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Kiba's P.O.V
I took Akamaru to the vet. The seconds seemed to pass by like hours every bit of time I was running to the vet with him in my arms. Once I got there I freaked out and tried to calm myself as I talked to the front desk lady. She took my snow white furred pup to the back with great haste. I was sitting there nervously as I try to calm myself. It was only a simple fall and that is a strong dog. But I feel like shit. Not only cause of Aki but apon reflection of how I treated Naruto... It was just not right. I mean I was a dick to him and he was not trying to hurt my boy. It was a honest accident. But that is not all. I... I just been weird around Naruto and I knew this. Just this weekend... Fuck this weekend. It screwed me up!
I herd the door swing open as I look up and see the Vet holding my snow white fur dog in his arms. "Inuzuka Kiba?" I launched to my feet and ran to the vet as fast as I could waiting to hear how Aki was. "We expect a full recovery with in a week. Just make sure he stays off his feet and give him some medical cream we have in the back and he will be good as new. He was very cooperative and nice. You trained him well." I was over the hills happy. I took my dog in my arms and started to tear up. I pet his head as I whisper softly "Im sorry Aki. Its... Its all my fault. I should of thought of you before I pushed Naruto. I did not want to hurt you boy." Akamaru looked up at me with a smile as he rolled onto his back wagging his tail as to tell me not to worry about it. "Thanks boy." I wiped the tears off my face and got the medical cream and put it in my coat pocket. I walked out of the veterinarian's office with my companion in my coat with his head hanging out. I pet his head and sat down on a near by bench as I talked to my beloved pet as I pet his head while I talked. "Ya know Aki. I think... I was mean to Naruto wasnt I? In fact I call myself an out right ass. Should I go talk to him? You think I should? Or he be to mad to talk to me right now?" I looked down as my buddy turned around looked up at me with the same smile he had before giving a bark that was accepting and joyful. "Heh. Ok ok. Im going." I stood up and I made my way to the blonds apartment
I made my way up to the apartment complex and went to the knuckleheads room. I put my fist up to the door gently. But I noticed something when I did before I was gonna knock. This door seemed... soft. Not like how a door that was closed or locked would be, in fact I pushed it slightly and the door flung open. When it did my stomach dropped. Everything happened in slow motion. I saw Naruto take a kunine kinfe and thrust in forward stabbing himself. My eyes widened in horror. So many questions raced through my head with in one second. Why was Naruto stabbing himself? Am I the reason? Did I do this to him? Did he kill himself? Was that his intent? If it was he sucesssful? So many thoughts at once. So many things bothering me. But I could not think of that now. I ran in the apartment building. I saw Naruto fall backwards and his eyes was closed. "NARUTO! IF YOU CAN HEAR ME SPEAK TO ME!" DAMN IT! He is silent. I have to check his pulse... Please dont be dead. PLEASE dont be dead... Oh thank Kami. I feel a pulse. But its weak. I have to get him to the hospital. I picked him up with the kunine knife still inside him. That thing was lodged in so deep I was not about to mess with it for one second. It was raining outside. The black clouds hanging over head. I ran outside as fast as I could dashing to get my friend Naruto help. Good god first Akimaru now Naruto? What the hell is wrong with today?
Once in the hospital I screamed at the lady in the front desk "MY FRIEND HAS GOTTEN STABBED! PLEASE HELP HIM!" The lady did not waste a single moment. She sprung up faster then I could see and she ran and got a doctor with a stretcher to put him on. I ran with the doctors as they rushed to take him to the operating room. We were at the doors as the doctor stopped me from going in "Son we cant let you in." I felt like someone pushed against a brick wall hard "B..But he is my friend. I have to be with him." "Son I am sorry but only the surgeons can be back there." I felt like I was gonna explode inside. "DUDE HE IS MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND AND MY BEST RIVAL I HAVE TO MAKE SURE HE IS ALRIGHT!" The doctor took me gently and guided me to a seat "Son I promise we will update you. We are not going to let you be in the dark. Now please sit down and calm down. You will only make things worse at this rate." At this time this was all I can get. I gave the doctor a nod as he went in and they started to work on my best friend.
In the waiting room I was all alone. That small lifeless waiting room. Waiting to hear about him. I took out Aki to put the cream on his legs and let him lay down on his back on the chair next to me. Now I had time to pick apart every thought I had.
'Was Naruto depressed? If he was why didnt I realize it? Some friend I am. I could never forgive if I did that to him. If he... No. I cant. I wont think like that. He has to make it. He just has to. God why did I have to act like that? Why did I not just tell him the truth? That I was scared. I was growing more fond of Naruto by the day. I saw him in ways I never saw anyone before. Why didnt I tell him I liked him instead of acting like a jerk and a pervert? Kami Please. Let him live. If he does... If he does I will confess. I will tell him everything. I just need the right time but I will tell him I want him at night when I feel all alone in my bed and I hug a teddy bear thinking its him. I will tell him I want to kiss him every time I see that orange suited body in front of me. If that is what you want of me then I will do it. Just please don't take him from me'
As soon as I finished my mental prayer a tear fell down my face. I wiped my face trying to dry it but as it is this was no use. I never liked hospitals as it was. I felt like I could die in this moment. My best friend and the one I wanted were in there and I could do nothing to help him. Why me?