I was so inspired by seeing that after only being up for a few hours, the first chapter got 33 views, 16 from the States, 7 from the U.K. 2 from India, 2 from Italy, and 1 each from New Zealand, Austria, Indonesia, Canada, Estonia and Australia! I think that is so brilliant, and it inspired me to type out the second chapter. So... hi to everyone!
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I the creator of any characters below from "Sherlock", that remains property of the BBC, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat. And since the rights to the Sherlock world are now public domain, a shout-out to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. That's correct, I just shouted-out a knight.
I do not own nor am I the creator of any lyrics from the song "Million Dollar Man," that remains the property of Lana Del Rey, Interscope, Polydor, and Stranger.
Enjoy,
-And I don't know how you get over, get over someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you-
I cannot bear it any longer, Sherlock. You've snared me so completely I know I'll never get out. You figured out and lured in my dangerous side, trapped my mind in the game, attracted my curiosity, netted my hopes, enticed my desires, tempt my ears daily, you pulled in my heart like no one ever has.
I love you. I don't know how I love you, I just know that I don't want to live a day without you.
But you'll -you're -you've -you'd get bored of me. You'd have to get bored of me at some point.
You're certainly not without your difficulties, you have polluted your body with drugs-to have known you then, I wonder what you were like. How did you recover? I can't imagine you sticking to a rehab clinic.
You have a need, a compulsion to take cases, if I were more religious man, I may call it demonic. And somewhere, for some reason, you have a deep running fear of becoming attached to people. You'll probably just tell me, 'feelings are a disadvantage' (if you ever read this that is, which I still haven't decided).
You take being obstinate to an unsafe level. I have seen you be violent for reasons that make sense to no one but you. I've also seen you be rather violent when a punch in the gut would suffice. Remember the American who assaulted Mrs. Hudson? Sending a man out the window 14 times is not necessary, though the bugger did deserve it.
You are also one of the smartest men in the world. You know as well as I that you could have turned into Moriarty. But you choose not to be, which is what makes you actually more dangerous.
Moriarty can't help himself, but you have the ability to choose, and I think you are susceptible to choosing the path he did.
I had a superior in the army who said,"The man who knows how to kill but chooses not to is more frightening than the man who can no longer make that choice for himself."
And I saw it in Afghanistan, What he meant when he said that. You make the choice Sherlock, you always will, you'll never be less human then that.
You do have flaws, they're odd, usually funny in an ironic,sarcastic, gallows humor kind of way.
You laugh and grin at crime scenes for one. I'm not always certain that you know when it is appropriate to say something or just keep it to yourself, or if you just don't care.
You're a bastard to everyone, even yourself really. You think you are a worse person than you are.
You have real compassion, though it's usually buried under layers of information and facts. You are observant, you use all of your senses all the time and must see pain everywhere. We live in a world that has much more open-pain than open-happiness.
If you seem a bit desensitized to those around you, who can blame you? You say something when it really matters.
I think that is why you became a detective. Well, and no one else had become a consulting detective yet. You're first and the best.
-One for the money, and two for the show, I love you honey, I'm ready, I'm ready go-
Well, you know what they say, "One for the money and two for the show"- that's actually a horse racing term... I really don't know why I said.
Basically, I mean I'm in. No matter what, I am there, I am here. I always will be. I'm ready for whatever gets thrown our way.
I have an inkling the next chapter will be up soon! For Authors, I have a poll up on my profile for you to take :)
Reviews and PM's keep me going! (thats Peee-Emmms, not Peee-Emmm-Ess ^_^)
