair to look at me and for some reason I kissed him) Wow I am so sorry Matt; I don't know what came over me.
Andria, are you and Adam staying in town tonight?
Matt, this is where I live; you don't remember any thing about me do you?
I am so sorry I wasn't thinking. Could I come to your house for the night so we can talk, I have a couple of days off and I would like to spend them with Adam if that is ok with you?
I would like that very much I have so much to tell you and so many pictures and home movies to show you of all the things you have missed. I want you to get caught up on Adam's life.
No you don't understand I want to talk to you. When you kissed me…..
Matt I said I was sorry.
We got back to my tiny apartment and Matt asked if he could put the sleeping Adam to bed.
Sure just don't trip over any thing I didn't have time to clean it because Jeff kidnapped us so I couldn't come back. He bought me and Adam new outfits and diapers and wipes so we could come with him right away.
That sounds like my brother when he is on a mission he doesn't let any excuse get in the way. (When he got back from putting Adam to bed) Andria you don't know how much I wanted to call you but I wasn't in my right mind that night. When you did call you never left me a message, so I never knew what you wanted.
Matt you seen my number on the caller ID why didn't you call me back? It made me feel like even a missed call I wasn't important. I did muster up enough energy to leave a message once. I told you I still loved you but I didn't leave my name.
I did get that message and I knew it was from you. Andria When you kissed me earlier I felt something that I haven't felt for along time, well since we were together. I felt a spark
What a spark is that why you wanted to come back here with me where was the spark Matt, in your pants, did you think that because we have a child together now, you can just come back and pick up where we left off. Just remember you are the one that kicked me to the curb.
Andria I'm so sorry for saying the things I said to you, I knew that you were the go to person that listened to every ones problems. I knew that you were the psychologist of the group. You put your degree to good work.
Matt do you know what I do for a living right now? No you don't because you stopped caring about me two and a half years ago. I am a child protection social worker. I go and check the allegations of child abuse. I remove these neglected and abused kids from their homes and put them in foster care. That job is the hardest job in the department if you ask me; I see so much hurt and anguish, some days it is hard to come home. But I come home every day and thank god that I have my baby to love and take care of and the hope of maybe I will run into his daddy and maybe his daddy will realize what a jerk he was and may be return the love that I have for him. I don't mean sex, I mean the feeling of love the hand holding, the affection you know every thing before we had before we became intimate.
Matt was sitting on the love seat, he lifted his hand out for me to take, I took it and he pulled me down next to him, because I was so worked up I was in tears. He just took me and held me close. I just pulled away I didn't want him to feel obligated to have to comfort me in any way.
Andria please let me be your shoulder I promise that's all I will be if that is what you want.
The thing is Matt is I do want more and I can't let myself get in to that rut again only to be kicked to the curb again.
Andria I promise I won't do that ever again. I realize what I lost and it has taken me over two years to figure it out. Even if there were no Adam I still would have come around. I have known our little boy for only a few hours but I love him already, just like his mom.
Matt, can we talk more in the morning? I got my first call at 3 am this morning from the hospital, so that means I have been up almost um 22 hours.
Of course why didn't you say something sooner, I will go back to my room and I will come back tomorrow.
Didn't you say that you had a couple of days off that you wanted to spend with Adam?
Yes I did say that I just have to make more reservations for a couple of more nights at the hotel.
Matt don't go stay here. I really want you to stay with me. You can go and get your things tomorrow. You can sleep on my bed and I will sleep in my bed. Remember how we used to do that all the time? Besides if I get called in then I don't have wake up Julie she is in high school she comes and watch's him until her mom takes him to daycare for me. You can just stay with him. That is if you want.
I would be honored to stay and I promise I won't touch you. But can I at least have another kiss? (I kissed him again this time more than I had earlier, again I said I was sorry, Matt just pulled me in and gave me a big hug and whispered in my ear there's nothing to be sorry for)