I do not own any of any of the characters found in this story. I only own the plot. In this chapter you would see some of Mikan's and Natsume's struggle. Please R&R

Summary

Mikan's family has a secret. On the outside they are a family to envy, but when the curtains close it is true horror. Natsume has a problem with trusting people around him because of a dark past. They found love with each other, but would their inner demons tear them apart.

Mikan's POV

Homes, a place where people can rest and be relax, and not worry about everyday stress. That was not my definition of home. My home is a hell on earth. Every day I would walk home just to delay my entrance. The anxiety and terror never leaves me when I am there. I am surprised I can even sleep at night. I had even contemplated suicide or running away, but each trial was a failure and a huge punishment would come after. It was like he makes it like that so I can keep suffering. It wasn't always like this before, but it all collapsed one dark and cold day. Perhaps this is my punishment from god. When I reach home my terror begins….

"Where the hell have you been" he spat

You could see the veins popping out from underneath his skin, his skin tinged with fire red. He was clearly drunk maybe even high. I could see everyone else was gone again. No one bothered to come back every day. I would do the same but I had no one. I could barely hold on to my insanity let alone raise myself. There would be problems like jobs, bills, and school to figure out. I just need to prolong one more year and I'm out.

"I asked you where the hell you've been"

His loud voice echoed across the room bringing me out of my thoughts. It was hard to believe he could get any more red. The vein was even more prominent; it looked like it was going to pop out.

"I w-was only com-coming h-home" I whispered softly

The shaking would not stop. I coiled up ready for the attack. It never came. I open my eyes to see him passed out on the ground. I let out a shaky breath. I was lucky today, very lucky. I had to be more cautious; I made a mental note to myself. I cooked dinner as fast as I can and ran up to my room. I felt sick at what could have happened. Quickly, with my shaking hands I locked the door. I went to my bed and fell asleep.

I woke up with a startle. He was awake and everybody was home. That was rare. I could hear shouts and stuff breaking, but out all of all the other noise, I heard the sobs and the torture tears from my mother. The panic attack came back. I waited and waited until it was completely silent in the house. I crawled out the street and went to town. It was my only haven besides school. Every night I would come out here if I could. Sometimes I am unable to walk out at all. I walked along the streets and four drunken men came in front of me. Their intent was clear as daylight. Fear spiked within me. As fast as I could, running was my only option. It was too late; one of them grabbed me and threw me on the ground. I shut my eyes tightly hoping it's a dream. Then screams hit my eardrums. I open one eye to see a raven hair boy had beaten them up. He looked at me and it hit me like tons of bricks. His red crimson eyes held nothing but pure sorrow. With disbelief I looked up and he was gone. The trip home was silent. The full moon shined my way. Maybe there is hope I thought to myself.

Natsume's POV

My life is pure and utter torture. I can trust no one in the world. When I return home, people gift me with presents and fake smile. Everywhere I go fake, fake, and fake. There is not one genuine person. Even Luna my supposed fiancée from my arranged, soon to be marriage is a total fake. There is not one single detail that says she has a bit of genuity in her. I just wish I had born into a normal family. My real parents died when I was little. They were well known people. A friend of theirs decided to adopt, but I can see the distaste behind the fake love. My little sister Aoi was also adopted; however she was in the same car as our parents during the accident. She is currently in a coma. She may be the only thing driving me today. No one in the world is left for me to trust.

"What would you like?" the waitress purred

Apparently that was supposed to be seductive. She was fluttering her eyes like she had something in her eyes. This was getting real old. I ordered quickly. She looked a bit down but strutted away. I was supposed to feel remorse. Hah! That is hilarious, I was just about to flip her off if she continue maybe even curse her out. I needed to restrain myself; I taint the family name. It does not really matter; I had always kept my name Hyuuga. It is always about image. There would never be a chance where I can be myself.

After finishing my food I decided to take a walk. Around downtown was my haven (just like Mikan :p). Not many people knew who I was there or just plainly ignored me knowingly. At least these people had brains. It was also best at night where there was just about nobody there. The moon shined brightly in the sky. There was not a single cloud up there. As soon as I decided to finally go home, I heard a desperate call for help. I went around the corner and saw the most disgusting thing ever. Four men were hunched over and were just about to rape a girl. Rage engulfed me. Without thinking, I quickly went over and punch the nearest guy. In the fit of my rage I did not realize they had passed out. I looked at her and almost gasped out loud. Her eyes were full of sadness but with a speck of innocence in it. You could tell with one look she had a rough life, but what shock me the most was that, she was looking at me like she was looking into my soul. I quickly left; leaving her to regain her memory of the recent event. When I noticed what I just did I was shocked. It was not like my usual attitude. Perhaps that girl sparked something back alive within me. I am so stupid. Maybe if fate allows it, I'd wish I could see her again. Maybe there is still hope, I thought to myself.

Mikan and Natsume's POV

I woke up early in the morning and remember the whole night yesterday. It was like a flint in my darkness. I quickly went to school hoping to meet him/her again.

Sorry I deleted the first chapter by accident, but it is up again. I sort of made Mikan's and Natsume's character alike. Then I realize they are somewhat bipolar. I'm sorry, but I'm just not used to writing in more than one POV. I have go to deep into the story yet. I'll probably get a few chapters up within this week. Thanks for reading and please R&R