okay sorry for the late update. I had a bunch of projects due. And sorry that this is so short I don't have that much time to write with the SAT coming up. I've been studying non-stop. BUTTTTT plz enjoy this chapter anyways.
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So yeah here I am sitting on the bed. Its like four in the morning and I have done nothing but cry and feel like a dick. Tadashi has been the most important person in my life and he always will be. It tore me apart when he was hurt in the fire and now that he was okay again, I had a chance to make things right. I went and fucked it up. "Way to go Hiro." I said out loud.
"How much more of a screw up could you be?" I looked back at the clock. 5:36am and Tadashi isn't back yet. I didn't even get a text yet. I crawled my way over to my side of the bed and picked up my phone. "Please answer" I said as I sent a text.
-Tadashi i'm so sorry. Plz come home.-
I waited for him to reply. 'Come on. Come on. Answer you idiot' Then my phone buzzed as he replied.
-I think it would be best if we took some time apart.-
What! No please Tadashi I need you!
-No! Please I really am sorry. I over reacted and I never meant to say those mean things I said. Please come back-
-ok. However we will talk about this later. I'll be there in 20-
I sighed, but I didn't quite feel better if anything I felt a bit worse.
Time passed and soon I heard the front door open and the shuffling of feet. Tadashi walked through the door he face red. I couldn't tell if it was from him crying or from the fact that it was about 32 degrees outside. Probably both. "Tadashi I-" he held up his hand to silence me.
"Get some sleep now we'll talk about this in the morning." He said. I wanted to crack a joke and say it was morning but left it at that turning on my side and trying to fall asleep. When Tadashi finally got into the bed he didn't put his arm around me like he usually did. It stung a little but I guess I deserved that.
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I woke up to an empty bed. According to the clock it was only 10am. Slowly I got up, shuffling to the door. 'Where is he?' I thought as I walked down the hall to the stairs. Finally I shuffled down to the kitchen where I found Tadashi leaning on the counter. There was a cup in his hand and which contained what I assumed to be tea. He was looking off into space and hadn't even noticed me. "Tadashi?" I said standing on the other side of the kitchen not wanting to intrude on his space. He snapped back to reality as his eyes traveled up to see me. He looked surprised to see me there. "Good morning." I said trying to ease the tension between us. Needless to say it didn't work. I have a sheepish smile rubbing the back of my neck. "Your mad right?" I asked. Tadashi for a while didn't say anything. He put his mug down on the counter-top before opening his arms to me. I smiled and ran into his arms. "I'm sorry." I choked out. Tears ran down my face as Tadashi rubbed circles around my back. "Shh it's okay love. I'm sorry too." He said. I looked up at him, he rubbed the tears running down my face with his thumb. "I should listen to you more and I shouldn't of left. Can you forgive me?" I nodded and he pulled me into a kiss. When we broke apart he continued to talk. "And maybe your right. Maybe you are ready."
I beamed "Really!" He chuckled and nodded before pulling me back into a kiss.