Cat was lying down on Tori's red couch, he ruffled red velvet hair spread all over her face, and the pillow that Tori's Grandma had sewn for her, that still had Jade's mascara stain on it. Tori closed the door slowly and silently, eyeing her best friend who was mysteriously on her couch. "Cat? What are you doing here? How did you let me in?"

Her eyes flipped open and she pulled herself to sit up. "Oh, Tori! You're here!" her voice sounded scratchy, but similar to her regular voice. "Your mother let me in a couple of hours ago. I was waiting for you… and I found this really, really soft couch!"

Tori sat down on the couch next to her. "Where have you been? I haven't heard from you since Friday!" She fixed Cat's hair. "Are you okay?"

Cat's face turned into a frown again. "Danny broke up with me," she cried.

Two break ups in one day? "Why? When?"

She shrugged. "He didn't like being at different schools." More tears strolled down her cheeks.

Tori hugged her. She automatically started thinking that it was her fault. Sure, it had been two months since the regretful kiss Danny and she kissed on the stair case, but they dated for a while, I suppose they both just had returning feelings for each other. "I'm so sorry, Cat. It's my fault…"

She tore away from the hug. "What's that supposed to mean!"

"I didn't mean it like that!" she tried to figure out her words carefully. "It wasn't literally my fault. He probably just still liked me… and you know that's not my fault! That's all his."

"You were the one to break up with him…" she whimpered.

"I'm so sorry, Cat," she tried hugging her again.

Cat hugged back, still iffy about it.

"Do you need to punch my nose again?"

"Oh, no, that's not necessary," she sighed. Her voice was still scratchy, but she sounded like herself. "I drew some pictures while I was laying here depressed waiting for you!"

Tori pulled away, looking at the coffee table where Cat was fumbling with a few pieces of paper. They had random scribbles of black or purple or dark red. "What are these?" she asked cautiously.

"They're unicorns and cats, of course!" She laughed. "What else would they be?"

"Well, it's good to know you're the same you when you're depressed," Tori smiled. "You should have come to school today. There was some Beck and Jade drama."

She shrugged and attempted to fix her mane. "I needed my best friend first. Of course there would be."

"They broke up again."

"Is Jade going to have you fix it again?"

Tori shrugged. "I don't know if I'll help this time if she does ask…"

"What's that supposed to mean?" she leaned forward and played with the tips of my hair. "You like Beck! You like Beck! Tori and Beck…." She went on singing.

Tori sighed. "Cat! Chill! I don't like him…"

"Lying is bad!" She continued to play with Tori's hair.

Tori smiled at Cat's playfulness. "Let' just leave it at that, okay?"

Cat grinned, just jumping around now.

Tori sighed again once Cat stopped playing with her hair. Tori herself didn't even truly know how she felt about Beck; or Daniel for that matter. What if Daniel really had broken up with Cat to get back together with Tori? She had no idea what to think.

Status: How am I supposed to know everything? TOO MUCH IN MY HEAD!

Mood: busy thinking