The Weight of Love Blind Eyes: Chapter 2
Dean wandered around the motel room anxiously waiting on Castiel to make an appearance,he needed answers and fast. He contimplated calling his brother,but why trouble a man with bad news.
NO,instead he kept this to himself like he did many of his troubles.
The handprint burnt again,he put a hand delicately to it,hissing as it stung " son of mother fucking bitch"he cursed out loud.
"CAS GET DOWN HERE."he bellowed clenching his hand into fist,the pain getting significantly worse.
He curled up into the corner of the room,a loud ringing noise suddenly chiming loudly in his ears "ARGH"he screamed it felt like his eardrums were about to explode"CAAAAAAAAS?"
He felt someone grab his arm,the sound dying down almost immediately as he was dragged away from the room. His eyes were still pressed to his ears,opening his eyes to take a peak finding himself in an empty field. He slowly pulled himself up spotting Castiel beside him.
"Dean...Dean are you okay?"
Dean flared his nostril angrily storming towards Castiel grabbing him by his shirt"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?"
Castiel grabbed hold of Dean pulling him away with ease "just let me explain,this is what I wanted to talk to you about last night before you... umm 'cut me off'?" using quotey fingers at the last part not sure if he was using the right term but it seemed to make sense.
"Well what is it?"
Castiel took a heavy breathe looking down at the ground "It's Micheal,he's circling his vessel and he will stop at nothing until he convinces you to let him inside you,and trust me when I say Dean,you don't want to piss him off."
Dean stood there robotic and speechless "do you mean to tell me,what I saw last night,th-hat was Micheal wearing me?"
"Yes"
Dean rolled his eyes a little turning his back to Cas for a moment to absorb this.
"But he's still an angel and he needs my consent...the answers still no"
He had seen the end,he knew what was to become if he kept denying it maybe it wouldn't happen,Sam had given up at one point,but he would never allow himself to become a puppet to these...these creatures.
"Dean,you need to understand something-"
Dean glared back "NO...you listen to me,I don't care,this is my body my skin,no one but me can have it you hear me,Micheal can't have me,you tell your boss that."
Castiel licked his lips looking down sadly"If you want to believe that then fine,but think about the choices you make,would you rather Sam say yes to Lucifer and be doomed for all eternity?"
Dean gritted his teeth "Stop it,I've made my mind up."
"Okay wellgood,i'm glad then we find another way to stop this... we're making it up as we go along right?" he smiled innocently.
"Right."
If only it was that easy. Dean sure as hell would fight to the death to stop the apocalypse like he always did but he wouldn't give up not a chance in hell and he knew Sam wouldn't either despite what the future says.
"Alright then we need to hide you,make sure Micheal doesn't find you,the scratchings in your ribs won't be enough and the mark I left on you,he's using that as a tracker,which means he probably knows i'm helping you."
Dean turned his attention to his arm briefly then back at Cas, a small smile on his face.
"Why are you smiling,have I missed something,this doesn't seem like a happy scenerio?" the angel asked confused.
"NO..no nothing I just...it doesn't matter."
Castiel remained clueless,a blank look on his face"umm okay then well,we should get moving."
Dean raised his hands up grabbing the angels arms to stop him "Wait..Cas just stop alright...i'm not going to hide away"He breathed "and i'm not running away either,if he wants me then he can try take me but I will not surrender to him alright."
"We are being hunted Dean,don't you get that?"
"Dude i'm always being hunted,this is no different."
Castiel could tell Dean was scared,I mean who wouldn't be having an archangel on thier tail. He would never admit it to himself,but Castiel knew exactly what he was feeling.
"Okay Dean...if thats what you want then i'll rebel,i'll do anything for you I just want you to make the right choice"
"And what is that huh,can you tell me because I got nothing?"
Castiel rubbed his lips together shaking his head "I don't know"he answered back not having a definite answer
Dean licked his lips"I mean how am I supposed to save the world Cas,people are going to die,I just...I don't know what to do...all I know is I want to kick his ass back to heaven."
"Then i'll fight with you."
3 Months Later
It took 3 months to get them to this place, 3 months for it all to fall apart.
Strolling around in an empty motel room Dean Winchester the savior of the universe,packed away the rest of his personal belongings in a cardboard box,he taped it up and let out a sigh. He poured himself a drink downing it in one go. He hadn't spoken to his brother in months,he barely said a word to his beloved angel either,infact the only time he ushered words was when he was having post hell torture nightmares or even worse Micheal corrupting his memories.
"Dean I'm begging you don't do this,we'll find another way...Dean talk to me please."
Dean shoved the angel aside "get out of my way Cas."
Castiel panted heavily feeling the rage inside him take over,after everything why was he giving up now.
Their attempts at finding God had failed sure,but he was still here,and a potential new family with Lisa. It made no sense to him,this is what humans wanted right,true happiness?
"Dean...please."
Dean gritted his teeth slamming Cas up against the wall"Don't,you don't know me,and you don't now what i've been through what i've seen."
"The end...I know and its horrible I get it,you don't want to see your brother say yes but how do you think Sams' going to feel when you do the same?"
Dean slammed his fist right into the angels jaw feeling his shoulder spasm out of place,he groaned "SHUT UP...please,I have to do this."
Castiel squinted his eyes tilting his head to the side "who's begging now hmm?"
Dean looked into the eyes of his blue eyed angel,making his knees go weak,it was just that one look,that one look that made him see sense for just a second,and then it was gone "I can't let all these people die Cas,the world is going to end for real this time if I dont do something, summon him Cas...I want to do this,I dont care anymore."
"Yes you do."
No I don't...do it or i'll find another angel who will."
Castiel looked at him blankly for a moment,suddenly getting this feeling,something he had never experienced before,this piercing sharp pain in his chest,almost like his heart was breaking,his human vessel had experienced it before but to Castiel this was all new.
"I-I can't." he vanished leaving Dean alone.
Dean stood in the same position shaking like a leaf,pulling himself together immediatly grabbing his bag setting up what he needed to summon an angel.
On the other side of the country Sam Winchester seemed to be having it easy,he worked part time at a bar trying to live a semi normal life,but mostly to keep in hiding.
He wiped down the last remaining tables. Hearing movements behind him.
"We're closing up buddy come back in the morning kay?" he heard him clear his throat "seriously dude enough, we're closed"he turned round slapping the damp cloth over his shoulder startled by his sudden company.
Castiel leant perched up against the counter putting his head in his hands.
"Cas?"
He didn't speak at first,letting out soft whimpers burying his head into his hands "I'm sorry Sam."
Sam raised an eyebrow leaning down to one of the tables pressing both palms to it and gulped staring back at the angel "Are you...crying?" This was odd,angels don't have any emotions at all,atleast they're not supposed to.
"I failed him Sam,I tried to stop him but I think he's about to do something extremly stupid..YOU have to stop it."
Sam gulped "Dean? He's going to say yes isn't he?"
Castiel cocked his head up giving him a simple nod.
Sam gritted his teeth slamming the cloth down in frustration "Dammit,Cas you were supposed to be looking out for him,where is he,take me to him?"he rambled all at once.
Castiel looked down sadly "I did my best,but the nightmares they got worse,he's detached himself from everyone,I'm hoping you can help him."
Sam simply nodded losing patience "Cas,take me too him NOW."
Castiel put a hand on his shoulder transporting him back to the motel heading through the lobby the entire hotel surrounded by darkness the only source of lighting being the flickering lights,sparks flying down the hotel lobby it was as if a bomb had been set off.
"I fear we may be too late."
Yeah you think genius?
Sam gave Cas an unamused look "just lead the way"
Castiel strolled through the lobby dodging the serpent like wires dancing in the air. Finally reaching the room,he pushed it open the room shadowed in darkness.
Sam followed behind igniting his lighter spotting a figure sat on the bed.
Dean sat with his legs crossed letting out a light chuckle as the remaining members of team free will came through "finally,I was wondering when you would show up."
Sam didn't take his eyes of his brother for one second,his voice sounded different,almost darker and deeper.
"Dean?"
Dean shook his head "Guess again."
UMM okay so this is turning out to be an alternative season 5 lol. Hoping it's not too confusing for anyone. I promise it will get better. Feedback appreciated,thanks :)