Four girls woke up and prepared to get to class at St. Benedict's that
day.
One rose well before the sun came up, giving her enough time to do some
aerobics and treadmill before leaving for school. She had to keep
in top physical condition in order to maintain her place on the swim team.
Especially after the few training dates she had missed after that incident
when she found racial slurs scrawled all over her gym locker in red lipstick.
Rochelle knew it was Laura Lizzie who did it--that evil Marsha Brady-lookalike
plagued her from day one at St. Benedict. It was hard being virtually
the only African-American in an all-white school. But she knew she couldn't
quit pursuing her dreams just because some bitches were intent on making
her life hell. If only this thing with Manon was true... She felt
guilty doubting the existence of Manon, of using terms such as "if", but...what
if they were all doing these spells for nothing? Then they really
would be the freaks the rest of the school thought they were, three crackpot
girls talking to an imaginary "friend"... Rochelle expertly applied the
dark Berry lipstick to her mouth and made a promise to herself--if something
didn't happen soon, anything, she would quit the circle. She buoyed
her pride, those beautiful brown corkscrew curls, with her fingers, making
them rest on her head just so. Then she frowned in thought.
Yeah. Quit the circle. And then convince her parents to get
her into a new school, because even Lousy Lizzie was nothing compared to
the wrath of a particular hot-tempered witch with short jet-black hair
she knew...
Another girl lay in under her covers for almost a hour in dread before
getting up. It wasn't so much school she was dreading, though that
was no picnic for her either. It was taking off her clothes to take
a shower. Taking a glimpse, no matter how hard she trained herself
not to, of her deformed skin in the mirror. The sickening feeling
in the pit of her stomach as her fingers glided over the rough bumpy scar
tissue of her back. Bonnie wished she never had to take a shower a again,
wished that she never had a reason to remove the layers of bulky clothing
she draped herself in. But she didn't need to add poor hygiene to
the reasons why the other kids shunned her. Bad enough being Burn-Victim
Bonnie. She got out of bed, quickly took off her pajamas and underwear,
ignored her mirrors, and jumped into the shower. She was done in
ten minutes, and in less than five more she was covered up again. The curves
of her well-endowed chest were still visible behind her bra and shirt and
sweater and jacket; barely, but it was there. She could be pretty.
She could be a knockout, she knew she could, if only Manon could hear...Bonnie
knew Rochelle was getting impatient. But she still held out hope.
And she was determined to stay. You know, for as long as 'Chelle
did. She didn't know if she could handle being in the circle with
Nancy alone. Besides, two was too small a number. In fact,
so was three, as she pointed out to Nancy several times, before letting
the subject drop, she had too little friends to begin with and didn't need
to lose the few she had.
Yet another girl grabbed her clock upon hearing its annoying beeping
and threw it across the room. Nancy was irritable today, more than
usual. Something felt wet under the sheets, uncomfortable, and she
pulled them back to find a bloody mess. Damn, she didn't expect it
this early! Didn't she just have it? She could keep the phases
of the moon straight for Esbats but couldn't keep track of her own menstrual
cycle...Dammit damn damn!!! Mommy Dearest was going to have a cow if these
stains didn't come out, but she didn't have time to wash anything.
Nancy always gave herself just enough time to hop out of bed and get out
the door, reason being that she hated life in this trailer so much she
wanted to limit her waking minutes in its surroundings. Only time
she felt anything anywhere near the realm of "good" was when she played
loud rock music and sat before her little makeshift altar. If it
wasn't her lush mom harping at her, it was her lech stepdad pawing at her.
It was like her only reason to be on this Earth was to suffer in degradation.
Her mom, stepdad, Chris, the rest of the stinkin' school. If she
could key into the power of Manon, things would certainly be different.
If she could draw the power of Manon into herself, some people would definitely
get lessons hurled their way, as well as lightening bolts. She thought
back to the spell the girls cast a couple of days before. Would anything
happen? Nancy lined her eye in heavy black, the bright blue of her
iris in sharp contrast. Something better happen. Something better.
Something better happen, it just better happen. Or else God help
even Manon.
The last girl, much like Bonnie, was reluctant to get out of bed, but
for different reasons. It was her first day at her new school.
She didn't have the school uniform yet, so it would be even more awkward.
Sarah knew her dad was a sweetie and would let her stay home until she
got the regulation skirt and blouse, but she just felt strongly that it
had to start, it being her New Life. It indeed was the end of the
beginning for her, and now she just had to throw herself into her new routine
as soon as possible. Still, such a go-getter attitude didn't erase
the fact that she felt like heck this morning. Part of it was the
bad dreams she had. Nightmares about snakes, fire, strange women
chanting in front of flames. It had gotten so bad that she woke up
in the middle of the night and grabbed her mother's picture to her chest.
She guessed this all had to be expected. Anxiety, being the "new
kid". The bum with the snake didn't help either. She still remembered
the garbage bag sitting out on the lawn, its lumpy contents being the dead
serpent. She regretted the death of the animal. It couldn't
help what it was. It wasn't evil...wasn't good, either. It
just was. It looked pathetic lying there on the floor, mortally wounded.
The scars on her wrists itched. A knock on her door. Dad came
in, an apron tied around his waist, a tray of hearty eggs and toast in
his hands. "Rise and shine, Sarah! Brand new day!"
*** *** ***
Dad's car pulled up in front of St. Benedict's. Sarah looked warily
out onto the campus.
"You could wait, you know...just until you got a school uniform--you
don't *have* to go now..."
"I can't stay home and watch daytime tv for the rest of my life..."
Sarah answered, thinking back not to the last two days but to the period
of time she spent at home after "the incident".
"Why not? I could..."
Sarah wished she could share her father's sense of humor, but the truth
was she was scared to death and just wanted to leap out of the car before
she lost nerve and asked her dad to drive her home.
"I just want to get started and get it over with..."
"Well, you look good, good luck...Jenny'll pick you up..."
Sarah got out and closed the car door behind her.
"I'll walk..."
The words just flew out of her mouth, she hoped dad didn't think she
was angry at Jenny. Might have been nice, a familiar face to greet
her after a day in Heck. Why did she say that?
"You sure?"
No, I'm not sure, maybe--
"Yes."
Ooohhkay, Sarah thought, I guess I am walking home alone through a strange
neighborhood tonight. Greaaaat idea! Maybe run into her friend
the homicidal snake-handling drifter. Or even weirder...
Sarah hoped she didn't look too much like the scared neophyte walking
through the St. Benedict campus, books clutched to her chest, eyes darting
from side-to-side as she absorbed her surroundings--but she knew she did.
Her street clothes stuck out like a sore thumb in the sea of dark blazers
and vests. She would have given anything for a friend right now,
or at least a friendly student willing to give her a tour, give her the
rundown of the cliques and places to hang out, people to avoid.
A big crucifix hanging on the side of a building caught her eye.
She was never a big religious person, though it might have come handy during
certain difficult periods of her life. Part of it was a fear, a stupid,
silly fear, that God would not like her for some reason. For some
reason--like maybe she could do things that God didn't approve of, things
that some might say came from a different place. She didn't mean to do
those things. She wasn't even sure if she really did them.
Things like making a cup fly off a table. Visions. Premonitions.
The closest thing Christianity had to address things like that were exorcists,
but funny, she didn't feel exactly like Linda Blair. Still, it'd
be nice to have some sort of spiritual center to her life, a reassurance
that she wasn't on the Highway to Hell. Ha, she thought, good luck
finding that at a parochial high-school. Hellooooo prayer meets and
bingo...
*** *** ***
They had a name for the three girls. When the three girls passed
by in the hall, it was like the parting of the Red Sea, students just got
the heck out of their way and tried to avoid eye-contact. Nancy liked
that just fine, let them be scared. She strode past them all with
an air of defiance, her friends at either side of her. Bonnie's head
was buried in her Witches Almanac, she pretended not to notice the stares
but they never failed to hurt her. Rochelle, much like the other
students they passed, avoided eye-contact and tried to look cool, but it
came off a little sheepish.
"All the good people...all the good people...they don't don't know about
me...they don't know about me..."
Three boys in particular reacted to the girls as they walked by, and
with good reason--they were Chris Hooker and his two friends, Trey and
Mitt.
"Hey, scary bitch alert," Trey announced.
"Oh! I thought it was Satan," Mitt said in mock horror.
Chris, however, just poked around in his locker and just looked at them
soundlessly as his two buddies began to pray to God for protection.
The look Nancy shot back at them could have melted steel.
They had a name for these three girls, and though it was used in jest
and derision Chris held a conviction in his chest that it was probably
true. The reoccurring crabs he suffered ever since he dumped Nancy
attested to *that*.
*** *** ***
The girls went to their lockers. Bonnie lifted her head just a
little out of her book, enough to address her friends.
"The Almanac says today will bring the arrival of something," she said
hopefully.
"Yeah, wonderful," Nancy said, shoving her backpack into the locker,
"I'm getting my RAG..."
Bonnie continued, undaunted.
"A new wholeness, and with it a new balance...earth, air, fire water,
maybe it's our Fourth..."
Not this crap again, Nancy thought, tugging the black noose she kept
in her locker.
"We don't NEED a Fourth..."
"Nancy, we need someone to call the corners: north, south, east and
west."
Rochelle looked up from some class notes and said casually,
"Four would make a circle..."
Nancy, definitely irritated by the direction this little discussion
was heading, motioned towards a burly female security guard and scrunched
up her face in a wicked smile.
"Maybe *she* can be our Fourth..."
The girls giggled.
"I *love* a woman in uniform," Nancy laughed, and the three went to
class.
*** *** ***
Sarah's first class that morning was French. Good, she was in
advanced French in her old school, at least she would know the subject
and not be a total spaz.
"Bonjour class!" the teacher said, finishing a sentence on the board.
Si vous aviez faites vos devoirs, vous comprandriez: Sarah knew
instantly what that meant, if you did the homework, you'd understand.
Next, the teacher said he hoped everybody had a good weekend, and singled
out one student, Mitt, who was joking around with his friends Trey and
Chris. Sarah paused at Chris. Hmmm, he was kind of cute.
"Monsieur Roger, votre weekend: c'est bien aussi?"
Mitt's goofy face looked like someone was speaking Martian to him.
"Uh...tres bien...mon-sewer..."
The class laughed; Sarah felt uncomfortable at the way the boys mocked
the teacher, cute guy among them or no. Geez, what jerks!
"Que ce faite, votre weekend...vous allez a la plage, concert de rock...cherchez
la femme?"
Roger's face looked even more bewildered. Chris scribbled something
on his notebook: did you go out with a girl? Immediately things began
to register for Mitt.
"Oh, you mean did I get *laid*?"
"En francais, Monsieur Roger, en francais..." the teacher playfully
reproached him.
"Um, oui...beaucoup de...beaucoup de laid."
This got even a bigger charge out of the class. Sarah couldn't
hold herself any longer, and muttered "what a jerk" in French under her
breath. The teacher's face brightened up at her remark, and his was
not the only attention she garnered...Chris Hooker suddenly noticed the
ravishing brunette as well.
Mitt was less pleased.
"What's that snail-trail saying about me?"
The teacher simply smiled and pointed to the phrase on the board.
"Yeah, this is L.A., we should be learning Mexican, or something...
Sarah shrunk from the attention, from the praise of her teacher and
the scrutiny of the class. She didn't like to be singled out.
She didn't like to feel different, probably because she understood just
how different she was, how different...just block it out, ignore it. And
the class soon went on to other butcherings of the French language.
But as Sarah slowly twirled the point of her pencil onto her desk, another
pair of eyes fell upon her. Bonnie had a intuitive sense just then
to watch the girl, to keep her sight on her, and good thing she did--Sarah
removed her hand from the pencil and made it somehow continue to twirl.
Bonnie's pupils widened. This was the first real bit of "magic" see
had seen since her and the others started the whole witch thing!
This was it! This was the Fourth!
The pencil lead slowly, quietly grounded into Sarah's desk. Her
entire attention was focused on it. She might have gone on indefinitely
but Bonnie let out a tiny gasp of air.
The two girls met each other's gaze for a split second. The pencil
fell over and rolled off the desk.
Sarah pretended nothing happened, she looked away nervously and back
to her book. But she was shaken.
*** *** ***
Bonnie made the whispery announcement to Nancy and Bonnie at Bio class.
" "She *who*?" Nancy asked, her face creasing in puzzlement.
" A small fear caught Nancy in the gut, but she expressed it in humor,
placing her hand on Bonnie's forehead.
"Are you *feeling* okay?"
Meanwhile, Sarah asked the nun about the lab groups, and headed to the
first group she found. The three girls seemed okay, the middle one
looked a little wild, but she thought they'd be fine. She put on her friendliest
face.
"Hi, do you guys mind if I sit with you, because I have to find a lap
group..."
They just looked at her. Well, the middle girl did more than *look*,
she sorta flashed an expression like "get lost, scram, go to hell".
The response totally shocked Sarah, and she just blinked.
"Okay..."
Then she left. Bonnie looked after her in alarm.
" Bonnie's heart dropped: she knew in her heart that this was the one,
the Fourth, their only chance to really make Manon listen, and they blew
it! Rochelle glared at Nancy as well.
" Ugh, Nancy hated this! What was the big deal? Surely that
mousy girl wasn't a fourth of anything, c'mon!
"What?" Nancy exclaimed innocently, but even she could not deny
that for a few moments she felt it too, felt the four elements coming together.
*** *** ***
Now Sarah really wished that she would have let Jenny pick her up!
She was beyond miserable. School back in San Francisco had its rough
spots, but never had she encountered girls so mean as this, for no good
reason at all. She hated this school, she felt totally alone and
alien and wished she never woken up that morning.
She was so lost in her misery that she never noticed Chris Hooker sneaking
up on her.
"Hi," he said.
"Hi..."
"You're Sarah, right?"
"Yeah..."
"I'm Chris...I just wanted to apologize for those guys in French--they're
assholes."
Sarah felt attracted to him all right, but she wasn't going to let him
off the hook that easy.
"Well, you know what they say: you are what you hang with..."
"Right," Chris said, blissfully ignorant of the diss until something
clicked..."Wait: you just called me an asshole?"
Sarah's face broke out in a smile, the first she had since she stepped
foot on this campus.
Chris smiled roguishly at her: these smart-tongued, intellectual girls,
they always *did* turn him on...
"You did, didn't you?"
"I'm sorry, my defenses are up: people here have been *very* rude to
me..."
Chris looked concerned.
"Oh *really*? Who else?"
Sarah quickly looked past him for a second and back.
"Those three girls...look behind you..."
Her heart froze as he turned all the way around to get a glimpse...last
thing she needed was to get these girls more angry at her (though why they
were in the first place was beyond her).
"*Don't* stare..."
Chris did a mock stretch and turned his head.
"Slick..." Sarah laughed.
The devil-may-care expression on Chris's face dropped at the sight of
Nancy, Bonnie, and Rochelle. They sat under a large mural of Our Lady Of
Guadalupe, the three of them glaring at him and Sarah, looking surly.
"Oh, shit...it's The Bitches of Eastwick"..."
Sarah didn't quite get the reference.
"What?"
"Whatever you do, stay away from them..."
Hm, she knew these girls were rude but they didn't exactly seem like
the faces on Wanted posters...
"Why?"
"Well, you see the girl on the right," Chris said, motioning at Nancy,
"she's a major *slut*...I don't know from experience or anything...
And the one in the middle, she's got these...burn scars...all over her
body--I haven't seen them but friends of mine have. Anyway they're---nah,
never mind..."
"What? What..."
Chris leaned in and looked serious.
"They're *witches*!"
Okay, this was sort of disappointing...sounded like a fairy-tale you
tell a youngster to put them to sleep and eat their vegetables...
"Witches?" Sarah asked in disbelief.
Chris looked away.
"Well, that's what people say..."
He changed the subject...it was time to go into what he was really there
for...
"So, what're you doing after school today?"
Sarah's heart skipped a beat. No wonder she shoo-shooed Jenny
from picking her up. Great!
"Nothing, I guess," she answered flirtatiously
"Really?"
"Really!"
He looked away again.
"I'm *busy*...football practice. Want to come watch?"
Geez, this school was full of jerks, Sarah thought. Yet she really
liked him.
"Hmm, football practice...that's soooo tempting!" she said sarcastically,
hoping it didn't sound so sarcastic he would want to stop seeing her.
He flashed her another of his devastating smiles as he left...yeah,
he was a jerk, it was pathetic, but she really really liked him.
Maybe it was the vulnerability of being new in town, she didn't know...she
just knew that she liked him, that her life was suddenly filled with an
intriguing new reason to keep going to school, and if that kept her attendance
high, what was the harm?
Chris Hooker likes me, hot damn, she thought.
Better still, when she looked up, the girls were gone. The...*witches*.
Hm. She didn't think anything more about that, it was probably what
guys called girls they didn't like since time immemorial. Besides:
if *anybody* was a witch around here, it'd have to be...
Si vous aviez faites vos devoirs, vous comprandriez
