I was sitting in my cabin, thinking of Zack. Thinking of what happened and thinking of his words, wich still buzzed in my head. I prayed, that he won't do something dumb. I wanted to look at him, so I jumped off my bed, dropping the nailfile, I had in my hand and running out, to his cabin. I pushed the door open and all I saw was his cabin, empty. 'Hell Zack...' was all I thought, when I ran out through the whole ship, until I was on sky deck. I saw him, he stood there looking in the ocean.
"Zack!", I screamed while running over. He ignored me, when I finally stood next to him.
"What are you doing?", I whispered.
He said nothing, he just stared in water and I knew he cried.
"Maya, isn't it worth..", I sighed.
He stayed silent, but nodded what meant 'she is'.
"Zack, if you'll leave, you'll make many people cry and sad.."
"No, because no one cares about me...", he said in a teary, tired voice.
"Zack, don't say that. Many people care about you. Like your brother..., Bailey...your parents and even Mr Moseby...and..me..", I said sighing again.
He held back more tears and stayed silent.
"Hell, where's the old Zack? The Zack who didn't care about girls or love? The Zack, who never cried? The Zack who loved his life? The Zack, who was my best friend and made everyone laugh?", I asked sadly.
Zack finally looked up, his eyes were red and fluffy, what shoked me. "He's gone, okay? I changed. My life changed."
"That you changed yourself is great, as long as you did it for yourself, not for someone. Many people change when they grow up. They're acting different. It's great, that you care more about love..but don't be that what you are..don't make my mistake..."
"Your mistake?", he asked in confusion.
I nodded and sighed "Yeah...", I said, "I've been acting someone, who's not me and that for years. I started once, when my dad didn't want to buy me something, so I acted like a spoiled rich chick. And I couldn't stop it anymore. I feel lonely inside, so I act, it makes me feel better for the first time, but then it makes me more sad. And I can't stop, because..people know me like that..and it would be weird it I was another London..you know?", I knew it didn't make sense, what I said, but It was hard to explain.
But Zack understood me, he nodded.
"And this little mistakes make people special.", I added.
"But i'm nothing special...", he said, while bursting out into tears again, and looking down.
"You are, Zack. You're more special than me and somone else. Don't be another Zack, be that one, who everyone loves..."
"I'm kinda not special!", he yelled, what made me scare. He bent over the railing and let himself fall in the ice cold ocean.
"Zack!", I screamed, but it was too late. Without thinking, I did the same as he did.
I was in ocean now. I felt the water around my body. It was cold and made me tremble. My bones and muscles were like ice and hard to move. I knew, I only had a few minutes to get Zack, or either we both would die.
"Zack...Zack?", I screamed swimming around to search for him. I didn't think, just prayed, that he would be alright. "Zaaaack...", I said, while feeling more cold and much more hard to move than before. I thought, I would die in here tonight. But then I saw him, he was unconscious and about to sink. "ZAACK!", I screamed one more time, while swimming over and grabbing him and swim back to the boat. Every second, it was more difficult to swim. 'Its alright..' I just hoped in my mind. A fishing net, brought us back to the boat. But I didn't care, I just thought about him in my arms. He was heavy. I hoped, he was still alive and will be alright soon. We were now on the deck. There were many peoples, but I didn't spend attention, just to Zack. "Zack...it's gonna be alright...just be here, please...", I whispered in tears while trying to listen his heartbeat or feeling his pulse. I knew the people were in a circle around us and some crew was calm them down, but I ignored it. I felt his pulse, it was there but very slow. And suddenly, I knew nothing anymore. It was black..