Chapter Two Disclaimer: I do not own John Cena, or any of the Cena or Predka families. They own themselves, and Cena's soul belongs to Vince McMahon. Krys and her baby are only my property, and my soul belongs to...let's not go into that, shall we? LOL.

xXFlashback - Five Months EarlierXx

John rolled off of her with a groan, and took a deep breath. "Wow," he gasped as he lay next to her. "You were great."

"I shouldn't have done this," Krys whispered, covering her eyes with a hand. "I don't like this, not one bit."

"Chill, girlie, chill. It's not like we've never done it before."

"But that was BEFORE I met Matt!" Krys cried. "I cheated on my husband..."

Chapter 2

"Matty how could I have done this to you?" Krys asked herself as she lay in bed two nights later. "I had an affair with your BROTHER of all people! I don't know how I can live with myself knowing that this baby might not be yours. My only hope is that you can forgive me."

She closed her eyes and tried not to think back to when she and Matt were happiest. They were happy all throughout their marriage, but the last five months, she'd been hiding this terrible secret from him. Ever since she'd found out she was pregnant, her conscience was eating her alive. She couldn't eat, she couldn't sleep, she could only sit and think of how horrible she'd been to her husband.

"God, Matty, I wish I hadn't done this to you. I loved you. You did nothing wrong, yet I committed adultery. You did nothing to deserve this, and I hate myself for cheating on you with John!"

She yelled bitterly and hit her pillows until Carol and the rest of the Cenas came running into her room. She took one look at Krys, then shooed everyone else away, closing the door. She sat on the bed, and Krys buried her head into a pillow. "Krystle honey, tell me what's wrong?" she asked.

"I'm dying of guilt and shame!"

"No you're not, sweetie," Carol said soothingly. "Why are you so upset? Does it have to do with Matt's death?"

"It's more than that, Mrs. Cena," Krys said. "Like I said, I'm dying of guilt and shame, and it's all my fault, and I deserve it all!"

"What did you do to think you deserve to die of guilt and shame?"

"I can't tell you. You will hate me."

"My dear, I could NEVER hate you, you know that," Carol said gently. "Whatever it is you've done, you know I will always forgive you. Now, please, what is it you've done?"

Krys sat up and faced Carol, her eyes full of self-despicality, regret and sorrow. "I...I cheated on Matty, and I don't know if my baby is his or...or...or John's." She put her head in her hands and started to cry again. "I hate myself, Carol."