2. Without Return
Hichigo Shirosaki
Sometimes It becomes too much
watching you, knowing I can't touch
hearing you speak, seeing you lips
and knowing their not for me
When you stand in this twisted world
so close, yet far out of my reach
It's then that it becomes too much
and I just want to disappear.
In those moments my anger takes over
and I smash at the buildings around
Trying to take you over
to drag you here and scream my heart out
but it's wrong, I know it
and that's why whenever your here
I try to kill you from anger and pain
that you know nothing about
I act like a beast another to hide
the fact that I can actually feel.
I can feel when you're sad
making me mad
I can see when you're chocolate eyes turn shallow
making my heart scream in pain
When you cry out in agony,
I want to answer your call
To ease you're pain by a kiss.
Sometimes It becomes too much
watching you, knowing I can't touch
hearing you speak, seeing you lips
and knowing their not for me
When you stand in this twisted world
so close, yet out of my reach
It's then that it becomes too much
and I just want to disappear.
I know I can't help it
those feelings for you
I lock them away
so you'll never know
But the pain stays the same,
becoming worse over time
knowing that not even old man Zangetsu, will wonder
why it is that I'm crying tonight.
Then one day you come,
When the pain is at worst
Demanding a fight for being the one in-control
Ahh if you had just asked, I'd have lowered my head
being the horse that I am
But you never asked me
and so I'm fighting you now
you giving your all while I'm holding back
You don't see the pain in my eyes, king?
In this moment It becomes too much
watching you, knowing I can't touch
hearing you speak, seeing you lips
and knowing their not for me
When you stand in this twisted world
So close, yet out of my reach
It's then that it becomes too much
and I want to just disappear.
The second the look on your face changes
is the second my heart tears apart
I let you run our sword threw me
but it doesn't ease the pain
You hate me, my other
You hate me so much
and knowing it was me at fault for your hate
I can't take it all any more
babbling lies I stared in your eyes
seeing if you would care.
But not seeing even a single tear
I dropped my sword in surrender
There was no longer a place in this world
where someone like I can exist
and only for you, my orange-haired king
I'll leave without return.
Alright then. Thank you for reading, and the second part of 'Emotions' is up. The warning stays the same and I just want to thank you for reading and hopefully you'll leave a review. Also I'd like to say that this one is a present for Hichigo, (assuming that his birthday is the same as Ichigo's that is. Not sure about that fact but we just say it is)
Thank you again and I hope to see you soon,
Strawberry_Raven