Kensi's Journal Entry #2
March 7th, 2014 9:57pm - Afghanistan
I missed Deeks the other night after the craziness that happened. It is so hard with the different time zones to talk to him. In addition, when I do, it is not for long because he is going to bed and Granger is calling me. I wrote him back I know how much Deeks hates the cold. Always bundling up even when it's only 50 degrees. Just thinking about him doing that makes me smile and laugh. I miss him so. Often throughout the day I find myself thinking about what he is doing and if he is all right? What are he and Monty going to do tonight? Are they going to go to the beach and sit in the sand, listening to the waves? Just so many questions run through my mind.
Jack? He cannot be White Ghost can he? Was I the cause that brought him here? Noo…I really do not want to be the cause of this, I feel guilty. However, this he chopped someone's head off. He spiraled out I am not sure if even I can save him from this. However, I know I have to try there has to be a piece of the Jack I knew inside him somewhere.
Tomorrow I will back out into the desert and see if I can find any clues as to where they have gone. Granger still does not believe me and Sabatino is somewhere in the desert again. I still think he has a part in this. If not White Ghost then he must be somehow working for him right? He has to be…I just do not trust him. I wish Deeks my partner was here. At least I would know I was somewhat safe.
Not much happened today. Granger went into town and I talked to Broker again. I make jokes to lighten the mood but I do not think he has a sense of humor. My jokes are not that bad. I mean Deeks laughs at them. Another reason I miss him. He is the only person that gets me. I think I heard that chime, my Shaggy has sent me a message. Write more later. Really, miss his voice. Maybe I can talk him into letting me call him.
~ Kensi Blye - Fern misses her Max