A/N: Based on the episode 'On My Way' so yes, there's spoilers!

"And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away"

- The One That Got Away, Katy Perry

Present

People say when you're going to die life flashes before your eyes, I never believe such things because it's illogical for us to suddenly remember all of our life in such a short time.

But now, I know how it feels.

May 28, 2009

"So this is your house?" Finn asked as the arrive at Quinn house after their first date together

"Yeah... it's not much" Quinn said as she prepared all of her stuff from Finn's truck, "Thanks for the date it was great"

"Wait! L-let me take you to the door" Finn said as he rushed opened Quinn door

"So I'll see you on Monday?" Finn asked as they arrive in front of Quinn's house door

"I'll see you on Monday Finn" Quinn smiled as she walked more closely to Finn, "Thanks for the date by the way Finn, it was really great, I enjoyed it surprisingly"

"Ugh... you're welcome Quinn, I enjoyed too" Finn said as he can feel that Quinn is getting closer to him

"So... Goodbye then?" Quinn said since her face is already in front of Finn

"Yeah... Bye Quinn" Finn said awkwardly as he turns around and hear Quinn take a long sigh and enter her house.

'That was embarrassing!' Quinn though to herself 'I thought he was going to kiss me! A date with no kiss? That must be the most embarrassing thing in the world!'

Then there was a knock from the door, Quinn angrily opened the door and she saw Finn standing there in front of the door silently, "What do you want?" Quinn ask angrily.

Suddenly Finn's lips and Quinn's lips crashed.

Present

I can feel it everywhere, glass breaking, the sound of the tire screeching, and the feeling of shock. I can feel it. All of it seems like to be in a twisted horror movie, but in slow motion.

All of the memories keep coming to my mind, from when I was little to now, all of it keep coming endlessly.

But one person from every memories keep showing up reminds me the feeling of love, happiness, sorrow, and pain.

October 28, 2009

'The news was out, everybody knows I'm pregnant' Quinn ran as tears was coming down through her eyes, she can feel the eyes of McKinley student staring at her as she keeps running through the crowd.

She didn't know where she was going she just keep running trying to get away from where she was, trying to escape from everyone, when she suddenly she can feel a person took her hand and stop her from running

"Quinn please stop running! It could affect the baby, our baby" Quinn's heart was stabbed when she listened to those word, she know that the baby that Quinn was carrying was ours but it was hers & puck baby, she knows that she have to stop lying to Finn, because in the end it will broke his heart even more if he ever found out.

"Why? Everybody already knows I'm pregnant! I'm not the perfect-blonde-cheerleader anymore? What's the use? People will never look at me the same ever again" Quinn cried into Finn's chest

"You're still and always will be my perfect blonde cheerleader" Finn said as he hold Quinn in his arms "Because I know the real you deep down there, the real you which only some people know, the real you which is beautiful and perfect, and nothing can ever-ever erase that from you, because you are perfect Quinn"

A silence came over between them two as Quinn is still crying in Finn's arm and Finn try to calm Quinn down with soothing word

"I will always love you Quinn, no matter what happens I will always love you" Finn said to Quinn

And right there in Finn's arm Quinn found peace and happiness

Present

Everything seems to be happening so slowly.

Slowly. But sure

It feels like the end for me, the end of my life, my existence, and my memory from everybody mind, my love from his heart.

It feels like everybody will just move on, forgetting me, thinking that I that I never existed from the first place.

Being forgotten by everyone? Used to it

Forgotten by him?

No.

I can't handle that.

June 9, 2010

It was a tiring day.

Everybody was tired, people was starting to going home from the hospital, as they thought that Quinn needed her rest after giving birth to Beth.

Quinn was in her room alone as everybody already left her.

Or so she thought.

The door was opened, Quinn thought it was the nurse, checking on her or her mom, but the footstep was different, it was heavy and manly

'Maybe it's Puck checking on me since he insisted to not go home' Quinn thought to herself.

And then the person stood beside her left facing her back, there was a silence for long, Quinn tried to keep sleeping, but the heavy breathing keep bugging Quinn, and Quinn was starting to get worried of who is the mysterious visitor is

"You look so beautiful even after you gave birth" the person said to Quinn

Quinn heart beat faster, because that voices, the voice that gives her hope, happiness, peace, and safety. She misses the voice.

"You know I should hate for what you have done" the person said, "but I just can't, because I know I still love you very much"

Quinn started to her sob coming from the person, she really want to just wake up and hug him, but she can't, she can't because if she woke up it will hurt him more.

"I'm… I'm sorry I shouldn't come here, it was a mistake…" The person rushed out from the room, leaving Quinn inside the room alone.

"I'm sorry too Finn" Quinn said as tears starting to flow from her eyes

Present

Stuff starting to fly around in my car, CDs, my phone, a corsage…

Wait?

A Corsage?

I reach it as fast I can, it was a corsage from him, which he gave for me for prom. I still remember that day fresh in my mind, it was the most beautiful night ever in my life.

May 10, 2011

"Hey…" Finn said as he approached Quinn who was still sitting alone in the assembly hall.

"What do you want Finn?" Quinn ask as looked down to her shoes

"Me saying sorry won't really changed anything am I?" Finn said to Quinn

"Well if you saying sorry will make me have my crown and title, then yes it won't change a thing" Quinn said as he took a long quick sigh, "Sorry, I didn't mean to say that"

"No! No! I should be the one to say sorry, it was because of me that got into the fight that made us lose" Finn sit down next to Quinn

"No… it wasn't really your fault either because even if you're there they would still rigged the vote so Kurt would win" Quinn said as she looked Finn in the eyes

"But at least if I didn't get kicked out I would still be able to comfort you after our lose" Finn looked back to Quinn in the eyes, suddenly Finn stand up and offered his hand to Quinn, "Would you care for a comfort dance Ms. Fabray?"

No matter how many times Finn made Quinn mad in the end Finn will always know how to make Quinn happy again, and that's one of the reason that made Quinn love Finn very much.

"But there's no music Finn?" Quinn took Finn hand and follow him into the middle of the assembly hand

"I'll be the music for us" Finn said as he wrapped his arm around Quinn

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you

And right there now, even though she didn't have the prom that she expected, she didn't win prom queen like she wanted, and most of the time in the prom she was alone.

It was the mostbeautiful night she ever had.

Because with Finn everything is beautiful.

Present

My time is coming.

The memories are over.

Everything is over.

I hold on to the corsage, which was given from like it was the most valuable thing in my life.

The pain was coming. And it hurt.

And all I wanted is right now for another life.

Another chance for me.

And as I close my eyes, I can feel the darkness is taking over me.

And all I can think right now is him.

Goodbye Finn.

A/N: The song that Finn sang was 'Hummingbird' - NeverShoutNever