So here's Chapter 2...I don't have reviews just yet, so I'm hoping this makes it :D

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To See You Again Chapter 2

JACOB POV

I am still so angry at Bella, how could she choose a life of...well death? I know I was better for her, damn, even that blood sucking leech knew I was better for her. But did she listen? Of course not. Now I'm left here, alone and bitter. I don't want to be this way, I want to get over it. Why can't I?

Lately I don't even feel like going patrolling with the rest of the Pack. I don't want them to hear me whining all the time, I'm not a baby.

Now everyone is worried about me, my dad is driving me crazy with all the questions, he's trying to help me but it only annoys me, but still I can't tell him that 'cause it would hurt him.

I walked down the street of Forks, for the second week on a row, I'm spending much of my time walking around, trying to forget everything, or buying new parts for my bike and my car. Or at my small back garage where I can be left alone. The only time I see the rest of the guys is when it's time to eat, and lately I've even lost weight because I don't eat as well as before or as much.

From the corner of my eye I saw a group of girls giggling and looking at me. I can hear them too, they're talking about me. So girls kinda dig me, but for some reason I can't get myself to like them. Sure they are pretty, but they're so empty, like no real thoughts going through their heads. I keep walking making my way to a book store.

"Hi!" a blonde girl said a little too excitedly to me

"Hello" I said, not trying to be rude, but not really my type

"I'm Heather! My friends and I were wondering if you'd like to have coffee with us" she smiled brightly

"Uhhh" I don't know, well it can't hurt "Sure" I finally said

"Awesome!" the extremely cheerful girl said grabbing my arm and leading the way "Wow, you're really hot!" she said, I think she was flirting.

I spent my afternoon with those girls, they were really not that bad. They were interested in me, and where I'm from and stuff, so Ok, I wasn't into them, but at least knowing other people can help me be distracted from my own thoughts. I really can't remember all the girl names, so I gave my number to Heather and she promised to call me so we could all hang out later in the week, catch a movie or something, the rest of the girls also asked me to bring my friends.

I have a feeling this girls have seen us before, because one of them said something about liking our abs. I guess shape shifting has it's benefits.

By the time I made my way back to the reservation, it was dark and almost everyone was asleep. I tried to enter my house as quietly as possible, trying not to wake up dad. Of course he was awake.

"Jacob, where have you been?" he asked

"In town"

"You're spending too much time there, don't you think?"

"We're on vacation from school"

"I know you're trying to escape son"

"Dad, please, I don't want to talk about that now"

"And when do you? Don't get mad at me because of my concern"

"I'm not mad, I'm just dealing with it my own way"

"Let Sam help you, it'll be better"

"I...I don't know dad, I guess I've given up hope"

"Son, hope is the last thing we loose"

I nodded understandingly, I knew I shouldn't loose hope.

"I just need some time alone, just a little more, to process things" I said

"Sure, just understand Jacob, she wasn't for you, you'll find someone who deserves you and everything you can offer" he said seriously but in a warm tone "see you in the morning Son"

"Goodnight Dad" I said as I entered my room


JAZMINE

"Aw come on! Aren't you happy to see me?" Paul asked me as he approached

"Why would I? And why are you all shirtless?" I asked making a face

"Now Jaz, that's not nice to ask" my mom said

I was looking at Paul still making a face, he just flashed me a bright smile. I turned around when I heard my mom shriek

"Oh my Sue!" mom screamed excitedly as she reached to hug a woman I didn't know but that obviously her name was Sue

"Aylen! How good to see you" the woman named Sue said

"Sue, let me introduce to you my daughters Jazmine and Jean" mom said

I walked towards the lady, trying to pull out a smile as I turned around and left that Paul guy alone

"So nice to meet you" I said, the woman hugged me tightly

"I'm sorry about Adam, he was an incredible man" she said

the bare mentioning of my dad made me want to cry. Sure I thought about him all the time, but it was different when someone else brought it up.

"Thanks" I smiled weakly

Sue hugged Jean and then motioned the shirtless boys to take our stuff and bring it back to her place. All the boys followed her directions, it amused me how strong they all were. I was getting my bag from the back seat, when I heard Paul behind me

"So, Jazmine, nice name"

"Listen, Paul, I don't want to be rude, but please stop stalking me" I crudely said as I took my stuff and made my way to Sue's place.

"I'm not stalking you, you are in my reservation after all, so I was coming here anyway, I live here"

"You know, your cockiness is not attractive"

"You know you like me" he smiled brightly again

I rolled my eyes and decided not to pay attention to him anymore

I walked to Sue's place, she showed me where I would be staying, sharing a room with Jean and her daughter Leah. Sue said Leah didn't spend much time at home, and barely came home to sleep, because she 'worked' nights so she slept mostly during the day. I found it weird but still didn't ask anything and smiled while I thanked her.

During dinner I met the rest of the shirtless guys, (why they were shirtless I still don't know, especially with the bad weather around here) Embry, Quil, Jared, Sam and of course Paul. We also met Emily, Sam's fiancee, who is extremely nice and very beautiful, she and Sam look so in love, I felt jealous of their relationship but happy for them. And then there was Leah and Seth (Who I met before) who were Sue's kids, they were complete opposites, Leah seemed bitter and angry all the time, especially around Sam and Emily, but Seth was very nice and talkative. I really liked him.

Sam commented there was going to be a bonfire tomorrow, and the elders were going to tell stories about the tribe, so he invited me to go, so I could learn a bit more about my heritage and meet the rest of the tribe. I accepted, not because I wanted to, but because he was being nice and whether I liked it or not, I was going to be living here and I needed to know these people. Who to be honest were pretty nice to all of my family.

We were really tired from the trip, so we left to bed early. Sam commanded they should all leave, and the rest of the boys followed his orders, he was their leader apparently. It was really odd the way they all obeyed. I looked at them confused, to what Paul reacted, he smiled and reached to hug me tightly. I was tired so I didn't resist, and honestly he wasn't that bad. I did notice his skin was very warm, which also I found odd.

"Don't miss me too much" he said "See you in the morning"

I didn't reply, just rolled my eyes at him hiding the smile forming on my lips

you're unbelievable I mumbled as he left and I left to 'my' room.