Chapter 2
That little nerd! I can't even give him a hard time without feeling guilty! Why him? Of all the people in the world it had to be HIM? The universe had a sick sense of humor, I mean look at all the strange coincidences in the world, they are just sooo fucking ironic it is to perfect.
Edd had just left the little nerd there with his cute little chin tucked into his scrawny chest he had to get away he didn't want to let his feelings be know, besides I have made his life miserable for as long as I can remember, he wouldn't give me the time of day,
When Edd left Kevin he didn't go far he just went around the corner to try and catch his breath and wallow in hi guilt, I can't even say hi to the kid without him thinking I'm going to inflict pain on him, if I can't even do that then he most certainly wont get an answer, well a positive one, on if he would like to go on a date with me.
He leaned his head back against the wall thinking about the cute, shy red head that he couldn't go five minutes without thinking about, I can't even think straight if he isn't around that is why Edd made sure that Kevin was always at his swim meets, and why he thanked god every day that they had almost every class together
As he was standing there he remembered when he first realized he feelings for the nerd
It was just like any other day, and he was on his way to a swim meet and saw the red head he was carrying a little girl and swinging her around in his arms and he just looked so happy and free that it made the red head catch his breath, then he looked closer at the little girl Kevin was holding, she was about two years old with red hair and freckles and as cute as could be, Edd feel in love with the little girl, then he feel head over heels for the teen holding her in his arms with so much love and care, it made him wonder How can I bring so much pain to such a sweet and caring guy and look at myself in the mirror...well if I give up hurting I am going to need to replace it with something and if the way I react chemically to him is any indication then making him mine would be the only logical solution Then he heard something that would forever make Edd see Kevin in a different light. Something that caught him off guard.
"I love you daddy"
Edd's mouth hung open at that thinking, scratch that I can't replace it by making him mine but by making both him and his daughter mine...i could use a loving family.
Later that night Edd woke up interrupting his sleep but strangely he wasn't upset that his dream had disturbed his body while at rest he had never woken up in the middle of the night because of anything but a nightmare let alone a dream where he was so happy and content he was shocked back into wakefulness
Kevin was sitting across from me one a blanket, this must be a dream, he is staring at me laughing at the antics of the little minx trying her hardest to swing on the swing by herself I'm worried I don't want the little princess to hurt herself
"Don't worry love she will be fine that fireball never gives up so we may as well get comfortable it looks like we wont be going anywhere for a while...i rather keep all my fingers attached then try and restle her from a swing before she teachers herself how to move without our help."
"Ok I hope she doesn't fall" I say as jevin crawls between my legs and makes himself more comfertable leaning back against me as I lean against a tree holding the man I love more than any thing in the world, and he loves me I know this is a dream but maby it is a sign that things between me and Kevin might actually work out one day
"Dad, daddy both of you look! I'm swinging all by myself ! Hehehehe"
She called me dad...
the pleasure of that is what woke him up combined with the pleasure of holding Kevin in his arms, she called me dad in my dream and I will do everything to make all the things in my dream a realality