A/N: Hey guys. :) Here chapter 2! I wanted to thank everyone for the reviews, author alerts and the favorites you all are amazing. Also I wanted to let you know that this fic is inspired by a song and I listen to it every time I write this, so if you all want to listen to it to get a better feel of the story its Love by Daughter. Its really amazing.
So anyways thanks again and enjoy!
All mistakes are my own. And I dont own anything.
Present
"I love you. Dont you ever forget alright?" I say running my fingers through her hair lightly. She nods her head against my forehead and I smile.
"I love you too Quinn... but I cant" she whispers. I pull away quickly and stare at her hard.
"W-what?" I ask letting go of her hands. I see a figure in the doorway.
"Me and Finn." The figure steps forward and I notice its Finn. I shake my head and sob.
"No, no, no... Rach?" I ask taking a step back. My world comes crummbling down. Everything seems to be in slow motion. The way Finn takes her hand, the way he wraps his arm around her protectively gaurding her from me. I see there mouths moving but I cant seem to put there words togther. She is looking at him like he is her everything, the way she used to look at me. I fall down on the floor because my legs are not capable of holding me up any longer. I look up and see Finn guiding her towards the door.
"No!" I yell towards them. I try to get up but I just cant. Im dizzy, and I cant feel anything. Rachel smiles and follows him not taking her eyes off of him..
I wake up and feel warm hands around me with fingers running through my nappy hair. I open my eyes and see darkness. All I feel is their hands and it makes me feel something other than shame and sorrow agian.
"Quinne." Brittany says quietly fearing I will runaway if she talks any louder. I grip her hands on my waist, holding her there.
"Please dont go, please" I say.
"I wont." She whispers. The door opens and I immediately know who it is.
"Q? Get up please." Santana says kneeling down on the ground. She grabs our hands and I close my eyes at the feeling of the suporrt they have for me, the love. I know I dont deserve it but they still give it and I just dont get it.
"I brought Mary from my house, and I got ice cream Quinn. Strawberry. Movies too. Singing in the rain, San made me bring it because she knew you would like it, even though she hates it." Brittany says. I smile sadly and feel Santana wipe my tears off my face.
"It will be okay Quinn just please get up and eat today." Santana says. I nod slowly and get up.
Two Weeks Earlier
"Quinn!" I hear. My heart stops at the voice. I continue scrolling down on the page. Picture after picture I see of that night. Then finally I see the one.. She looks so happy wraped up in his arms.
"Quinn! Open this door!" She yells. Why? Why didnt I just go with her to the party. This would have never happened if I was there.
"Quinn. Please." She says. I hear her slide down the door onto the floor and sigh. I look at the door hoping to see through it so I can catch a glimpse of her. I spot the pictures of us on my dresser. My arms wrapped around her, her smile that lights up the room, our happiness and love poring out of us. I look at the picture on the computer scree agian and sob. I throw the computer at the wall and watch the glass shatter.
"Im so sorry baby." Rachel says through the door. I walk towards the door and sit down, back agianst it.
"I-I didnt.." she says. I rest the back of my head against the door.
"I love you Quinn. There isnt a day that goes by when I dont think about you. Even during.." she says. I let out another sob and I start to wonder if its normal to cry this much.
"Quinn that night was the biggest mistake of my life.. Please open the door." She says. I slowly slide over and stare at the door nob.
"Quinn?" She says softly. I reach up and unlock it and slump back down. I hear a sigh and the door opens slowly. I quickly close my eye knowing I wont be able to look at her without crying.
"I-I know you dont want to see me but I cant let you do this Quinn. I love you and I made a big mistake." She says. She slides down the door next to me and opens her arms. I look at her and bite my lip in thought. I lean forward and rest my head on her chest. My senses are on overload. The way she smells, and the sound of her heart beat.
"Why?" I whisper. I clutch at her shirt and cry into her neck.
"I dont know. I didnt know what I was doing. I-It just... happened." She says. I sob once agian and just hold her knowing I need her strong support.