Hello everyone I'm very happy to see that there's actually some people Reading my story that they like it and also thanks for the reviews and sorry about the time it took me to upload chapter 2 but you know school can be a pain sometimes but you will be happy to know that this chapter is longer than the last one I will take note about separating the dialogs cause it's true that is a little difficult to read them all straight son here's the new chapter but first I want to make clear that I don't own rugrats or the all grown up series.

Chapter 2

Being afraid of changes

Kimi was walking with chukie towards their house but her mind was elsewhere thinking about that strange feeling that she had when Tommy was talking with phil at Java lava she felt that something bad was going to happen and it was related with tommy so she was trying to find something in his conversation whit Phil that could give her a trace.

Flash back

"so is it ok with you guys I mean that I go on whit football practices" phil was saying as tommy was giving him a brothers hug " as long as it is okay whit you it ok whit us I mean it's not like you were going away of the country or something " Tommy said in a funny way while wrestling phil to the ground .

End of flashback

When she remembered the last thing Tommy said before wrestling phil to the ground she finally realized what was the thing that gave her that strange filling "Is not like you were going out of the country…. Could it be that tommy is going away and he is hiding it from us" she thought to herself but suddenly she was thrown out of her thoughts as she felt that she bumped against something.

"Hey Kim are you alright" Chuckie said with a worried face as he was helping his sister to stand up again "I can't believe that you didn't see that mailbox It was in front of you".

"Yeah I'm alright Chuck don't worry" she said as she was standing up "and well I didn't see it because I was thinking about something that has been bothering me since we left java lava"

"What is it kim you know you can tell Is it because of what lil said about Z?"Chuckie said while the both started walking again.

"No it's not that it's about tommy I fell like he is hiding something" she said whit a gloomy expression on the face.

"Gosh kimi don't tell that you are still worried about that lame joke he made about kissing a girl in the park just before he met with us" he said with a little anger on his voice "And besides why are you bothered by this … (he was getting more and more angry) OOOhhhh don't tell me that you two have a secret relationship because if you do I will …"

Kimi turned and hit chuckie quite hard on the shoulder "COME ON DON'T BE AN ASS CHUCK ITS NOT THAT" she took a deep breath I order to get calmed "And beside how many times do I have to say it I don't like him that way…. "As she said that she thought to herself "The truth is that im madly in love whit him but I can't accept it Couse what if he doesn't like me"

"Ok I believe you but god you hit hard sis" he said while rubbing his shoulder "Anyway in that case what is the thing about tommy that is bothering you so much"

"Well I'm not sure at all chuck it's just this feeling that something is going to change and is gong to be bad" she said whit a very sad look on her face " I mean chuckie do you think that tommy could be hiding from us something that is really bothering him" when she said that she feel like if she was about to cry.

Chuckie stopped walking and then he turned to her and hug her he knew ta she was very sad but it was strange even for him he had never seen kimi so worried about someone not even him or their parents "Don't worry kimi I don't think tommy would hide anything from us specially to you I mean as I see it you are the only girl that has gotten to know the real tommy I'm quite sure that if he had something bothering him you would be one of the first persons to hear about it …. I mean you are like a sister to him"

"Thanks a lot chukie that really makes me feel better" she said while wiping away a tear that was forming on one of her eyes "So that's how tommy feels about me… but I don't want him to look at me as a sister what I want is …. o well I think its ok for now" she thought to herself "lets hurry chucky its getting quite and I'm starving" and whit that the two brothers start running towards their house

Meanwhile at the pickles house entrance

"Say T I think that you will need some exercise now that Phil is getting serious whit the soccer practices…. Well only If you don't want to changes papers whit him yow know instead o being the ass kicker on your wrestling games you will be the one getting his as kicked" Dil said on a jokingly way.

"You know you got a point there now I'm thinking that I shouldn't have told him that it was ok whit us if he wanted to join to the soccer team" tommy said while he was opening the front door of the house

The two brothers got into the house and as they were walking towards the kitchen they heard voices coming from the dining room "We are home" the both boys shouted

"welcome back boys could you come here "Didi said

The both boys went into the dining room and there was a lot of food on the table but the most important thing is that all the food was tommy and Dil favorite dishes yet tommy noticed that his mom had a sad look on the face when she looked at him.

"So what are we celebrating" tommy asked

It took some time but booth of their parents said at the same time "well guys of course this is something to celebrate about but first we have to talk about something really important whit you two and we ask you for your understanding"

"What did we do this time?" the both brothers asked with a worried face

"Nothing boys the thing that we have to talk about is of something that all of us will have to do very soon" their mother said to them as she started serving the dinner "so Stu why don't you start telling them"

"Ok Didi ….. Boys as you know the last few months I´ve been working like crazy … but it was for a good reason you see a very important company from England contacted me apparently because they hear about the work that I did with that giant Reptar robot at the French branch of reptar land so they have told me that they are planning to launch a full scale project that consist on building amusement parks all around the world and it also includes the idea of creating whole new line of new generation toys and they want me to work as director of the project…" Stu was talking but Tommy interrupted him.

"WOW that's really cool dad I bet that there's big money involved in you working at that project and also the fact that we will have access to all those amusement parks for sure" Tommy seemed really happy but something about his dad face was giving him the creeps because since he start talking he got an emotionless look on his face.

"There is something that you haven't told us about that job right?" tommy said with a very worried look on the face

"Well champ you see there are certain conditions that the company ask from us in order to work for them and one of those is total disposition at every time and they think that a family being separated can represent an obstacle for this total disposition …. So as a requisite for this job we will have to…." Stu was getting very nervous because he didn't knew how to explain this to his sons after all this was going to be an enormous change in their lives.

"We have to do what?" The both kids said rather loudly they were also getting nervous, but in that same moment Didi turned to look at their child's as she grabbed her husband hand and said.

"We will have to leave the Country and go to live at England from now on" Didi said whit a lot of decision in her voice "But it won't be that bad after all Lievshits says that big changes are good for the formation of a good kid and the company is giving us a good house at London center square, you will be attending to a private academy from now on they will also give us two cars and the income of your father well it will be multiplied by ten"

There was something that was getting tommy to be really pissed off but he wasn't sure if it was the fact that his parents were telling him that he had to leave all his life behind and go to live in another country, or the fact that every word that was coming from his mother mouth about how grate life was going to be at London was like a knife stabbing him directly on the heart and with all his might he tried to suppress all that anger he was filling inside him in order to be able of asking

"For how long do we have to leave the country and when do we have to leave" Stu was capable of seeing all the anger that tommy was hiding on those words and he knew what was going to happen when his son hear the answer to those questions but there was no way of avoiding the so he just answer them.

"Look champ the time that we will have to spend at London is undefined because this is a really big project" he said as he could see the anger increasing on his son eyes.

And then his mother gave him the answer to the other question " Well sweetie I'm afraid that we will have to leave the next Friday but you have to know this is not our decision it's a condition that the company put at you father and also you have to understand that this is a one life opportunity to him and to all of us" no reaction was coming from tommy … "I know that you can remember all those failed experiments that your dad made while trying to make something big but now that he has finally manage to get something great he is asking you for your support so please understand"

But there was a war of mixed fillings at tommys head from anger to sadness was going on inside him "TO UNDERSTAND THEY ARE ASKING ME TO UNDESTAND WHEN THEY ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO THROW AWAY AVERYTHING THAT I GOT HERE IN LESS THAN A WEEK" he thought to himself and with that thought he exploded .

"I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU TWO SELFISH BASTARDS ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO THROW AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE HERE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT MORE MONEY" he practically shouted that at his parents faces but he was too angry to even realize what he was doing

"Tomas Malcolm Pickles that no way to speak to your parents" Didi and Stu said at the same time whit a bossy tone at that time Dil was really scared of both her parents and his brother who was acting in a very bad way so he just left the room running and crying as he went upstairs the last thing that they hear from him was the noise that the door of his room made when he closed it whit all of his strength.

"I don't care of anything you have to say you monsters you are asking me to leave my friends an all the people that I love behind just because you want a better job" he said but this time with tears falling from his eyes " Don't you see that all my life is here all the good and the bad memories that I had with you and with the gang are here in this house in this city why do you want to destroy that" he said and his parents could feel al the anger and sadness on his words.

"Gosh I can't even look you at the eyes you both are disgusting I'm out of here" Tommy said and the he bashed towards the front door and then he just started running without direction he just wanted to get as far as he could from that house he was felling a terrible mixture of anger sadness shame and hate so he keep on running until he reached the public park this was also a place where he had a lot of memories whit his beloved friends but soon this was going to disappear along whit all his other memories so he just decided to look at the place for the last time so he walked over a bench that was in front of a playground where he used to hang out with his friend when they were younger and sit up there just to stare at the night sky.

"Stu I think that we have to go and look for tommy it's getting late" Didi said with a concerned look on her face

"Didi I think that is better this way he was angry because we have to leave but he was also crying because of that and that could only mean one thing "

"And what is it ? "Didi said

"Well that he is just afraid of the change he doesn't know how to react so he is just confused an very angry because of that so it's better if we let him cool down a bit an then ill go an talk whit him about the topic?".stu said

So you are going to tell him about that idea of yours about letting him come back when he finishes middle school? Didi said with a lot of concern in her voice

"YUP YOU BET I WILL" Stu said with a smile on his face.

"Well in that case I will go and talk whit Dilly he was very sad when he went up to his room" Didi said as she was leaving the living room.

It was getting quite late and Tommy was there at the park still looking at the stars on the sky thinking about all the things that he would have to leave behind the tears on his eyes were dried now and his eyes were red because he cried a lot "Man why do this happen to me just on the same day that I was telling my friends that I will always be there for them and now this dammit I fell so miserable I sure this can't be worse" he thought to himself and at the same moment he felt some drops of water falling over him and the suddenly it started raining "Just great me and my big mouth by the way how much time I have been here" he thought as he looked at his watch 00:25 am "Dammit its more late than what I have thought but I dot really fell like going back home chukie lives around here so I think ill just drop by hope he doesn't get angry I have just enough problems right now " he thought as he started walking towards the street.

When he arrived to the finsters house he started to doubt about dropping by first because this wasn't exactly a good hour to be wondering over the streets, second he was sure that he must look horrible after all he has been crying for a lot of time and he was soaking wet and third in this house lived another person and it was actually a person that he loved and he knew that with all those feeling that he was keeping inside at the moment he could just break down again into depression just by having a look at those precious eyes that she got but because of all this thinking he and also because the rain was really strong he didn't notice that neither chaz nor Kiras cars were there so he just walk over to the door and he started ringing the doorbell but no one came out " Dammit Chukie where are you when I need you" he thought as he started punching the door with all his strength after all he didn't care If he waked up everyone on the house because he was too angry about the fact that if no one comes out of the house he would have to return to his home.

(POV Finsters house hour 11:30 pm of that night)

Kimi was at the phone talking with her mother "So mom you are not coming back from your business trip today?" she asked whit concern on her voice "I'm sorry dear but thing got a little difficult with the clients so I'm not returning home until tomorrows evening bur don't worry your daddy will be there and also Chukie" her mother said with a very sweet voice.

"Well mom you are wrong about that just an hour ago he received a call from chukies aunt apparently she had a car accident and she's in the hospital so dad and chukie went to visit her I wasn't feeling well so I stayed here at home I don't blame them after all she's the only real connection that chuckie has whit his real mother" she said with a sad tone in her voice

"I see but they are coming back aren't they" her mother asked now sounding more concerned

"They were supposed to come back but fifteen minutes ago I got a message from chuckie telling me that they are staying with his aunt for the night apparently they are the only ones that can do it" kimi said

"So you are alone at the house I can't believe it I will have a word with your father when I come back living you alone at home when you are not feeling well something could happen to you " her mother sounded really worried about her.

"Look mom I'm alright I'm not sick or anything " kimi said

"But you told me that you stayed at home cause you weren't feeling well?" kira said

"Well mom the thing is that something happen when I was with tommy and the others today something that has been bugging me since then" kimi said whit sadness in her voice

"What happened did you have a fight whit your friends or something" her mother said whit a lot of concern on her voice.

"NO it's just that I got a pretty creepy feeling when I was whit them and I don't know why but I feel like something really bad is about to happen and I also feel like its related to tommy" kimi said but this time she sounded pretty worried

"I see so dear have you talked about it whit tommy I believe that is there something bad happening to him he would like to talk about it specially whit you" her mother said whit a sweet voice

"NO it will be weird if I ask him just because I have a bad feeling and probably he will get angry" kimi said whit a nervous voice "and mom why do you say that he would love to talk about his problems with me I mean he has chukie and he is his best friend"

Kira laugh a little before saying "Dear calm down you sound pretty nervous and I said that because a mother always knows when someone really cares and trusts her daughter and I can fell that in tommy I mean maybe chukie is his best friend but I feel that he also sees you as a very important person to him I could say that you are like his best girlfriend" kira said while giggling

"MOM IM NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND IM JUST A FRIEND TO HIM" kimmi glared at her mother

"yeah an that what I said honey I just used the wrong words but trust me if you feel that he may have problems you should talk whit him I'm sure he would be happy to have someone to trust" her mother said whit a caring tone in her voice.

"Thanks mom I think I will do that tomorrow when I see him you know I'm really glad that we have this talk it helped me a lot mom I'm feeling better now so see you tomorrow "she said whit a lot of sweetness in her voice " oh I almost forgot I love you mom have a good night sleep"

"you too sweetheart I'm glad that I helped you and I love you too" her mother said whit a sweet tone in her voice "By the way close well the front door and the windows and don't let anyone in ok"

"ok mom see you tomorrow" then kimi hung up the phone "I think that I'm going to sleep right now I feel really tired" she thought to herself as she went upstairs.

(End of POV)

Kimi was seeping quietly in her room when the doorbell ringing wake her up "Gosh who the hell is ringing the doorbell at this hour just go away" she thought to herself she covered her head whit her pillow in other to fall sleep again "if it's something important whoever is out there will come back tomorrow" she was falling asleep again when a loud noise waked her up again it was like something hitting hard against the door.

"OHH no could it be that a robber is trying to get into the house why on the night that I'm alone" she thought as she grabbed an aluminum bat that she had under her bed and then she went downstairs and grabbed the phone but she didn't hear more hits at the door " are they gone" she thought.

Tommy was outside the house tired of hitting the door "Dammit its seems that there's no one home after all I guess I'll have to get back home" but that thought make him angry again so he kicked the door quite hard one last time "shit that hurts" as he turned back to walk away but suddenly a voice shouted.

"OK IF THERES SOMEONE THERE YOU BETTER GO AWAY OR ILL CALL THE POLICE YOU HEAR ME" kimi screamed with fear but also with decision in her voice.

Tommy heard her voice and he felt pain on his hearth "What do I do now why is kimi the one answering should I go or tell her that it's me" he thought and he didn't knew why but it was like his legs where taking him back to the front door of the house by itself when he reached the door he said.

"Hey kimi it's me Tommy you don't have to call the police I was just passing by and I decided to drop by" he said trying to sound as cheerful as he could but it was hard because of all the things he was feeling.

Kimi was already phoning the police but when he heard the voice outside the house she cut the call and ran towards the door to open it she seemed quite angry.

"What the hell are you thinking about tommy do you know what hour it is what the hell are you doing in the streets at this you know you scared me a lot I thought there was someone trying to break into the house" she said with an angry voice as she was removing the lock of the door when she finally managed to open the door all her anger went away when she looked at tommy he wasn't the same tommy that she knew this one looked horrible his eyes were blood red, he had a pretty sad expression on his face, his eyes looked empty, his fists were bleeding probably because of hitting the door and he also was soaking wet she was shocked.

"Hey kimi can I see chukie I know this isn't an hour to make visits but I have to talk with him" he said trying to feel as calmed as he could but he felt like he was about to crumble into depression again specially because of the concerned look that kimi had on her eyes.

"Sorry tommy there's no one at home just me everyone had stuff to do but come in you can talk with me besides its raining heavily outside" she said whit an emotionless voice she was still shocked by the way tommy looked.

"OH I see in that case I´ll come back tomorrow its quite late and my… (he doubted for a minute as a tear fell from his eyes) parents must be worried about me" he said but his voice sounded whiteout life.

That caused kimi to wake up from the shock and she grabbed tommys arm just when he was turning to leave she was sure there was something wrong now an she was also sure that she saw a tear falling from his eyes when he mentioned his parents.

"No you are coming in with me its storming outside and I'm quite sure that your parents would also prefer that you don't go out whit this climate" she said as she was pulling tommy in and closing the door behind him "here take my cellphone and call your parents tell them you are staying here while I go upstairs to get you a towel and some clothes you are soaking wet" she said whit a caring look on her eyes and a smile on her face and the she went upstairs.

As she went upstairs tommy felt tears coming out of his eyes again "why is she always so sweet with me dammit I think that she is one of the things that I'm going to miss the most" he thought as he punched the wall but that just make more tears come from his eyes his hand was very hurt by the time he sat one a chair that was in the hallway and grabbed the phone "I think I'll send them a message after all I told them a lot of bad things today they must be worried for me" he thought as he was writing a message on the phone -Mom Dad I'm sorry for how I acted today I'm finally realizing that I was just scared of leaving this place by the way I'm at chuckies house please don't come for me I'll be at the house in the morning just give me some time to think… bye- he send the message as he realized something " wait did I just said that I'm scared but why just now I was very angry about this I bet that it's true that a smile of someone that cares for you can change you but now how do I tell her that I'm going to leave soon" he thought and that make more tears to fall from his eyes.

Kimi was coming down the stairs with some clothes from chukie a towel and some bandages when he noticed that tommy was sitting on the hallway crying and that make her hearth to race she went over to where tommy was and she grabbed his hand whit care cause it was very hurt.

"What's wrong Tommy why are you crying you can tell me what happened?" She said as she looked into his eyes whit a lot of concern.

He dropped her hand and looked away as he said "It's nothing kimi just some rain water got into my eye can I have that towel and dry clothes" he said trying to sound as serious as he could while he got up from the chair.

Kimi dropped all the things she got on her arms and went toward tommy and she hugged him "please Tommy don't tell me that its nothing I saw you crying and it was real I know that there must be something wrong I can feel it I've been having this weird feeling that something wrong is going to happen and its related with you so please tell me what's wrong Tom" she said but this time she was the one with tears in her eyes.

Tommy realized this and immediately turned to face her he put a hand in her face and wiped out her tears he felt a strong desire of kissing her but he only said " Thanks for the hug kimi I really needed that but now you are as wet as me so why don't you go and get changed and you let me do the same so then If you want I'll tell you what's wrong I really need to talk about it with someone but it's something you won't like as well" he said as he hugged her again and that made his heart race and she blushed a little.

"Ok tommy I'll be back in a minute" she said in a sweet tone "could it be that he feels for me the same way that I feel about him" she thought as he walked into her room

Ten minutes later kimi came back down whit some Japanese styled pjs on and she also was carrying some blankets tommy was sitting in the sofa at the living room she went over there and when she arrived tommy said:

"Wow you look beautiful on those pjs kimi "he said whit a smile on his face

That commentary made kimi blush and she said "well you look much better than chukie on that pajama but anyway we have to talk about something remember" she said as she sat on the sofa next to tommy "By the way I brought some blanket in order to get covered its getting colder now.

Tommy nodded and then he started talking in a serious tone "Well kimi you were right when you thought that something bad is going to happen and the fact that its related whit and actually because of this that I was wandering at the streets at this late hours and its also the cause of why I been feeling terrible until just now" as tommy was talking kimi started to feel very worried and concerned about him so she automatically grabbed his hand and get closer to him

"So the thing is that I have to go" he said with a sad tone

"What do you mean you have to go I think that I already told you that you can stay here tonight" she said whit an annoyed tone of voice

"No kimi the thing is that…." He grabbed her hand whit more strength and looked directly into her eyes "the thing is that soon me and my family will be leaving this city and this country in order to go and live in England" his vice started to break and tears started falling from his eyed " so that would mean that I'll have to leave behind all my life behind and the worst part is that I won't see… you or the others again" and with that he hugged her and started crying on the shoulder

Kimi couldn't believe what she was hearing tommy was going very far away she probably wouldn't see him again her worst nightmare was becoming truth the person for who she cared the most was going away and quickly tears began to fall from her eyes too she only managed to said to words

"Why for how long and … when? She said while crying

"My dad got an incredible job over there but it's a requisite for taking it that his family goes with him to live there whit him" he said as she hugged him "we just don't… know for how long we will be there b-but is seems that it can be permanent" she started crying louder as she herd that " I'm sorry kimi for making you cry I shouldn't have told you " he said as he caress her hair.

"You haven't told me when a-are you li-living?" she said while sobbing

"Well kimi I'm sorry but we have to leave the next Friday" he said in a very cold tone

When he said that she looked at him and hugged him whit all her strength and he hugged her back they didn't want to stop hugging but they did " just when I was about to decide to tell him how I feel about him but I can't now it will make this even harder to him" she thought

"This is not fare it's so horrible " she said whit a very sad voice

"I know kimi it's really unfair I would give anything just to pass a little more time with you…. Or the guys" he said with sadness in his voice "dammit I would like to tell you how I feel about you kimi but this will only hurt you more when I'm gone so I think will just have to move on" he thought and as he did he felt a lot of pain on his heart.

"Kimi would you help me to tell the others about this tomorrow" tommy said

"yeah you know you can count with me even for this" she said with tears in her eyes

"Thank you kim until then keep it as a secrete will you" he said

"Ok I will tommy" she said and the both continue crying together until both of them fell asleep.

So that it for chapter 2 I hope you like it although its kind of emotional thought but anyway please review about it and please stay tuned for chapter three where tommy tells all his friends about the fact he will be living the country