The next day I woke up like a mess…I was so sleepy. I wanted sleep yet, but I needed go to work. I was looking for my phone & I saw 1 message, was Jason 'I miss you too… so bad. Let's hang out today? - Jason'' I was really happy. I kinda like Jason. I don't know... I said yes as soon as possible.
I went to work, we were all tired, was funny. In the free times; Max was sleeping on the floor… just like Noah and Chris, Lulu, Cymponique & Halston were sleeping in a really little sofa... hilarious. I was sleeping on a desk... what a shame. Then of 6 hours, we finished filming, everybody wanted go to sleep, I just wanted go to see Jason. I was so exciting.
I was ready to leave the studio (I was the last one because I was looking for a dress) and then I saw someone at the door… was Avan… weird.
*Hello there, stranger* (I smiled)
*Hi... a question, how old are you?*
*Oh Avan, Is good to see you too!*
*Okay, I'm sorry… Hi, Sam. Is good to see you again. How are you? good? Me? the same here, thanks. Happy?*
(I laughed) *16*
*huh?*
*I'm 16… you?*
*Oh... You are a kid. 19*
*Oh c'mon! I'm not that young. I mean, comparing with you... 3 years of difference is nothing*
*Sure, Sam. You are kid, a beautiful one... Anyways, are you ready?*
*Ready? What?*
*We'll go to drink coffee, silly head*
*Oh… yeah, sure, i know* (I was so confused, so I said yes)
We were to 'starbucks'. I was worried because I needed be at home early, I needed to be ready to see Jason, but I was already there with Avan so whatever.
*A cappuccino, is fine?*
*is perfect*
*You don't want anything else?*
*No, no, seriously* (He bought 2 cappuccinos. He even asked me & he paid it... so predectible)
*Let's sit down… So tell me, are you sure you are 16?* (He smiled)
(I smiled confused) *I guess… Why? I look older?*
*No… no. You look like a sixteen girl; I was just kind of hoping you were older.*
*Hoping?*
*Yeah, it doesn't matter* (He smiled)
[ A Leif Vollebekk's song starts playing ]
*You couldn't lie to me in Paris*
*Huh?* (He asked while he was drinking his cappuccino)
*The song… Is Leif Vollebekk, you couldn't lie to me in Paris*
*Do you like them, Sam?*
*A lot*
*They are great. I like 'Don't go to Klaksvik` *
*Seriously? Wow, you are the first one…*
*For real? Why? They are great!*
*I know, is just that nobody knows them… sadly.*
*Oh yeah, I understand. Everybody listen to crappy music those days.*
*Annoying, right?* (I said while is was drinking my cappuccino)
(We started talking about everything, about music, good music, bad music, old music, new music; he told me his opinion about certain bands, so I did. We talked about good movies and bad movies, about politics. He told me about his campaign SBNN, and about how mad he was about how fucked up the society is. I was fascinating. I always wanted to talk with someone like that. But let's face it, nobody cares talk about how fucked up the society is. He told me he wants to change things, he wants to do something else with his life, make a difference... He is wonderful)
2 hours & 40 minutes later...
*Do you care if…* (He lights up a cigarette)
*No, is fine if you want to kill yourself*
*Rude*
*I was just being honest*
*It relax me…* (He said while he was smoking)
*What about drugs?* (I looked at him & smiled)
(He stared at me for a few seconds, then he smiled) Not since I'm 16. what about you?
*Not yet, but I'll soon*
*So… you don't like smoking but you want to prove drugs, I'm right?*
*Sounds stupid... I know. I'm just curious*
*Don't do it. You will die*
*I don't will die. I'm not that stupid*
*Yes, you will. You can get intoxicated or you can become addicted*
(I laughed) *I'll anyways, you know?*
*Fine. but take care, alright?*
*Alright. (I looked at my watch, I was late. I needed to see Jason in 10 minutes)
Oh God, Is so late, I need to go.*
*That's right... Almost 3 hours, 2 cappuccinos, nice.*
(I laughed)
*You want me to…*
*I need go to another place and...*
*Wait, alone?*
*Yeah. It's fine*
*Are you sure?*
*100%* (I smiled)
*Well, so was nice to see you again, kid* (He smiled).
*You are obsessed with my age…*
*kind of, It disturbed me...*
*And you fascinate me (I laughed) ... Was nice to see you too.
(I have to admit, Avan is wonderful, seriously, is completely smart, deep & funny... I was late to see Jason, but not complaining, talk with Avan was fantasticl. Anyways, I went to Jason's house)
*Late, Boscarino*
*I know, I know. I'm embarrassed…*
(He laughed) *its okay, come in.* (He hugged me)
*I hate hugs*
*I know* (He hugged me harder)
*I hate you, stop it*
*I love you too, Sam, don't worry* (he stopped)
*Yeah, sure… How have you been?*
*Fine, working… You know*
*No I don't… You never call me*
*And why you don't call me?*
*I have my reasons*
*Yeah, sure. Excuses…*
*No. LIES. I'm hungry, Jason. You have food? A cake, maybe?*
(He laughed) *you are adorable*
*Shut up*
*Make me*
*Do you love me, right? So you have to feed me. That's how live is those days*
*Actually is true (He held my hand) Let's go to the kitchen*
[One of the things that I love the most about Jason, Is that he is adorable, not matter what. I can be stupid or rude. He was the only person in the world with who I acted like that, probably because... I don't know, i'm like that... or because I like him... a little bit]
*Oh see, I have a cake*
*Yay!*
*But is just a pice so is for me…*
*Are you serious?*
*Yeap*
*Okay, nice. Bye*
*Are you kidding me?*
*No. Goodbye* (I opened the door)
*Stay, please?*
*No*
*For me?*
*Nah*
*Alright. I'll give you the last piece of cake... this is important*
*I don't want it anymore*
*I don't care* (He closed the door)
*You can't close the door like that. That's kidnapping. I'll scream. But you know? I'll go right now, because you are so mean and I hate you, you are a terrible person, I'm really hungry and I'm really ashamed of…* ( He came closer to me and... he kissed me)
*Shut up, please*
(I was chocked up... was weird. I was spechless for few seconds)
*Why?*
*Why what?*
*Why you kissed me?*
*Because you looked adorable and I wanted you to shut up*
*So what?*
*So nothing*
*Whatever*
*Are you mad?*
*Nope*
*You enjoyed it, anyways*
*Shut up… Is not true*
*You never stopped me, Boscarino. You are just lying...*
*I'm not lying, I don' have why. You are a stupid; I have so much horrible adjectives for you right now. You can't come like that and kiss me. That's seriously not right, you are inadequate and…*
(He kissed me… again)
*STOP DOING THAT!*
*No thanks*
*Goodbye*
*Sam… I'm sorry*
*No, goodbye* (I opened the door).
*Why I can't kiss you? Is that bad?*
*Because that's not right*
*Since when you are a right person?*
*That's not the point. Just stop playing*
*And what if I'm not playing? What if I wanted to kiss you so bad? What if I don't know…? I really like you?*
*Shut up…*
*No, I don't want to*
*So stop lying*
*I'm not lying*
*So now you will tell me you like me? Bleh.*
*That's what I did, silly. (He closed the door). I'm sorry, okay? I'm so sorry. I know. I'm a stupid and you can insult me, I don't care. Sometimes I don't know what's wrong with me and…
(I kissed him, i don't know why...)
*Shut up, you annoy me*
(He smiled) *so?*
*So what?*
*You want to be… you know…*
*No. I'm pretty sure I don't know*
*My girlfriend?*
*Are you serious?*
*So much*
*I don't know… you are so blondie*
*And you so brunette...*
*I don't like 'the love thing', just hurt you*
*But i will take care of you*
*And if I hurt you?*
*Will be fine*
(I was so nervous... I felt like i was about to explode) *I would love it*
*What?*
*Be your girlfriend, idiot* (I smiled)
*Seriously?*
*Seriously.*
*Nice. I'll cook you a big cake now!* (He looked so happy, was funny)
*Yay!*
(In that moment, Avan popped up in my mind… I don't know why, was weird but I felt guilty. Why? There's nothing between us… Anyways he thinks I'm a kid, so whatever. I'm fine with Jason)
*What's wrong?*
*Huh?*
*Are you okay? You look distracted…*
*Yes, I'm fine, is just that is late and I need go to my home*
*That's true. Your mom should be worried*
*Yeah. She should be calling at the police right now* (He laughed) *I'm not kidding*
*Okay, I'm sorry. Let's go* (He smiled)
(We went to my house; my mom was calm, because I was with Jason. My mom loves Jason. She trusts on him with her life. They started talking about something…but I was tired so I told them I needed go to sleep because I was dying. I kissed Jason and my mom looked amazed, I just saw her I said 'Don't ask' & I kissed her in her cheek. Probably they started talking again, but I don't care, I was so sleepy & kinda happy, Jason is nice, so was a good day).