A/N First I will like to thank The Phantom Mockingjay for reviewing. Im gonna try to put my chapters up fast. I already had this one typed so figured i should put it up.

Disclaimer: still dont own BTR... Still wish i did...

Chapter 2

A bright light invaded his eyes as Logan awoke. He quickly shut them again.

'what happen? Where am I?' Logan thought as he slowly opened his eyes again. He was staring at the ceiling light of his room."ugghh" Logan sighed loudly in frustration. Trying to raise himself from his bed he realized that he was restrained to the bed.

"great! I must have sundowned again." Logan slammed his head back into the bed. "yep." he heard someone say popping their P. Logan looked over to see James in the doorway with a smirk on his lips and a tray in his hand. "You woke up just in time, we were just allowed to release your restrains."

James set down the tray and loosened the straps on Logan's arms. "I told them not to restrain you but they said it was just in till morning. The minute the sun went down you just snapped." James said chuckling. "was I that bad?" Logan said while covering his face from the embarrassment. "for a second I thought you where going to hit me" James started to laugh. "sooo funny" Logan rolled his eyes. He sat up and James sat next to him holding the small cup of medications and a glass of water. "what happened man? You've been doing so well."

Logan shook his head as the memories began to come back. "I remember after you came I watched the sun go down, I was thinking about Camille." he bowed his headand stared at his hands."I was feeling so alone... Then..." Logan paused while he tried to collect his thoughts from the previous day.

"Then Katie came. I hadn't seen her for so long. I really wanted her to be real. We had talked about Dak, Jen, school, Carlos..." he whispered. "why can't they be real? Why can't find a family like the one I invented in my head?" Logan began to cry. "it's going to be fine. Ok? When you get out of here you will find someone." James said wrapping Logan in a big hug. "the worst part is that she asked me if I thought she wasn't real. If she was i lie? I told her that I loved her and I do with all my heart. How is it possible to love a family that was never really there?" Logan cried into James' chest.

"Logan they were there, just not physically. All though I shouldn't be saying this, Katie came because you were lonely, you wanted to be loved and they were there for you. Camille obviously doesn't love you or she would have came too. You need to focus on getting better so you can find a 'physically' existing family." James laughed and Logan chuckled punching James' arm. "come on time for breakfast. Oh, You're paired up with Lucy." Logan nodded.

After James left Logan got up, took his toothbrush, a washcloth and his ID badge and went down the hall to the male floor bathroom. Every floor had a two bathrooms for girls and guys with individual showers. Everything in the facility needed ID. All the IDs had barcodes on them that opened certain doors and alerted the floor's station if someone is somewhere they are not suppose to be. Orderlies, nurses and doctors can open all doors. Patients must scan in to go to bathrooms, the cafeteria, elevators and the library.

If you are prone to self-harm an alert is sent to the station when you're going to the bathroom and an orderly checks you when you come out for any cuts or burns. If you have an eating disorder you need to wait for what they call an 'eating buddy', which is a pre-picked patient that sits with you during all meals of the day and makes sure you eat all the food given if not neither can leave. Eat disorders also must be accompanied by an orderly for the bathroom. Logan went and washed up and then went to the cafeteria where Lucy was waiting for him outside.

"hey Lucy. Sorry for the wait." "it's ok Logan. Let's just get this over with." Logan chuckled and they scanned in and went on line. Lucy was the ultimate rocker. She played guitar and violin like a professional. She was slightly shorter then logan with red streaks in her hair. She came a year ago. She is really nice and a great friend, but her anorexia was so bad that she looked as if her guitar could crush her.

Lucy put her ID through a credit card type machine and her picture popped up. "Lucy Stone" the women said handing Lucy her breakfast. "your eating buddy?" "here." Logan said putting his ID too. They took their breakfasts and sat down. "so what you do yesterday?" since it was sunday patients can do whatever they wanted as long as they went to therapy. Logan usually was in his room hoping Camille would show up.

"oh nothing hung out with the Jennifers" the Jennifers were 3 girls of the same name that were always together. The darker one had anger issues, the brunette had dissociative identity disorder, and the blonde one had bipolar disorder. They all had bulimia too. "cool" Logan said beginning his cereal, looking up seeing Lucy only picking at her muffin.

"how about you? I heard you sundowned again." Lucy gave him a sympathetic look. "great. Must have flipped out worst then I thought if everyone knows." Logan put his head in his hands. "hey you know word spreads fast in this place." Lucy patted his back. "yea, It wasn't a big deal just a hallucination and some paranoia. You know? Schizo stuff." he shrugged trying to laugh it off. Lucy nodded her head in understand meant, not wanting to push the subject anymore. She knew schizophrenics can get very violent when they are paranoid. She doesn't want her friend to be sadated again.

"so what's on your schedule today?" Lucy asked moving on to her banana taking the smallest bites possible. "well I got Dr. Roque, then art, I meet up with you for lunch at 2 , then I'm helping Kelly in the library, nothing after that, then dinner with you." Lucy nodded with a look of disgust towards her yogurt. "Lucy eat. Come on." "I will but it's so much." she silently pleaded to stop with her eyes."ok take your time. but you need to eat" Logan encouraged her on.

"what about you? What you have to do today?" logan asked. she thought for a moment. "music after this, then , lunch, me and Jo are going to floor 6 see Kat and Heather, my brother is coming, then maybe dinner" she mumbled. "no... You are going to dinner" Logan corrected her. she rolled her eyes. "whatever." "sounds like you have a busy day today" "yea I promised Jo we would go with Kat and Heather for some karaoke down in the reck hall."

Jo and Lucy were completely different. Lucy was a hardcore rocker, Jo on the other hand,was as sweet they come. She had bipolar disorder so when she was in her manic phase she was perky and excited but then when she was in her depressed phase she was sad and moody, but some how she was still very nice. When she was depressed Kendall and James were constantly looking out for her because she had a tendency of self harming herself. Lucy and Jo got along though. Lucy helped Jo when she was depressed and Jo helped her eat more.

"sounds fun" Logan said finishing his food. He looked up as Lucy put the last spoon full of yogurt in her mouth. "good now the muffin" Logan said "UGGHHH" Lucy groaned loudly "why do you hate me so much?!" Logan laughed. "finish Lucy"

When Logan was on his way back to his room he saw James "hey i just want to say sorry again for yesterday." "it's ok, Logan but I have to say something" he paused and look a little nervous "after you help Kelly today you're mandated to your room" "why?" Logan ask confused seeing as he has never needed to be kept in his room. "they just don't want you to have another episode. So I'm bringing you your dinner and assigning someone else to Lucy. I'm also being assigned to stay with you tonight. I'm sorry" Logan stood froze for a moment 'he thinks I'm crazy too. Now I'm really alone.' "it's ok. It's not your fault." Logan looked at something behind James." I'm late for therapy. See you later." Logan said quickly as he made is was to his room to change.

Unaware to James Logan wasn't walking quickly because he was upset but instead because he saw Carlos at the front of his door.

A/N there's the second chapter.. Please review.. What do you think will happen?